We interrupt this holiday blog for, well just because I can.
It's 7:30ish in the morning, and I'm sitting here doing my best to shrug off this "fight or flight" feeling. Now I know it is an anxious moment, anxiety attack per say; but I can honestly say I actually feel the "fight or flight feeling. The problem is I'm not sure what I'm trying to fight or flee from, and here in lies the problem. I'm thinking about my day and I looking forward to everything in the day. I'm at playschool with the kids this morning (a fun part of the week); no card stores to do during the day, so I can come home and nap if I need to; I'm starting a water class with a great friend tonight - and I'm wishing it was sooner; Bill doesn't need supper tonight as he has a late lunch; Ashley won't be home tonight so I don't need to make her supper. You know these things would be much easier to diagnose if there were actual problems or issues for me to see.
I wish I could strap some fancy medical device to me right now so I could measure everything - blood pressure,(because isn't that what every doctor checks first) heart rate,(because my heart feels like it is beating a mile a minute) brain waves (especially the brain waves), head pressure (because my head feels like it wants to explode) heck, I might as well give a urine sample too, cause I always have to pee!
K, I'm going to go and lay my head down for 15 minutes, and I know with time it will pass.
Think of this short blog as a commercial for the next holiday blog - before M A D O N N A.
(Thankfully, the sense of humor or sarcasism is still in tact) or is it
Stacey
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