2009 was an eventful year. If I had to go by my memory, then it wouldn't have seemed so eventful; and I would have only remembered the bad things. Thankfully a lot of stuff was written in my blog. So in no particular order, here are some of the events (good and bad) of 2009
Introduced to writings of Louise Hay
Went to Ikea for the first time (new local)
Seen a Great Movie Julie and Julia
Started a Blog
Learned about Salt Water Taffy
Volunteered at Reggae Fest
Camped at Lundbreck Falls
Attended soccer tournament in Las Vegas
Got to babysit and bond with my Great niece Caylee
Tried out Regression Therapy
Ate Liver for the first time and enjoyed it
Read a good book "The Shack"
Volunteered as Manager of Son's soccer Team
Attended Rocky Mt. Wine Festival (twice)
Started Line Dancing Lessons
Listened to "The Secret"
Attended my first LPGA in Calgary
Visited my oldest sister (in new home)
Celebrated my birthday at Hamptons Club House
Quit my job at PREP
Started working with SC.
Started new job at preschool
Attended wedding of brother in law
Had to help put mother-in-law in Hospice
Volunteered at MVP soccer with young kids
Took an imaginary trip to the International Space Station
Visited with friends from High School
Got new flooring put in our bedroom and basement
Attended soccer tournament in Kelowna
Transferred VHS home movies to DVD's
Paid a surprise visit to girlfriend in Dallas to celebrate her 40th birthday
Had to bury my mother-in-law who lost her battle with cancer.
And how did I spend my New Years! The way I wanted!!!!
Bill and the son went to a Flames Game with a couple of friends.
The daughter is still in Bahamas on her course, but we had a chance to talk on Facebook and she is really busy but having a great time.
Claire popped over with Sam and we had a toast, sang a little, laughed a lot.
Got all my paper work done, and now I'l ready to relax
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in and did the treadmill for the second day in a row.
MIND: Reflections of the past year!!! Eric Hoffer "However much we guard ourselves against it, we tend to shape ourselves in the image others have of us. It is not so much the example of others we imitate, as the reflection of ourselves in their eyes and the echo of ourselves in their words."
Happy New Year Everyone
Good night
Stacey
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Day 141 - 224 Days to Go
Thought I would get the blog done early tonight because I have a feeling I'm going to be falling alseep watching TV.
I sure do miss Mom Wee. For many reasons; some obvious and some not so much. But I'm glad she's listening, cause she's been hearing a lot from me lately.
I guess today's topics are a little vague, but I don't feel comfortable exposing the reasons on line, and that's ok.
Today was a nice and quiet day. Watched a really good movie/documentary. It was on my Christmas list and I got it. It's called religion by Bill Maher. It is very thought provoking and confirms some of my own beliefs.
That pretty much covers today. One more day before 2010 is upon us.
BODY: Only got in 9000 steps, but did get in 30 minutes on my treadmill. Hopefully I can keep that up.
MIND: Guilt, like worry, is an emotion that is created by our imaginations following an event, or non-event. It is a feeling that comes when you feel you have not done something, or you feel you have done something badly – it is what is generated when you feel unsatisfied with your performance.
For the record I do not feel guilty. Without going into explanation, I'll leave it at that.
Early good night
Stacey
I sure do miss Mom Wee. For many reasons; some obvious and some not so much. But I'm glad she's listening, cause she's been hearing a lot from me lately.
I guess today's topics are a little vague, but I don't feel comfortable exposing the reasons on line, and that's ok.
Today was a nice and quiet day. Watched a really good movie/documentary. It was on my Christmas list and I got it. It's called religion by Bill Maher. It is very thought provoking and confirms some of my own beliefs.
That pretty much covers today. One more day before 2010 is upon us.
BODY: Only got in 9000 steps, but did get in 30 minutes on my treadmill. Hopefully I can keep that up.
MIND: Guilt, like worry, is an emotion that is created by our imaginations following an event, or non-event. It is a feeling that comes when you feel you have not done something, or you feel you have done something badly – it is what is generated when you feel unsatisfied with your performance.
For the record I do not feel guilty. Without going into explanation, I'll leave it at that.
Early good night
Stacey
Day 140 - 225 Days to Go
Not a very exciting day today. Finally got the Christmas stuff picked up off the family room floor and put under the stairs. Robin came over for a visit. We worked on our singing skills with the SingStar game for PS 3. I can't wait until we are hooked up to internet (can't believe I'm actually saying that) and I can download some Motown and Country songs. (this part I can believe) Abba and Queen are ok, but not my favorite music now (or then)
The son had a couple of friends over, so made some supper then they took off to a movie. I just relaxed in the evening, rested my eyes and then picked them up. What goofy teenagers. As I was giving them a ride home, I stopped in at a gas station for a pepsi and the son and his friend went in with their 3D glasses on. The both cashier probably thought he was being robbed by the men in black (glasses)
Still waiting to hear from the daughter on how her couse is going. I know she arrived safely, but curious as to how her diving is going. No doubt she's tired at the end of the day. I bet she gets some great pictures.
Bill went and picked out the new furniture for the family room. It gets delivered in two weeks. Now I'll never be able to get the son out of the family room.
Better get off to bed so I can finally get something accomplished tomorrow. Might have to make a Costco trip!!!!
BODY: 10,00 steps, but barely
MIND: AFter Bill left to take the son and his friends to a movie, I climbed into the jacuzzi, filled it to the brim with hot water, turned on the jets and just layed back on my foam pillow. Can close my eyes now and still feel the relaxtion that brings.
Night
Stacey
The son had a couple of friends over, so made some supper then they took off to a movie. I just relaxed in the evening, rested my eyes and then picked them up. What goofy teenagers. As I was giving them a ride home, I stopped in at a gas station for a pepsi and the son and his friend went in with their 3D glasses on. The both cashier probably thought he was being robbed by the men in black (glasses)
Still waiting to hear from the daughter on how her couse is going. I know she arrived safely, but curious as to how her diving is going. No doubt she's tired at the end of the day. I bet she gets some great pictures.
Bill went and picked out the new furniture for the family room. It gets delivered in two weeks. Now I'll never be able to get the son out of the family room.
Better get off to bed so I can finally get something accomplished tomorrow. Might have to make a Costco trip!!!!
BODY: 10,00 steps, but barely
MIND: AFter Bill left to take the son and his friends to a movie, I climbed into the jacuzzi, filled it to the brim with hot water, turned on the jets and just layed back on my foam pillow. Can close my eyes now and still feel the relaxtion that brings.
Night
Stacey
Monday, December 28, 2009
Day 139 - 226 Days to Go
I'm sorry son, I'm sorry son, I'm sorry son, I'm sorry son, I'm sorry son
I'm pretty sure the son doesn't read my blog, but I did actually give these sorry's in person.
Thank goodnes (or not) for technology. It all started, when around 5:00 pm I telephoned the son and he didn't answer his cell phone. Then I sent him a text and he didn't respond. So I tried his cell phone again and he finally answered it. I asked him what time he was coming home and he said he sent me a text earlier in the day and it said he'd be home around 6:00. I told him he didn't sent me any text and we were actually talking on the phone earlier but he didn't give me a time. We argued back and forth a couple of times, and I said it didn't matter, just wanted to know when he was coming home. Well he got home around 5:30 and we had the discussion again. I was adamant that we had talked on the phone.
My story happened like this: Bill and I were in Lazy-Boy furniture; my cell phone rang; it was the son; he said he was meeting his friend at the mall; I asked which mall; he said Market Mall; I said, Oh too bad cause Dad and I were at Northland Mall. i asked how he was getting there; he said by bus and he was already at Dalhouse station. He said he see us later. HANG UP
The Son's Story happened like this: He texted me to tell me he was going to the mall with his friend and he'd be home at 6:00. I phoned him on his cell; I asked which mall; he said Market Mall; I said, Oh too bad cause Dad and I were at Northland Mall. i asked how he was getting there; he said by bus and he was already at Dalhouse station. He said he see us later. HANG UP
We went to both our cell phone details to confirm things. The cell phone confirmed the son's story, but I was still adamant it happened my way, and there must be something wrong with the phone system. Then all of a sudden, the blur started to disapate.....maybe he was right. My phone did ring, but was it the text ring? Hmmmm. Still not convinced........ but maybe I did phone him. Based on the evidence, I believe it must have happened his way, but I swear I have no recollection of the string of events. Hence, my next subject!!!
Dementia Symptoms
Progressive memory loss
Inability to concentrate
Decrease in problem-solving skills and judgment capability
Confusion, severe
Hallucinations and delusions
Altered sensation or perception
Impaired recognition (agnosia)
Impaired recognition of familiar objects or persons
Impaired recognition through the senses
Altered sleep patterns
Maybe it's time to start recording these incidents, you never know what else I'll forget!!!!
Despite the drama from this afternoon, the day went on. We were invited over to some friends for dinner. The Sura's put on a terrific meal. French, with all the courses. What wonderful food, great company, and so much fun. We even sang Christmas carols after dinner. There was musical instrucments for everyone; guitar, organ, piano, drums, saxaphone, bells, tamporine, maroco's. I hope we won't take so much time to get together for the next time.
BODY: Over 13,000 steps today. Probably from running errands in the afternoon.
MIND: Louise Hay "I let go of all expectations." And what a wonderful night it turned out to be!!!!
Night
Stacey
I'm pretty sure the son doesn't read my blog, but I did actually give these sorry's in person.
Thank goodnes (or not) for technology. It all started, when around 5:00 pm I telephoned the son and he didn't answer his cell phone. Then I sent him a text and he didn't respond. So I tried his cell phone again and he finally answered it. I asked him what time he was coming home and he said he sent me a text earlier in the day and it said he'd be home around 6:00. I told him he didn't sent me any text and we were actually talking on the phone earlier but he didn't give me a time. We argued back and forth a couple of times, and I said it didn't matter, just wanted to know when he was coming home. Well he got home around 5:30 and we had the discussion again. I was adamant that we had talked on the phone.
My story happened like this: Bill and I were in Lazy-Boy furniture; my cell phone rang; it was the son; he said he was meeting his friend at the mall; I asked which mall; he said Market Mall; I said, Oh too bad cause Dad and I were at Northland Mall. i asked how he was getting there; he said by bus and he was already at Dalhouse station. He said he see us later. HANG UP
The Son's Story happened like this: He texted me to tell me he was going to the mall with his friend and he'd be home at 6:00. I phoned him on his cell; I asked which mall; he said Market Mall; I said, Oh too bad cause Dad and I were at Northland Mall. i asked how he was getting there; he said by bus and he was already at Dalhouse station. He said he see us later. HANG UP
We went to both our cell phone details to confirm things. The cell phone confirmed the son's story, but I was still adamant it happened my way, and there must be something wrong with the phone system. Then all of a sudden, the blur started to disapate.....maybe he was right. My phone did ring, but was it the text ring? Hmmmm. Still not convinced........ but maybe I did phone him. Based on the evidence, I believe it must have happened his way, but I swear I have no recollection of the string of events. Hence, my next subject!!!
Dementia Symptoms
Progressive memory loss
Inability to concentrate
Decrease in problem-solving skills and judgment capability
Confusion, severe
Hallucinations and delusions
Altered sensation or perception
Impaired recognition (agnosia)
Impaired recognition of familiar objects or persons
Impaired recognition through the senses
Altered sleep patterns
Maybe it's time to start recording these incidents, you never know what else I'll forget!!!!
Despite the drama from this afternoon, the day went on. We were invited over to some friends for dinner. The Sura's put on a terrific meal. French, with all the courses. What wonderful food, great company, and so much fun. We even sang Christmas carols after dinner. There was musical instrucments for everyone; guitar, organ, piano, drums, saxaphone, bells, tamporine, maroco's. I hope we won't take so much time to get together for the next time.
BODY: Over 13,000 steps today. Probably from running errands in the afternoon.
MIND: Louise Hay "I let go of all expectations." And what a wonderful night it turned out to be!!!!
Night
Stacey
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Day 138 - 227 Days to Go
What a busy day! Bill and the daughter took off really early this morning to go skiing at Lake Louise. That allowed the remainder of the family to sleep in; and we took advantage of it. But both the son and myself were up and ready to leave the house around 11:00. We had some shopping to do. We bought the son a nice wool jacket from Le Chateau for Christmas. I thought I was doing so good with the size, but turns out he needed a large to cover those long, long arms of his. Luckily the store had the size he needed. And of course since we were there, the son might as well use his gift cards he got for Christmas. I on the other hand was just trying to track down the SingStar game for the PS3. I needed a version with songs that I know. I wanted the country version and Legends Version; came home with Queen and Abba. I've still got Ma ma mia stuck in my brain. Now if I could just get a chance to get on that TV. We have four tv's in this house, but everyone wants (or needs in my case) the new one. I'll just have to wait for school to start and Bill to head back to work.
Bill drove the daughter to the airport tonight. Her flight doesn't leave until 1:00 am, but with all the "security breaches" on flights in the U.S., all news sources and emails from the airlines suggested a three hour pre arrival time. Hopefully her flight gets off in time as she has another flight to catch at 9:00 am Toronto time. It was a nice visit having her home (except for our little blurp last night) There always has to be one of those.
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in today. Mostly from walking Market Mall and Northland Mall in search of my music.
MIND: Loiuse Hay "Everyone I meet today has my best interests at heart." I can actually give proof of this one. While on my trek for my music today, I would enter a store and have a quick look at the shelves to see if there was any stock. If I couldn't see anything (or even if I could see the game, but not the one I wanted) I would ask a staff member if they could check their inventory. Well in the EB Games at Northland, I went up to a staff member and asked if they carried SingStar. Momentarily an elderly man walked up behind me carrying a copy of the game and asked if this was what I was looking for. He didn't even work there, he just heard me and happen to see the game (or maybe he was stocking me)
Late Night, but I'm off to bed.
Night
Stacey
Bill drove the daughter to the airport tonight. Her flight doesn't leave until 1:00 am, but with all the "security breaches" on flights in the U.S., all news sources and emails from the airlines suggested a three hour pre arrival time. Hopefully her flight gets off in time as she has another flight to catch at 9:00 am Toronto time. It was a nice visit having her home (except for our little blurp last night) There always has to be one of those.
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in today. Mostly from walking Market Mall and Northland Mall in search of my music.
MIND: Loiuse Hay "Everyone I meet today has my best interests at heart." I can actually give proof of this one. While on my trek for my music today, I would enter a store and have a quick look at the shelves to see if there was any stock. If I couldn't see anything (or even if I could see the game, but not the one I wanted) I would ask a staff member if they could check their inventory. Well in the EB Games at Northland, I went up to a staff member and asked if they carried SingStar. Momentarily an elderly man walked up behind me carrying a copy of the game and asked if this was what I was looking for. He didn't even work there, he just heard me and happen to see the game (or maybe he was stocking me)
Late Night, but I'm off to bed.
Night
Stacey
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Day 137 - 228 Days to Go
Happy Boxing Day! Did I venture out. Not. I don't like the crowds before Christmas, I don't think they are any better on boxing day. Besides, the daughter borrowed my car all day (and night) Thats ok, I got a few things done. I swore that I was going to leave most of the Christmas decorations up until after the New Year, but since we aren't having people over at New Years now, I decided what the heck. So slowly I am trying to get things put in boxes. I'm going to be a bit more organized this year. I've got a box for all the things to decorate the house. A box for tree decorations. And a box for miscellaneous stuff. That would include some of the kids homemade stuff that I have kept. Some years I put that stuff out, some years it just stays in the box.
I got most of my presents put away. I don't think I mentioned, but Santa brought me SingStar for the PS3 that he brought the kids. Two microphones included. Now I just have to find some music and songs I know. The game that came with the microphones only has a couple of songs I know. But I have learned the strategy of the game. It doesn't matter if you don't know the words, as long as you follow the tune with the bars (you don't really have to even be on key) It can sound pretty funny sometimes. I think the son and I are going to check out a couple of stores tomorrow. (I know crowds will still be out) But the son needs to return his coat for a large. His arms are just too long. The daughter and Bill are going skiing tomorrow morning. I guess sleeping in probably won't happen. But I'm certainly not complaining cause Shaunen had to work tonight and she forgets to sleep period,never mind sleeping in.
BODY: I thought for sure I'd have over 10,000 steps with all the cleaning up stuff, but nope, I'm just over 7000. Hopefully I'll make up for it tomorrow.
MIND: Louise Hay "My Higher Self pilots my life!" But like real life I sometimes get taken over by terrorist's (negative thoughts) Thank goodness I've been able to avoid disaster so far.
Early night tonight
(had a nap, so I don't think so)
Stacey
I got most of my presents put away. I don't think I mentioned, but Santa brought me SingStar for the PS3 that he brought the kids. Two microphones included. Now I just have to find some music and songs I know. The game that came with the microphones only has a couple of songs I know. But I have learned the strategy of the game. It doesn't matter if you don't know the words, as long as you follow the tune with the bars (you don't really have to even be on key) It can sound pretty funny sometimes. I think the son and I are going to check out a couple of stores tomorrow. (I know crowds will still be out) But the son needs to return his coat for a large. His arms are just too long. The daughter and Bill are going skiing tomorrow morning. I guess sleeping in probably won't happen. But I'm certainly not complaining cause Shaunen had to work tonight and she forgets to sleep period,never mind sleeping in.
BODY: I thought for sure I'd have over 10,000 steps with all the cleaning up stuff, but nope, I'm just over 7000. Hopefully I'll make up for it tomorrow.
MIND: Louise Hay "My Higher Self pilots my life!" But like real life I sometimes get taken over by terrorist's (negative thoughts) Thank goodness I've been able to avoid disaster so far.
Early night tonight
(had a nap, so I don't think so)
Stacey
Friday, December 25, 2009
Day 136 - 229 Days To Go
Merry Christmas Everyone
I sure do miss the days when the kids were awake early, and we bugging Bill and I to get up as Santa had been here. Not quite the same air of excitment, but they were certainly enthusiastic once we got into the groove.
Had a nice Christmas dinner at Ben and Karen's house. There was a house full; must have been 16 people there. Great meal. Had a nice visit with everyone. Sat down and had a good talk with Dad. I noticed he was looking at a few pictures of him and mom. I must admit, before we got to Ben and Karen's I didn't think it would be easy to celebrate without Mom there.
Ended up playing MJ after dinner. Enough people wanted to play that we were able to get two tables playing. Before long it was 10:30 and thought it was time to head home and check on Maya.
Am working on my Christmas review. Will try and get some portions put in the blog tomorrow.
BODY: I didn't have any desserts at Ben and Karen's. They sure looked delicous though.
MIND: Louise Hay "I open my arms wide to receive the full measure of prosperity that the Universe offers."
Good night
Stacey
I sure do miss the days when the kids were awake early, and we bugging Bill and I to get up as Santa had been here. Not quite the same air of excitment, but they were certainly enthusiastic once we got into the groove.
Had a nice Christmas dinner at Ben and Karen's house. There was a house full; must have been 16 people there. Great meal. Had a nice visit with everyone. Sat down and had a good talk with Dad. I noticed he was looking at a few pictures of him and mom. I must admit, before we got to Ben and Karen's I didn't think it would be easy to celebrate without Mom there.
Ended up playing MJ after dinner. Enough people wanted to play that we were able to get two tables playing. Before long it was 10:30 and thought it was time to head home and check on Maya.
Am working on my Christmas review. Will try and get some portions put in the blog tomorrow.
BODY: I didn't have any desserts at Ben and Karen's. They sure looked delicous though.
MIND: Louise Hay "I open my arms wide to receive the full measure of prosperity that the Universe offers."
Good night
Stacey
Day 135 - 230 Days to Go
Pretend it's Thursday, December 24th
I didn't totally forget about the blog last night. I remembered after I got into bed. Now usually I'd get back up, make a bee line for the computer. But I thought to myself, it's Christmas Eve, you'll be forgiven.
Got a few things accomplished during the day. Then after supper it was off to Robin's for a family gathering. Baby Caylee was there (other people too). She is getting so big. She is starting to develop her own look. So sweet and cute. How can you not fall in love with her. She was a little tired and fussy when she got there, but it had been a long day for her.
We played a game (can't remember the name) but you ask thought provoking questions. The one that stands out in my mind was "What object from your childhood do you miss." At the time the question was asked, only Robin, Mom, the daughter and myself were there. My mom answer still makes me angry at her Dad. Mom said she had this doll that looked just like a baby. There was a contest at the drugstore in town. You had to dress your doll up to look like a baby and who ever had the best dressed doll would win a wicker baby carriage. Well Grandmas Fraswer (Edith) took my mom's doll and dressed it up beautiful, and then she put Auntie Eva's name on the doll (Mom's younger sister) and entered it in the contest. Well the doll won, and Auntie Eva got the carriage, but Mom was told Auntie Eva would share it with her. Apparently this was all Grandpa's idea. It only goes to reinforce my childhood memories of Grandpa being a very old and grouchy guy.
BODY: I only got 8000 steps in yesterday but I could have done more (if I wanted to)
MIND: Be careful what you say to a child, if it hurts they will remember it for 81 years.
Happy Holidays
Stacey
I didn't totally forget about the blog last night. I remembered after I got into bed. Now usually I'd get back up, make a bee line for the computer. But I thought to myself, it's Christmas Eve, you'll be forgiven.
Got a few things accomplished during the day. Then after supper it was off to Robin's for a family gathering. Baby Caylee was there (other people too). She is getting so big. She is starting to develop her own look. So sweet and cute. How can you not fall in love with her. She was a little tired and fussy when she got there, but it had been a long day for her.
We played a game (can't remember the name) but you ask thought provoking questions. The one that stands out in my mind was "What object from your childhood do you miss." At the time the question was asked, only Robin, Mom, the daughter and myself were there. My mom answer still makes me angry at her Dad. Mom said she had this doll that looked just like a baby. There was a contest at the drugstore in town. You had to dress your doll up to look like a baby and who ever had the best dressed doll would win a wicker baby carriage. Well Grandmas Fraswer (Edith) took my mom's doll and dressed it up beautiful, and then she put Auntie Eva's name on the doll (Mom's younger sister) and entered it in the contest. Well the doll won, and Auntie Eva got the carriage, but Mom was told Auntie Eva would share it with her. Apparently this was all Grandpa's idea. It only goes to reinforce my childhood memories of Grandpa being a very old and grouchy guy.
BODY: I only got 8000 steps in yesterday but I could have done more (if I wanted to)
MIND: Be careful what you say to a child, if it hurts they will remember it for 81 years.
Happy Holidays
Stacey
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Day 134 - 231 Days to Go
Can't remember, is it Tuesday, or Wednesday. Must be Wednesday, cause the son is finished helping with the soccer camps.
Got quite a bit done today. I had one Christmas present to finish making. Actually, I thought I had already started it, but turns out, I had barely made a dent. I spent a good part of yesterday looking for this 1/2 finished project. Turns out I hadn't started the actual project, only the prep work. My lovely daughter used her artistic talent and helped me finish. I love how she can think so creatively so fast. She takes after her auntie robin. I remember when the daughter and I made up a song about Auntie Robin.
On top of ol' smokey
All covered with plants
Lived a lady named Robin
She's my favorite Aunt
Now she says I'm doofey
And I can concur
Cause everyone tells me
I take after her.
We made that up when we were living in Estevan. The daughter couldn't say goofy and she'd call Auntie Robin doofey. One Christmas Auntie Robin made her an outfit. The pants were disney material with goofey on them, and then she took a white turtleneck shirt and put a picture of goofey on it with the words "Im' doofey." Then she made the same outfit for the son when he was a baby but the shirt said "I'm doofey's baby brother." That Robin is such a creative person. I must have been asleep when that gene was being handed out.
So back to my day. The daughter helped me finish the project in record time (it only took us all morning) otherwise I would still be working on it.
Bill came home early to meet the cable guy so the daughter and I headed out to pick up one more present for Uncle Brian. The daughter decided she was really hungry so she popped in Ido. I took over the driving so she could eat, cause she was REALLY HUNGRY. Then she asked me if there happen to be an extra fork in the car. Seems she was in a bit of a hurry and forgot to grab cutlery. Now why would there be a fork in the car? She went fishing around, and sure enough she found one, dirty, but a fork. So she waited until we got to the soccer dome, and washes the fork so she could eat her noodles. I guess we have the son to thank for leaving a fork in the car.
BODY: Had a short nap tonight while Bill and the son watched a movie. "UP". I really wanted to see it, but a slight headache convinced me to rest my eyes a bit.
MIND: "Beauty has a healing power all its own." Isn't that the true. I know when I get my nails done, somehow I feel a sense of elegance.
Way past my bedtime tonight.
Night
Stacey
Got quite a bit done today. I had one Christmas present to finish making. Actually, I thought I had already started it, but turns out, I had barely made a dent. I spent a good part of yesterday looking for this 1/2 finished project. Turns out I hadn't started the actual project, only the prep work. My lovely daughter used her artistic talent and helped me finish. I love how she can think so creatively so fast. She takes after her auntie robin. I remember when the daughter and I made up a song about Auntie Robin.
On top of ol' smokey
All covered with plants
Lived a lady named Robin
She's my favorite Aunt
Now she says I'm doofey
And I can concur
Cause everyone tells me
I take after her.
We made that up when we were living in Estevan. The daughter couldn't say goofy and she'd call Auntie Robin doofey. One Christmas Auntie Robin made her an outfit. The pants were disney material with goofey on them, and then she took a white turtleneck shirt and put a picture of goofey on it with the words "Im' doofey." Then she made the same outfit for the son when he was a baby but the shirt said "I'm doofey's baby brother." That Robin is such a creative person. I must have been asleep when that gene was being handed out.
So back to my day. The daughter helped me finish the project in record time (it only took us all morning) otherwise I would still be working on it.
Bill came home early to meet the cable guy so the daughter and I headed out to pick up one more present for Uncle Brian. The daughter decided she was really hungry so she popped in Ido. I took over the driving so she could eat, cause she was REALLY HUNGRY. Then she asked me if there happen to be an extra fork in the car. Seems she was in a bit of a hurry and forgot to grab cutlery. Now why would there be a fork in the car? She went fishing around, and sure enough she found one, dirty, but a fork. So she waited until we got to the soccer dome, and washes the fork so she could eat her noodles. I guess we have the son to thank for leaving a fork in the car.
BODY: Had a short nap tonight while Bill and the son watched a movie. "UP". I really wanted to see it, but a slight headache convinced me to rest my eyes a bit.
MIND: "Beauty has a healing power all its own." Isn't that the true. I know when I get my nails done, somehow I feel a sense of elegance.
Way past my bedtime tonight.
Night
Stacey
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Day 133 - 232 Days to Go
Three more sleeps. I think I'm actually getting a little excited.
Got alot accomplished today. Most everything on my list was taken care of and more. Dropped the son off at soccer; then popped into Shoppers Drug Mart. Mom needed some vitamins with iron. There is way to much selection when it comes to vitamins. Which only goes to prove we should eat healthier and then wouldn't need vitamins.
Then I dropped into XXXXXX to return the XXXXXX I bought yesterday. Thank goodness they credited my credit card and not just a store credit. Then it was on to Northland Mall. I had to pop into Future shop to look for Ben's gift. But of course in order to get to Future shop I had to go through Home Outfitters. Well, I came out of there with a new rug to go by our bed (so Maya doesn't slip when she jumps off and on the bed) and a new comfortor. I couldn't resist the good deal. Now to sneak it on and wonder if Bill will even notice. Job for tomorrow. A few more items and it was time to head home. I tried to have a quick nap, but that's really hard to do when the daughter is home. She was trying to bake cookies and had a million and one questions. Finally got up and put some stuff away. But at 1:30 it was time to take her to get her hair done. We made a quick pit stop to the Agape Hospice. Dropped off a nice basket for the Dr and staff there. The entire group was so good to Mom. They have a very difficult job and they do it beautifully.
So circled the city and headed back to the soccer dome. Yup the son was still there. And I wonder why I'm not getting anything done at home!!!!! Thank goodness Bill was able to pick up the daughter on his way home. I was pretty sure I didn't have to go out again. WRONG! I forgot I promise the son he could go to a movie tonight. K, that was the last time I had to go out.
That was my day in a nut shell. Nothing exciting, nothing notable, but everything!
So as I sit and wait for the children to get home, I felt inspired to make up a poem. The words are made up but the tune is to Twas the Night Before Christmas.
Twas three days before Christmas
And I’ve finally won
No more shopping, or wrapping
I’m basically done
All of the people
On our shopping list
Have been ticked, crossed or scratched
Hope no one was missed.
The new tree’s amazing
With the colorful lights
We went fibre optics this year
No light stringing fights
Both kids will be home
Christmas eve Christmas day
But soon after that
One's well on her way.
Bahamas she’s heading
It’s a course she must take
Or so she does tell us
Any excuse she can make
The son’s playing soccer
Now that’s a surprise
Four games in two days
It’s the truth, not a lie.
So now is the time
To sit back and relax
Cause just after Christmas
We’ll think income tax.
May this poem find you happy
Full of good cheer and delight
Merry Christmas to all
And to all a good night!!!
BODY: Over 10,000 steps today. And I didn't even put my pedometer on until after 8:00 am
MIND: Obviously my mind is in creative mode. I find it very relaxing and fullfilling when I make up poems. Must take after my mom's grandfather "Grandpa Sandy"
And to all a good night!
STacey
Got alot accomplished today. Most everything on my list was taken care of and more. Dropped the son off at soccer; then popped into Shoppers Drug Mart. Mom needed some vitamins with iron. There is way to much selection when it comes to vitamins. Which only goes to prove we should eat healthier and then wouldn't need vitamins.
Then I dropped into XXXXXX to return the XXXXXX I bought yesterday. Thank goodness they credited my credit card and not just a store credit. Then it was on to Northland Mall. I had to pop into Future shop to look for Ben's gift. But of course in order to get to Future shop I had to go through Home Outfitters. Well, I came out of there with a new rug to go by our bed (so Maya doesn't slip when she jumps off and on the bed) and a new comfortor. I couldn't resist the good deal. Now to sneak it on and wonder if Bill will even notice. Job for tomorrow. A few more items and it was time to head home. I tried to have a quick nap, but that's really hard to do when the daughter is home. She was trying to bake cookies and had a million and one questions. Finally got up and put some stuff away. But at 1:30 it was time to take her to get her hair done. We made a quick pit stop to the Agape Hospice. Dropped off a nice basket for the Dr and staff there. The entire group was so good to Mom. They have a very difficult job and they do it beautifully.
So circled the city and headed back to the soccer dome. Yup the son was still there. And I wonder why I'm not getting anything done at home!!!!! Thank goodness Bill was able to pick up the daughter on his way home. I was pretty sure I didn't have to go out again. WRONG! I forgot I promise the son he could go to a movie tonight. K, that was the last time I had to go out.
That was my day in a nut shell. Nothing exciting, nothing notable, but everything!
So as I sit and wait for the children to get home, I felt inspired to make up a poem. The words are made up but the tune is to Twas the Night Before Christmas.
Twas three days before Christmas
And I’ve finally won
No more shopping, or wrapping
I’m basically done
All of the people
On our shopping list
Have been ticked, crossed or scratched
Hope no one was missed.
The new tree’s amazing
With the colorful lights
We went fibre optics this year
No light stringing fights
Both kids will be home
Christmas eve Christmas day
But soon after that
One's well on her way.
Bahamas she’s heading
It’s a course she must take
Or so she does tell us
Any excuse she can make
The son’s playing soccer
Now that’s a surprise
Four games in two days
It’s the truth, not a lie.
So now is the time
To sit back and relax
Cause just after Christmas
We’ll think income tax.
May this poem find you happy
Full of good cheer and delight
Merry Christmas to all
And to all a good night!!!
BODY: Over 10,000 steps today. And I didn't even put my pedometer on until after 8:00 am
MIND: Obviously my mind is in creative mode. I find it very relaxing and fullfilling when I make up poems. Must take after my mom's grandfather "Grandpa Sandy"
And to all a good night!
STacey
Monday, December 21, 2009
Day 132 - 233 Days to Go
Monday - here and almost gone
Technically Monday starts at 12:00 am so I can include the fact I was awake for a couple of hours between 1 and 2 this morning. My first instinct was to come downstairs and watch some tv. No can do. We now have a cable box (digital something or other) I have no frickin idea how to work the TV (and I used to be able to lay on the coach and work the tv with no lights on) So I got up and went on the computer instead. Wrong move. That doesn't make you tired. I finally convinced myself to go back to bed around 3:00 am. Finally fell asleep and then it was time for Bill and the daughter to get up. One went to work, the other went to the gym. No use going back to bed as the son needed to be at soccer for 10:00. He is helping with the Christmas camps. But I had great intentions. Some of this needs to be censored just in case the son or daughter read the Blog (yeah right) Dropped off the son and went to XXXXXXX in XXXXXXXX. I thought it would be a good idea to get each of the kids a XXXXXXXXXXXXX. I had checked online and there were some inexpensive ones. So when I went into XXXXXX I couldn't find what I was looking for. Finally a salemans came along and when I mentioned I had seen XXXXXXXX on the XXXXXX website he checked out the website, and went in the back to find them. Note to self. Never assume the store doesn't have what's on the website. They just don't put everything on sale out on the floor. So I paid for the XXXXXX and I noticed that the details listed something about XXXXXXXXXXXXX. When I inquired the salesman said "I don't know?" That should have been my first clue, but the box wasn't very helpful. So I took my package to the car. I tried inquiring with one of the children without giving away what I was looking for (not sure if it worked or not) I realized after I hung up that I had the wrong XXXXXXXXXX. I wasn't prepared to walk back into the store and look like a complete idiot (I'll wait and do that tomorrow) So I decided to drive to XXXXXXXX Mall and look at XXXXXXXXX. Then I decided it was a dumb idea. So I called Bill and suggested XXXXXXXXXX. He agreeed, so that's what I did. Since I was already at XXXXXXXX, I picked up a little something for me from Santa. Can't wait to open it Christmas morning and try it out.
After that the day was a little boring. I went and picked up the son and took him to Brentwood to get his H1N1 that he decided he wanted. There wasn't a single parking stall in all of Brentwood. That should have been my first clue that the line up would be long. Didn't all these people go when they were supposed to. This day should have been for those people that were sitting on the fence. (like the son) Needless to say, we didn't stay inline for the three hour wait. We'll call the doctor's office and go in for less of a wait (keeping in mind, it still is a doctor's office). So the son picked up some lunch and we headed home. Good thing, cause the daughter needed my car. I had a quick two hour nap and then did my treadmill.
Almost ready for Christmas
BODY: Didn't wear my pedometer today, but got 30 mintues of the treadmill in and shovelled thd driveway.
MIND: Louise Hay "I am bright and smart and I can learn anything!" This probably has everything to do with my Christmas shopping disaster. And for the record, I did learn. "Go with my first instinct"
NIGHT
Stacey
Technically Monday starts at 12:00 am so I can include the fact I was awake for a couple of hours between 1 and 2 this morning. My first instinct was to come downstairs and watch some tv. No can do. We now have a cable box (digital something or other) I have no frickin idea how to work the TV (and I used to be able to lay on the coach and work the tv with no lights on) So I got up and went on the computer instead. Wrong move. That doesn't make you tired. I finally convinced myself to go back to bed around 3:00 am. Finally fell asleep and then it was time for Bill and the daughter to get up. One went to work, the other went to the gym. No use going back to bed as the son needed to be at soccer for 10:00. He is helping with the Christmas camps. But I had great intentions. Some of this needs to be censored just in case the son or daughter read the Blog (yeah right) Dropped off the son and went to XXXXXXX in XXXXXXXX. I thought it would be a good idea to get each of the kids a XXXXXXXXXXXXX. I had checked online and there were some inexpensive ones. So when I went into XXXXXX I couldn't find what I was looking for. Finally a salemans came along and when I mentioned I had seen XXXXXXXX on the XXXXXX website he checked out the website, and went in the back to find them. Note to self. Never assume the store doesn't have what's on the website. They just don't put everything on sale out on the floor. So I paid for the XXXXXX and I noticed that the details listed something about XXXXXXXXXXXXX. When I inquired the salesman said "I don't know?" That should have been my first clue, but the box wasn't very helpful. So I took my package to the car. I tried inquiring with one of the children without giving away what I was looking for (not sure if it worked or not) I realized after I hung up that I had the wrong XXXXXXXXXX. I wasn't prepared to walk back into the store and look like a complete idiot (I'll wait and do that tomorrow) So I decided to drive to XXXXXXXX Mall and look at XXXXXXXXX. Then I decided it was a dumb idea. So I called Bill and suggested XXXXXXXXXX. He agreeed, so that's what I did. Since I was already at XXXXXXXX, I picked up a little something for me from Santa. Can't wait to open it Christmas morning and try it out.
After that the day was a little boring. I went and picked up the son and took him to Brentwood to get his H1N1 that he decided he wanted. There wasn't a single parking stall in all of Brentwood. That should have been my first clue that the line up would be long. Didn't all these people go when they were supposed to. This day should have been for those people that were sitting on the fence. (like the son) Needless to say, we didn't stay inline for the three hour wait. We'll call the doctor's office and go in for less of a wait (keeping in mind, it still is a doctor's office). So the son picked up some lunch and we headed home. Good thing, cause the daughter needed my car. I had a quick two hour nap and then did my treadmill.
Almost ready for Christmas
BODY: Didn't wear my pedometer today, but got 30 mintues of the treadmill in and shovelled thd driveway.
MIND: Louise Hay "I am bright and smart and I can learn anything!" This probably has everything to do with my Christmas shopping disaster. And for the record, I did learn. "Go with my first instinct"
NIGHT
Stacey
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Day 131 - 234 Days to Go
I thought today was going to be more of a relaxing day. Can't explain what I was going through today. At first I thought I was just tired (like I usually am)but then I thought a little harder and tried to determine exactly what my body was feeling. I think (and I'm not totally sure) that I might be having my slight case of chemical imbalance. It's funny because it seems like the symptoms are the same as ten years ago, but having said that, they certainly don't seem as extreme. But then maybe they are as extreme, but I am so used to feeling like this that the actually feeling seems almost non exsistant. Now if that isn't confusing, I don't know what is. So now I spend the morning pondering if I am relapsing and that brings me down. But the physical feeling is still the same. That proves one of my points in that the mind can make the same symptoms seem so different. So what if it is the chemical imbalance. I'm obviously dealing with it better than I ever have. But it pisses me off that I can still be affected by it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What to do, what to do!!!!!
What do I do? Well I put on my winter coat; warms pants; snow boots; warm mitts and head out into the back yard for a fire pit. I love fires and the smell. What better way to battle the blues and any chemical imbalance. I must have spent a good hour out by the fire. It was a beautiful fire; and it helped so much.
After the fire went out and I piled snow back on it, I came into the house and got more presents wrapped and stuff ready for supper.
We had Dad, Anne and her family over for supper. Everything turned out good. From the roast to the salmon. And it just seemed the right amount; hardly any left overs. After supper, I brought out the rice krispie project. It's like a gingerbread house only made out of rice krispies. The son and daughter decorated one, and their cousins decorated the other. They turned out quite cute. And then it was time for the Traynors to leave. The girls still have school tomorrow. Now I too am ready for bed.
BODY: Getting outside and getting some fresh air was the perfect solution for this tired body.
MIND: Loiuse Hay " Every problem has a solution." And I found the solution I needed today.
NIGHT
Stacey
What do I do? Well I put on my winter coat; warms pants; snow boots; warm mitts and head out into the back yard for a fire pit. I love fires and the smell. What better way to battle the blues and any chemical imbalance. I must have spent a good hour out by the fire. It was a beautiful fire; and it helped so much.
After the fire went out and I piled snow back on it, I came into the house and got more presents wrapped and stuff ready for supper.
We had Dad, Anne and her family over for supper. Everything turned out good. From the roast to the salmon. And it just seemed the right amount; hardly any left overs. After supper, I brought out the rice krispie project. It's like a gingerbread house only made out of rice krispies. The son and daughter decorated one, and their cousins decorated the other. They turned out quite cute. And then it was time for the Traynors to leave. The girls still have school tomorrow. Now I too am ready for bed.
BODY: Getting outside and getting some fresh air was the perfect solution for this tired body.
MIND: Loiuse Hay " Every problem has a solution." And I found the solution I needed today.
NIGHT
Stacey
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Day 130 - 235 Days to Go
Six days til Christmas. Unbelievable.
Well we arrived home safely from Kananaskas. It was an interesting trip. Despite the let downs; 1 -30 minute traffic delay on Stony Trail; 2- average dinner meal; 3- nobody dancing because of ok music; 4- 500 degrees in our room; the overall experience was nice. Some of the benefits or highlights of the evening 1 - valet parking; 2 -quick check in 3-our room was in the main building same as the function; 4 - we had a loft room which was lovely 5 -nice desserts with the meal; 6 - great brunch in the morning; 7 - the weather was beatiful; 8- the roads were good for travelling.
So I guess by looking at both lists, the event ended up on a postive note. The group isn't as friendly at the Temple group was, but then Temple was smaller and you got to know people better. Enough about the party.
Arrived home around 11:30ish. The kids had cleaned up the kitchen somewhat and were just hanging out. We did a few things around the house and then everyone disappeared. Bill went for a massage and the kids went Christmas shopping What better time to have a nap. AFter that I was busy and on a mission. The son wanted salmon for supper so Bill stopped in after Superstore and picked some up. Then I had a great idea to clean my oven. It's self clean so set it up and then realized I'd have to cook the salmon on the BBQ. Then I had to think of a vegetable - and decided to go with a spinach salad. Now I like my spinach salads with hard boiled eggs and bacon bits. Again, can't boil and egg sause the over in cleaning. So I decide to google and see what I can do. I came across a site that showed me hot to hard boil an egg in the microwave. I had always thought you couldn't do that in a microwave, but if goggle said I can, it must be true. GOOGLE LIES. I was trying to get some answers from the son and Bill on why it would take 8 mintues to cook the egg in the microwave when it didn't take that long in a pot on the stove. Well after 5 minutes passed, and in the middle of an explanation from Bill, the egg, and water exploded everywhere in the microwave. I pulled what I like to call a "Logan". Thankfully the daughter came upstairs and made a delicious salad and salad dressing withouth the egg or bacon bits. We ate supper and while the oven was still cleaning, I got the fridge cleaned and cleaned out as well. I better get as much done as I can when I have the energy. Bill and the kids watched a movie downstairs (Star Trek, I think) Bill borrowed a blue ray player and was trying it out.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get the house straightened out.
BODY: Didn't have my pedometer on today. But I know I got a great workout cleaning out the fridge. (and cleaning up the microwave)
MIND: Louise Hay "The point of power is always in the present moment."
Good Night
Stacey
Well we arrived home safely from Kananaskas. It was an interesting trip. Despite the let downs; 1 -30 minute traffic delay on Stony Trail; 2- average dinner meal; 3- nobody dancing because of ok music; 4- 500 degrees in our room; the overall experience was nice. Some of the benefits or highlights of the evening 1 - valet parking; 2 -quick check in 3-our room was in the main building same as the function; 4 - we had a loft room which was lovely 5 -nice desserts with the meal; 6 - great brunch in the morning; 7 - the weather was beatiful; 8- the roads were good for travelling.
So I guess by looking at both lists, the event ended up on a postive note. The group isn't as friendly at the Temple group was, but then Temple was smaller and you got to know people better. Enough about the party.
Arrived home around 11:30ish. The kids had cleaned up the kitchen somewhat and were just hanging out. We did a few things around the house and then everyone disappeared. Bill went for a massage and the kids went Christmas shopping What better time to have a nap. AFter that I was busy and on a mission. The son wanted salmon for supper so Bill stopped in after Superstore and picked some up. Then I had a great idea to clean my oven. It's self clean so set it up and then realized I'd have to cook the salmon on the BBQ. Then I had to think of a vegetable - and decided to go with a spinach salad. Now I like my spinach salads with hard boiled eggs and bacon bits. Again, can't boil and egg sause the over in cleaning. So I decide to google and see what I can do. I came across a site that showed me hot to hard boil an egg in the microwave. I had always thought you couldn't do that in a microwave, but if goggle said I can, it must be true. GOOGLE LIES. I was trying to get some answers from the son and Bill on why it would take 8 mintues to cook the egg in the microwave when it didn't take that long in a pot on the stove. Well after 5 minutes passed, and in the middle of an explanation from Bill, the egg, and water exploded everywhere in the microwave. I pulled what I like to call a "Logan". Thankfully the daughter came upstairs and made a delicious salad and salad dressing withouth the egg or bacon bits. We ate supper and while the oven was still cleaning, I got the fridge cleaned and cleaned out as well. I better get as much done as I can when I have the energy. Bill and the kids watched a movie downstairs (Star Trek, I think) Bill borrowed a blue ray player and was trying it out.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get the house straightened out.
BODY: Didn't have my pedometer on today. But I know I got a great workout cleaning out the fridge. (and cleaning up the microwave)
MIND: Louise Hay "The point of power is always in the present moment."
Good Night
Stacey
Friday, December 18, 2009
Day 129 - 236 Days to Go
Ok, so I am a little early today. But I have good reason. Bill's Christmas party tonight and I'm pretty sure I won't have any access to a computer to get my blog in on time. Don't want to disappoint anyone. And despite being early, I have lots to tell.
Got up early to have a shower and get stuff done before it was time to pick up the daughter from the airport. Turns out her flight was delayed (that's why I check the schedules before I leave) by almost an hour. So I got some wrapping done, some laundry (needed a specific shirt for tonight) and a bit of cleaning up. Opps forgot to pack. So I go and get the daughter and she drops me off to get my nails done and she's off to have lunch with an old teacher from high school.
So I have been to this locations many, many times before to get my nails done. It's located on 14th street and Northmount Drive. But now it is under new management and I can honestly say, it is the best service and product I have ever had. The lady, Denise is very good. I went in just for some tips, but came out with a pedicure, tips and design on the tips. Not only do you get a pedicure, but she gives your feet and legs a massage. Then she offered to put designs on my tips as a christmas present. Denise and her husband have renovated the place. Two tv's, furniture has all changed. Very clean and sterile. I don't usually for back for refills, but I might just start doing that now.
1 1/2 hours later (the pedicure was very relaxing and not rushed) I walked out the door, and the daughter pulled up right at that moment. Good timing. So I was brought home, and then the daughter left to drive the son to soccer. Now I'm just waiting for Bill to get home so we can go. Oops forgot to pack. So first I'm going to do that.
BODY: The pedicure was so relaxing. My lower back became sore this morning and just relaxing in the massage chair has helped a bit. My entire body feels relaxed.
MIND: Louise Hay "I see my parents as tiny children who need love." (or in my case, my mom) How true. Take time to remember that Stacey.
Not goodnight yet, but it will be.
Bye for now
Stacey
Got up early to have a shower and get stuff done before it was time to pick up the daughter from the airport. Turns out her flight was delayed (that's why I check the schedules before I leave) by almost an hour. So I got some wrapping done, some laundry (needed a specific shirt for tonight) and a bit of cleaning up. Opps forgot to pack. So I go and get the daughter and she drops me off to get my nails done and she's off to have lunch with an old teacher from high school.
So I have been to this locations many, many times before to get my nails done. It's located on 14th street and Northmount Drive. But now it is under new management and I can honestly say, it is the best service and product I have ever had. The lady, Denise is very good. I went in just for some tips, but came out with a pedicure, tips and design on the tips. Not only do you get a pedicure, but she gives your feet and legs a massage. Then she offered to put designs on my tips as a christmas present. Denise and her husband have renovated the place. Two tv's, furniture has all changed. Very clean and sterile. I don't usually for back for refills, but I might just start doing that now.
1 1/2 hours later (the pedicure was very relaxing and not rushed) I walked out the door, and the daughter pulled up right at that moment. Good timing. So I was brought home, and then the daughter left to drive the son to soccer. Now I'm just waiting for Bill to get home so we can go. Oops forgot to pack. So first I'm going to do that.
BODY: The pedicure was so relaxing. My lower back became sore this morning and just relaxing in the massage chair has helped a bit. My entire body feels relaxed.
MIND: Louise Hay "I see my parents as tiny children who need love." (or in my case, my mom) How true. Take time to remember that Stacey.
Not goodnight yet, but it will be.
Bye for now
Stacey
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Day 128 - 237 Days to Go
I had a much better day today. Thanks for asking Cheryl. I was still tired when I went to work this morning, but felt rejuvinated after work. I can officially say I love my job. The kids are great; especially the ESL students. They are making great progress. All the kids have their own unique personalities.
After work I was going to go get my nails done; for the Christmas party tomorrow; but decided a nap was much better suited for my day. So after a quick bite; short nap, I got some Christmas presents wrapped and a few things cleaned and put away.
The son went shopping with a friend to pick up a few Christmas presents for his friends. I met him at Market Mall. I managed to make it into Staples and Home Sense to pick up a few presents as well. Then it was off to soccer practice. Thats when all heck broke loose.
First I met Shaunan at the practice and we took her vehicle to the Sandman Inn for a quick Christmas drink. Belani's and Margaritas and nachos. The drinks were good, the nachos - too many and too burnt. But the visit was great. Then Shaunan dropped me back at the practice and she ran off to another engagement. I was getting ready to leave the center when I was informed I left my purse down by the gym. Thanks to coach Chris for bringing that to my attention. I would have never known it was missing until I got home. Turns out Mr. Ellis brought it upstairs and hit it under his shirt. He was going to take it home and bring it to the soccer game Friday night. Thank goodnes someone told me I misplaced it. I can feel my heart racing now as I think how I would have been frantically looking for it and cancelling all my credit cards and stuff. I'm blaming it all on Shaunan and the fact that she twisted my arm to have a drink (even if it was only one)
So after the practice the son and I gave a fellow teammate a ride home. Boy did we have our eyes opened. I don't want to go into too much detail, as the teammate shared some facts about his previous life in Afganistan and Pakistan. We should all be very humbled by what this family have endured and gone through. Even the son was speechless. Next time I am feeling crabby or don't get my way, I will think about what this young man and his family went through to live in Canada.
BODY: I would like to say the Margarita did wonders for me. But really, I guess getting in over 10,000 steps was probably healthier.
MIND: When I go to bed tonight, I will have a very long list of things to be greatful for. The list should be endless.
Good night early , as the son needs the computer for homework.
STacey
After work I was going to go get my nails done; for the Christmas party tomorrow; but decided a nap was much better suited for my day. So after a quick bite; short nap, I got some Christmas presents wrapped and a few things cleaned and put away.
The son went shopping with a friend to pick up a few Christmas presents for his friends. I met him at Market Mall. I managed to make it into Staples and Home Sense to pick up a few presents as well. Then it was off to soccer practice. Thats when all heck broke loose.
First I met Shaunan at the practice and we took her vehicle to the Sandman Inn for a quick Christmas drink. Belani's and Margaritas and nachos. The drinks were good, the nachos - too many and too burnt. But the visit was great. Then Shaunan dropped me back at the practice and she ran off to another engagement. I was getting ready to leave the center when I was informed I left my purse down by the gym. Thanks to coach Chris for bringing that to my attention. I would have never known it was missing until I got home. Turns out Mr. Ellis brought it upstairs and hit it under his shirt. He was going to take it home and bring it to the soccer game Friday night. Thank goodnes someone told me I misplaced it. I can feel my heart racing now as I think how I would have been frantically looking for it and cancelling all my credit cards and stuff. I'm blaming it all on Shaunan and the fact that she twisted my arm to have a drink (even if it was only one)
So after the practice the son and I gave a fellow teammate a ride home. Boy did we have our eyes opened. I don't want to go into too much detail, as the teammate shared some facts about his previous life in Afganistan and Pakistan. We should all be very humbled by what this family have endured and gone through. Even the son was speechless. Next time I am feeling crabby or don't get my way, I will think about what this young man and his family went through to live in Canada.
BODY: I would like to say the Margarita did wonders for me. But really, I guess getting in over 10,000 steps was probably healthier.
MIND: When I go to bed tonight, I will have a very long list of things to be greatful for. The list should be endless.
Good night early , as the son needs the computer for homework.
STacey
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Day 127 - 238 Days to Go
I'm in a bad mood and I don't know why!!!!!
Not PMS'ing. I think I'm just tired. Tired of doing it all. I don't know how these ladies that work in and out of the home do it. What do you do when you just want to do nothing? There's always something to be done. Then everyone expects something from you--including your time. Urrrrrrr.
K, I think I'm done. I'm still in a bad mood, but the complaining about it is done.
Had the morning off - what did I do - sleep - why - cause I was tired. Went to work with Sam this afternoon. Was half way to the bus stop and realized I forgot the papers I needed. Sam went on to the bus stop while I ran back to the car. I'd forget my head if it wasn't attached. School went well, then we hopped on the C-Train to come home. Why in the world would someone keep their package sitting on a seat next to them when they see so many people standing. I'm not going to even mention that they were young people (hording the seats) And I wasn't the one needing the seat. Should I have given up my seat - could have - and would have, if the person needing it seemed to need it. But the point is, there were extra spaces being taken up by packages, sports bags, and legs..... (it's a guy thing) I should have been the standing and I would have asked for the space. Did I mention I'm in a bad mood.
Then I ran a few errands before picking the son up from working out. Home Depot didn't have the pump I needed so they suggested Sunnyside. Great advice. Not only did they have my pump, but all their Christmas stuff was on 50% off and all their wind chimes were on for .49 cents. Yes .49 cents. All wind chimes; the cute little cheapy ones and the big wooden bulky ones. So I bought one. As soon as the weather is warm, I'll replace my broken one outside. Janice got the old one for me when we first moved into the house. It only has two chimes left on it.
So then I remembered Bill said he was going out for supper so I stopped and bought the son and I sub sandwiches. Waited for the son to finish his work out. While I was in the car, decided to phone home and check my messages. There were three, just junk calls, nothing urgent. Then thought I better phone Bill to confirm what time he'll be home. He answered his cell and said he was alrady home. When I asked him about supper he said he just needed something simple. So I let him know I got him a sub. As soon as the son got into the car, we ran back over to Mr. Sub and picked up another sandwich. So by the time we got home after 6:00 I was tired, hungry and grouchy. Now it's only 2 out of 3.
So I'm on my way downstairs and the phone rings. I hate when I get in the middle of the stairs and the phone rings. Why? Cause I then have to make a decision, run upstairs to get it or downstairs, cause usually no one esle will answer it. Turns out the son answered it and it was the daughter wanting to talk to me. The downstairs phone is in my office and the son was also in my office. The daughter needed me to resend her the flight information for her trip home. I said ok, and asked the son if I could use the computer. "he simply asked why." my answer - "BECAUSE IT'S MINE!" I know true, but grouchy!!!!!!!!
BODY: Right now the best thing I can do for my body is to go and take my medication, brush my teeth and go to bed.
MIND: Right now the best thing I can do for my mind is to go and take my medication, plus some ativan, brush my teeth and go to bed.
If I had to make up my own affirmation today it would be something like "Grouchy is not an attractive attribute; lose it quickly and avoid spreading the grouchiness."
NIGHT
Stacey (aka Aunt to Oscar)
Not PMS'ing. I think I'm just tired. Tired of doing it all. I don't know how these ladies that work in and out of the home do it. What do you do when you just want to do nothing? There's always something to be done. Then everyone expects something from you--including your time. Urrrrrrr.
K, I think I'm done. I'm still in a bad mood, but the complaining about it is done.
Had the morning off - what did I do - sleep - why - cause I was tired. Went to work with Sam this afternoon. Was half way to the bus stop and realized I forgot the papers I needed. Sam went on to the bus stop while I ran back to the car. I'd forget my head if it wasn't attached. School went well, then we hopped on the C-Train to come home. Why in the world would someone keep their package sitting on a seat next to them when they see so many people standing. I'm not going to even mention that they were young people (hording the seats) And I wasn't the one needing the seat. Should I have given up my seat - could have - and would have, if the person needing it seemed to need it. But the point is, there were extra spaces being taken up by packages, sports bags, and legs..... (it's a guy thing) I should have been the standing and I would have asked for the space. Did I mention I'm in a bad mood.
Then I ran a few errands before picking the son up from working out. Home Depot didn't have the pump I needed so they suggested Sunnyside. Great advice. Not only did they have my pump, but all their Christmas stuff was on 50% off and all their wind chimes were on for .49 cents. Yes .49 cents. All wind chimes; the cute little cheapy ones and the big wooden bulky ones. So I bought one. As soon as the weather is warm, I'll replace my broken one outside. Janice got the old one for me when we first moved into the house. It only has two chimes left on it.
So then I remembered Bill said he was going out for supper so I stopped and bought the son and I sub sandwiches. Waited for the son to finish his work out. While I was in the car, decided to phone home and check my messages. There were three, just junk calls, nothing urgent. Then thought I better phone Bill to confirm what time he'll be home. He answered his cell and said he was alrady home. When I asked him about supper he said he just needed something simple. So I let him know I got him a sub. As soon as the son got into the car, we ran back over to Mr. Sub and picked up another sandwich. So by the time we got home after 6:00 I was tired, hungry and grouchy. Now it's only 2 out of 3.
So I'm on my way downstairs and the phone rings. I hate when I get in the middle of the stairs and the phone rings. Why? Cause I then have to make a decision, run upstairs to get it or downstairs, cause usually no one esle will answer it. Turns out the son answered it and it was the daughter wanting to talk to me. The downstairs phone is in my office and the son was also in my office. The daughter needed me to resend her the flight information for her trip home. I said ok, and asked the son if I could use the computer. "he simply asked why." my answer - "BECAUSE IT'S MINE!" I know true, but grouchy!!!!!!!!
BODY: Right now the best thing I can do for my body is to go and take my medication, brush my teeth and go to bed.
MIND: Right now the best thing I can do for my mind is to go and take my medication, plus some ativan, brush my teeth and go to bed.
If I had to make up my own affirmation today it would be something like "Grouchy is not an attractive attribute; lose it quickly and avoid spreading the grouchiness."
NIGHT
Stacey (aka Aunt to Oscar)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Day 126 - 239 Days to Go
I really should get my iron checked out.... Not sure why I am so tired all the time.
Went to work this morning. I am loving the job so far. The kids are so cute. They all have they little quirks. There is one little boy, who when he started (same day as me) hardly knew any English. Now he is singing the songs and calls me Mr. Wee.!!! I'm am hoping to get into the storage cupboards soon and organize a few things.
Picked the son up for soccer again tonight. Then on the spur of the moment phoned my mom and told her I'd take her for groceries. Turns out we had some extra time, so we grabbed a bite to eat at Safeways and ate in the cafeteria area. We both got more groceries than we had planned.
Came home, put a few things away, then while Bill and the son watched some Dexter on DVD, I climbed into my comfy chair in the bedroom and watched "The Good Wife" and "NCIS." I missed the last 45 mintues of NCIS so Bill gave me the short version - it was the brother!!!!!!
Then I quickly ran downstairs to my computer so I could get the blog off before the stroke of midnight. Thankfully the son was finished studying.
BODY: I gave into my body's request and grabbed some extra sleep in the afternoon and this evening. Hopefully with the weather changing my energy level will spring back.
MIND: Loiuse Hay "Every thought I think is creating my future."
Good night
Stacey
Went to work this morning. I am loving the job so far. The kids are so cute. They all have they little quirks. There is one little boy, who when he started (same day as me) hardly knew any English. Now he is singing the songs and calls me Mr. Wee.!!! I'm am hoping to get into the storage cupboards soon and organize a few things.
Picked the son up for soccer again tonight. Then on the spur of the moment phoned my mom and told her I'd take her for groceries. Turns out we had some extra time, so we grabbed a bite to eat at Safeways and ate in the cafeteria area. We both got more groceries than we had planned.
Came home, put a few things away, then while Bill and the son watched some Dexter on DVD, I climbed into my comfy chair in the bedroom and watched "The Good Wife" and "NCIS." I missed the last 45 mintues of NCIS so Bill gave me the short version - it was the brother!!!!!!
Then I quickly ran downstairs to my computer so I could get the blog off before the stroke of midnight. Thankfully the son was finished studying.
BODY: I gave into my body's request and grabbed some extra sleep in the afternoon and this evening. Hopefully with the weather changing my energy level will spring back.
MIND: Loiuse Hay "Every thought I think is creating my future."
Good night
Stacey
Monday, December 14, 2009
Day 125 - 240 Days to Go
I think Mondays are my favorite day. No, I'm wrong, it's Wednesday, but Monday is close behind. I get to take my time getting up in the morning (sleeping in). There is no rush in getting organized(can stay in my pj's for as long as I like) I don't have to talk to anyone face to face (the hair stays untouched) But for the record, I never do any of that!!!!!!!!!!!
I finally found all those Christmas presents I have purchased over the last month, and got them wrapped. Some of them had been placed under the stairs (in what we like to call the Harry Potter Room) and needed a little dusting (Yours wasn't any of these Alisa) from when hardwood was being put on the stairs. You know you are the biggest kid in the family when .....I had to tell Patrick there might be some presents under the tree for him. When the kids were younger, they would have noticed this type of thing.
I wasn't going to shower today, but decided it would be better, especially after I looked in the mirror and noticed the hair. It is getting so long. I would love to get it cut, but can't decide how I'd like it. Not that long looks any better, but at least I have a few options right now. Bill suggested he could come with me and help to decide (not sure when he took an interest in my hair) Maybe I scared him when I said I should shave it off for charity.
So in typical Monday fashion (which is why Wednesday is my official favorite day) I took the son to soccer. The 3 and 4 year old class was quite small. At the end of the class the instructors handed out a few treats. One of the student instructors (a 15 year old girl) made chocolate suckers. According to the son, she made enough for both classes and that would have taken a long time as she only had 3 moulds per sheet. I was very impressed (especially as she took her on initiative) Another treat or gift was a small soccer ball. And lastly some really cute candy cane reindeer!!!!!!!! I'm not sure why the son wasn't as impressed with the effort that went into these. And thank you for your thoughts Cheryl, the burns on my thumb are getting better; only one is still blistered!!! (That must be the one I swore at last night)
So came home, quick bite, got some paper work out of the way and was going to go sit in my room and watch TV (Bill had control of the remote for the big TV) But it turns out, Bill started watching Shrek II on TV so enjoyed a little company as we watched the movie. I don't Bill appreciated me telling him what was going to happen, as I'd seen the movie before and he hadn't.
I snuck into bed before anyone else. The son was using the computer so I figured I wouldn't be writing my blog before morning. Then I woke up around 12:30 am, and decided I might as well get up and write it. Boy when other people are you reading this while they work the night shift, you don't want to disappoint them!!! Those these tired eyes are just for you Shaunan.
BODY; Over 12,000 steps today, and I really didn't do that much running around at the soccer dome, so it must have been from all the running around at home looking for presents.
MIND: K, today's quote is a little bit long, but it needed to be shared. As we were driving to soccer, the son asked if we could listen to his music. Depending on my frame of mind (do I want it loud or not) I agree. Well today was an agree day. So he puts his music on, and this new song comes on that I haven't heard. I'm listening and he turns to me and says "You know this song is about a mother." So I listen a little bit closer. "Do you get it" he asks. As I'm listening and I hear the chorus, I realize all my nagging and bugging the son, has not been falling on deaf ears. He gets it, and it's moments like this that he tells me about. As I turn to tell him something, I have tears in my eyes, and he says "I know, good song huh!" I thank him for the moment, ask him to make sure this song is played at my eventual memorial, and quietly and with a smile, ask him to not copy the part about drugs and criminal activities. So read the words to this song, and think of the son wanting me to hear this!!!!
"Angel"
[Verse 1]
Now you've been up and you've been down
Stayed strong even though daddy wasn't around
My momma through the thick and the thin beginning to end
And though I be sinning you keep me livin' with that love that you givin'
It's unconditional hey the sun shines when I see a smile on ya face
My momma with the money and jewels the record and tours I'd give it away if I could make your days happy days
And when my hearts broke and can't cope
I'm comin' on home
To remember the reason why I was born
Cuddle up inside your heavenly arms you help me weather the storm
You love music so I put it in song
[Chorus]
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
[Verse 2]
I wasn't born wild you know you raised me right
But the roads of Alabama called me into the night
From the coke and the weed and extacy
I'm lost in the streets but you still remain next to me
The blood that I bleed it flows through your veins
Even in my lowest point I can still hear your words to my brain
First time I was arrested mommas love was tested
I couldn't contest it so here's my confession you're my blessing
You're the reason I believe you're the reason I sing
You're the reason angels tangle me in heavenly things
It's been a long road so hard and cold
But you keepin' me warm with your heart of gold
[Chorus]
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
[Verse 3]
You're the light at the end of the tunnel the break of the day
After the darkest night chasing all the evil away
You're my flowers and sunshine cherries and red wine
Diamonds they can't find shining through hard times
You're the angel on Earth the proof there's a God
The reason to keep on going you're my light in the dark
The first star in the sky and the last to leave
And when I'm travelin' through the night I feel your light on me
[Chorus]
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
I've highlighted the parts that make me think I'm doing ok. Now the goal is to remember this the next time I'm nagging or pestering him - it's worth it and it's not always on deaf ears!!
NIGHT for the second time tonight
Stacey
I finally found all those Christmas presents I have purchased over the last month, and got them wrapped. Some of them had been placed under the stairs (in what we like to call the Harry Potter Room) and needed a little dusting (Yours wasn't any of these Alisa) from when hardwood was being put on the stairs. You know you are the biggest kid in the family when .....I had to tell Patrick there might be some presents under the tree for him. When the kids were younger, they would have noticed this type of thing.
I wasn't going to shower today, but decided it would be better, especially after I looked in the mirror and noticed the hair. It is getting so long. I would love to get it cut, but can't decide how I'd like it. Not that long looks any better, but at least I have a few options right now. Bill suggested he could come with me and help to decide (not sure when he took an interest in my hair) Maybe I scared him when I said I should shave it off for charity.
So in typical Monday fashion (which is why Wednesday is my official favorite day) I took the son to soccer. The 3 and 4 year old class was quite small. At the end of the class the instructors handed out a few treats. One of the student instructors (a 15 year old girl) made chocolate suckers. According to the son, she made enough for both classes and that would have taken a long time as she only had 3 moulds per sheet. I was very impressed (especially as she took her on initiative) Another treat or gift was a small soccer ball. And lastly some really cute candy cane reindeer!!!!!!!! I'm not sure why the son wasn't as impressed with the effort that went into these. And thank you for your thoughts Cheryl, the burns on my thumb are getting better; only one is still blistered!!! (That must be the one I swore at last night)
So came home, quick bite, got some paper work out of the way and was going to go sit in my room and watch TV (Bill had control of the remote for the big TV) But it turns out, Bill started watching Shrek II on TV so enjoyed a little company as we watched the movie. I don't Bill appreciated me telling him what was going to happen, as I'd seen the movie before and he hadn't.
I snuck into bed before anyone else. The son was using the computer so I figured I wouldn't be writing my blog before morning. Then I woke up around 12:30 am, and decided I might as well get up and write it. Boy when other people are you reading this while they work the night shift, you don't want to disappoint them!!! Those these tired eyes are just for you Shaunan.
BODY; Over 12,000 steps today, and I really didn't do that much running around at the soccer dome, so it must have been from all the running around at home looking for presents.
MIND: K, today's quote is a little bit long, but it needed to be shared. As we were driving to soccer, the son asked if we could listen to his music. Depending on my frame of mind (do I want it loud or not) I agree. Well today was an agree day. So he puts his music on, and this new song comes on that I haven't heard. I'm listening and he turns to me and says "You know this song is about a mother." So I listen a little bit closer. "Do you get it" he asks. As I'm listening and I hear the chorus, I realize all my nagging and bugging the son, has not been falling on deaf ears. He gets it, and it's moments like this that he tells me about. As I turn to tell him something, I have tears in my eyes, and he says "I know, good song huh!" I thank him for the moment, ask him to make sure this song is played at my eventual memorial, and quietly and with a smile, ask him to not copy the part about drugs and criminal activities. So read the words to this song, and think of the son wanting me to hear this!!!!
"Angel"
[Verse 1]
Now you've been up and you've been down
Stayed strong even though daddy wasn't around
My momma through the thick and the thin beginning to end
And though I be sinning you keep me livin' with that love that you givin'
It's unconditional hey the sun shines when I see a smile on ya face
My momma with the money and jewels the record and tours I'd give it away if I could make your days happy days
And when my hearts broke and can't cope
I'm comin' on home
To remember the reason why I was born
Cuddle up inside your heavenly arms you help me weather the storm
You love music so I put it in song
[Chorus]
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
[Verse 2]
I wasn't born wild you know you raised me right
But the roads of Alabama called me into the night
From the coke and the weed and extacy
I'm lost in the streets but you still remain next to me
The blood that I bleed it flows through your veins
Even in my lowest point I can still hear your words to my brain
First time I was arrested mommas love was tested
I couldn't contest it so here's my confession you're my blessing
You're the reason I believe you're the reason I sing
You're the reason angels tangle me in heavenly things
It's been a long road so hard and cold
But you keepin' me warm with your heart of gold
[Chorus]
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
[Verse 3]
You're the light at the end of the tunnel the break of the day
After the darkest night chasing all the evil away
You're my flowers and sunshine cherries and red wine
Diamonds they can't find shining through hard times
You're the angel on Earth the proof there's a God
The reason to keep on going you're my light in the dark
The first star in the sky and the last to leave
And when I'm travelin' through the night I feel your light on me
[Chorus]
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
She's an Angel workin' on God's train
She's an Angel workin' on me
I've highlighted the parts that make me think I'm doing ok. Now the goal is to remember this the next time I'm nagging or pestering him - it's worth it and it's not always on deaf ears!!
NIGHT for the second time tonight
Stacey
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Day 124 - 241 Days to Go
It's Sunday and the temperature is unbelievable - it's minus 28 and with the wind chill it feels like minus 38. This has been going on for a few days now. Usually we get a chinook to break up the cold. It could be worse, we could live at the North Pole with Santa. The good news is they are predicting 0 by Friday.
Got a few errands done today. First stopped off at my mom's to deliver her some Christmas bags, tissue paper and money. I'm not sure if she would have rather gone out or not. Hard to tell with this cold weather. Then it was off to Royal Oak shopping. Picked up a couple of more Christmas presents, candy canes (explain later) and ink for my printer. Next stop was Becon Hill. Needed some red pompoms, brown pipe cleaners and google eyes. By now you've probably figured out I would be making candy cane reindeer. 150 of them to be exact. Wait I think I ate three in total (broken of course) I started wanting to make some for the kids at school, then decided I would make them for the kids at soccer on Monday. But then decided that wouldn't be fair to the kids at soccer on Tuesday, so I made lots. I only managed to burn my fingers 3 times with the glue gun. Unfortunately one time was really, really hot and I accidentally blurted out a #@@(^(*& word. The son looked up so fast, I didn't even have time to pretend it wasn't me!!!! Sorry. At least I finished them all.
Today was the start of our family planned Sunday suppers again. We had broiled lobster tail, and this new pasta dish. Both we delicious, but the pasta was really filling. I guess that will be our supper again tomorrow night. Bill said he has Christmas lunches all week, so small or no supper is fine for him for the week.
Five more days and Ashley will be home. I hope the weather is nice on Friday as we are driving to Kananaskas for Bill's Christmas party and the son has a soccer game that night. Hopefully if the roads are good the daughter can drive the son.
K, need to finish off the laundry, put the glue gun away and climb into my PJ's. Busy day tomorrow (that house cleaning stuff)
BODY: Just over 10,000 steps. Mostly from walking the stores I'm sure. Plus I had two cups of tea tonight. I've discovered lemon and honey in my tea. Usually I drink it black, but not any more.
MIND: Louise Hay "I keep my mind healthy and my body follows suit." This could have been the theme to my blog!!!!!!
Night
Stacey
MIND:
Got a few errands done today. First stopped off at my mom's to deliver her some Christmas bags, tissue paper and money. I'm not sure if she would have rather gone out or not. Hard to tell with this cold weather. Then it was off to Royal Oak shopping. Picked up a couple of more Christmas presents, candy canes (explain later) and ink for my printer. Next stop was Becon Hill. Needed some red pompoms, brown pipe cleaners and google eyes. By now you've probably figured out I would be making candy cane reindeer. 150 of them to be exact. Wait I think I ate three in total (broken of course) I started wanting to make some for the kids at school, then decided I would make them for the kids at soccer on Monday. But then decided that wouldn't be fair to the kids at soccer on Tuesday, so I made lots. I only managed to burn my fingers 3 times with the glue gun. Unfortunately one time was really, really hot and I accidentally blurted out a #@@(^(*& word. The son looked up so fast, I didn't even have time to pretend it wasn't me!!!! Sorry. At least I finished them all.
Today was the start of our family planned Sunday suppers again. We had broiled lobster tail, and this new pasta dish. Both we delicious, but the pasta was really filling. I guess that will be our supper again tomorrow night. Bill said he has Christmas lunches all week, so small or no supper is fine for him for the week.
Five more days and Ashley will be home. I hope the weather is nice on Friday as we are driving to Kananaskas for Bill's Christmas party and the son has a soccer game that night. Hopefully if the roads are good the daughter can drive the son.
K, need to finish off the laundry, put the glue gun away and climb into my PJ's. Busy day tomorrow (that house cleaning stuff)
BODY: Just over 10,000 steps. Mostly from walking the stores I'm sure. Plus I had two cups of tea tonight. I've discovered lemon and honey in my tea. Usually I drink it black, but not any more.
MIND: Louise Hay "I keep my mind healthy and my body follows suit." This could have been the theme to my blog!!!!!!
Night
Stacey
MIND:
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Day 123 - 242 Days to Go
I guess I am finally past the 1/3 way mark on this blog. When it gets closer, I'll have to decide to continue and finish it up. It will be neat to look back on it I'm sure.
K, note for Shaunan - I'm not behind anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I must remember to keep taking my juice and iron. I can sure tell when I haven't. It took me all morning to get motivated. I think my office is finally in working order.
We drove the son to tech practice, then Bill wanted to go and look for furniture for the basement. Apparently you can't have a big TV withouth the home entertainment furniture to go with it. We couldn't find a close place so we drove all the way out to Blackfoot Trail. It was a nice place, and we found some nice stuff. Too early to pick something out with out checking around and comparing prices. Any suggestions for color. I don't want something light, but not sure how far away from the floor color I need to go. Guess it will be time to call in my interior decorators - Robin, De, Rose.!!!!!! (those are the free ones anyways)
Needless to say we were late picking up the son; by 30 minutes. We went to Boston Pizza for a quick bite, but the food took 45 minutes to get to us.
We dropped the son off at Stefan's and came home. Poor Maya, someone forgot to leave a light on for her, and she was crying in the dark. (note to self, don't let Bill be the last one out)
Well Bill and Maya have gone to bed, and I'm getting a few Christmas cards sent out.
BODY: At supper, I had this delicious tea - pomogranet and cranberry. I added a little lemon and honey and it was delicious-and good for me.
MIND: Louise Hay " Today is a sacred gift from Life." I like to think every day is........
Night for now
Stacey
K, note for Shaunan - I'm not behind anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I must remember to keep taking my juice and iron. I can sure tell when I haven't. It took me all morning to get motivated. I think my office is finally in working order.
We drove the son to tech practice, then Bill wanted to go and look for furniture for the basement. Apparently you can't have a big TV withouth the home entertainment furniture to go with it. We couldn't find a close place so we drove all the way out to Blackfoot Trail. It was a nice place, and we found some nice stuff. Too early to pick something out with out checking around and comparing prices. Any suggestions for color. I don't want something light, but not sure how far away from the floor color I need to go. Guess it will be time to call in my interior decorators - Robin, De, Rose.!!!!!! (those are the free ones anyways)
Needless to say we were late picking up the son; by 30 minutes. We went to Boston Pizza for a quick bite, but the food took 45 minutes to get to us.
We dropped the son off at Stefan's and came home. Poor Maya, someone forgot to leave a light on for her, and she was crying in the dark. (note to self, don't let Bill be the last one out)
Well Bill and Maya have gone to bed, and I'm getting a few Christmas cards sent out.
BODY: At supper, I had this delicious tea - pomogranet and cranberry. I added a little lemon and honey and it was delicious-and good for me.
MIND: Louise Hay " Today is a sacred gift from Life." I like to think every day is........
Night for now
Stacey
Day 122 - 243 Days to Go
Friday was a crazy day!!!!! When I have to work in the afternoon, I just don' seem to get as much done in the morning. Although I finally got Bill's chocolate chip cookies made. The dough had been sitting in the fridge. (Thank goodness the son didn't eat all of it)
Worked with Sam in the afternoon. It was a hard afternoon. She had two tests to write and they weren't easy. Got home in time to put a few things together and then it was off to the son's soccer game. I'm beginning to realize like everything else in life, everyone has their own opinion. I spoke to 5 or 6 different people and everyone had a different view on how the game went. It only goes to show that the more eyes watching, the more you see. Hence, why a ref can't see it all. Our keeper had an amazing game. He's the only reason the game was so close, that and the fact the other team missed the goal 500 times. The son had a good game. He was disappointed in the outcome and more.
Came home after the game, got ready for bed and was under the covers by 9:30. Hopefully I'll have more energy for the entire Saturday.
BODY: My body told me I needed the sleep, so I gave it what it wanted.
MIND: It's easier to be a judge of something from afar, but trying being that same judge when you're in the middle of something (like a game)
Til Saturday night.
Stacey
Worked with Sam in the afternoon. It was a hard afternoon. She had two tests to write and they weren't easy. Got home in time to put a few things together and then it was off to the son's soccer game. I'm beginning to realize like everything else in life, everyone has their own opinion. I spoke to 5 or 6 different people and everyone had a different view on how the game went. It only goes to show that the more eyes watching, the more you see. Hence, why a ref can't see it all. Our keeper had an amazing game. He's the only reason the game was so close, that and the fact the other team missed the goal 500 times. The son had a good game. He was disappointed in the outcome and more.
Came home after the game, got ready for bed and was under the covers by 9:30. Hopefully I'll have more energy for the entire Saturday.
BODY: My body told me I needed the sleep, so I gave it what it wanted.
MIND: It's easier to be a judge of something from afar, but trying being that same judge when you're in the middle of something (like a game)
Til Saturday night.
Stacey
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Day 121 - 244 Days to Go
It's official. I like working at the new preschool. I love a challenge. We keep getting new ESL students and I love when they enjoy staying at school, and hardly cry when mom or dad leave.
Had to sneak in a little nap in the afternoon. Hopefully I have my energy back by the weekend. Made a nice supper (as opposed to a not nice supper) salmon, brown rice and steak stir fry. The three of us were going to sit down to supper together, but the son needed to eat early (soccer practice). Then it was Bill and I, but the cable guy (not Jim Carrey) showed up to fix the picture and I was getting hungry. Good intentions don't always work out. Cleared up from supper and then took the son to soccer practice. I went to Wendy's and worked on my Christmas cards. It was empty except for a couple of Russian athletes (uniform and all) and boy, were they putting back the baconaiders.
My computer is finally back in my office so I'm in the process of getting my office reorganized. There are too many empty shelves so I must be missing some boxes.
Sent an email to my pshyic lady today. Hope to hear back soon.
BODY: Over 10,000 steps today.
MIND: Louise Hay "What I think and say goes out from me, the Universe responds, and it comes back to me." The son can so relate to this today. He was upset with his Calm teacher, and came upstairs, broke the spout on the chocolate milk, spilled all over.. etc. Hope he's figured that one out.
Night
Stacey
Had to sneak in a little nap in the afternoon. Hopefully I have my energy back by the weekend. Made a nice supper (as opposed to a not nice supper) salmon, brown rice and steak stir fry. The three of us were going to sit down to supper together, but the son needed to eat early (soccer practice). Then it was Bill and I, but the cable guy (not Jim Carrey) showed up to fix the picture and I was getting hungry. Good intentions don't always work out. Cleared up from supper and then took the son to soccer practice. I went to Wendy's and worked on my Christmas cards. It was empty except for a couple of Russian athletes (uniform and all) and boy, were they putting back the baconaiders.
My computer is finally back in my office so I'm in the process of getting my office reorganized. There are too many empty shelves so I must be missing some boxes.
Sent an email to my pshyic lady today. Hope to hear back soon.
BODY: Over 10,000 steps today.
MIND: Louise Hay "What I think and say goes out from me, the Universe responds, and it comes back to me." The son can so relate to this today. He was upset with his Calm teacher, and came upstairs, broke the spout on the chocolate milk, spilled all over.. etc. Hope he's figured that one out.
Night
Stacey
Day 120 - 245 Days to Go
Ooops, a little late. And not because I forgot, but was just too darn tired.
Quick update........
Groceries in the morning (major food run)
Nap in the afternoon (major tired still)
Christmas shopping in the evening with my sister (shopping is not my favorite thing)
Had some fruit when I got home and went right to bed!!!
BODY: Before I left for shopping, I had over 8000 steps on the pedometer. So I'm pretty sure I had over 10,00 by bed time.
MIND: I wanted to cancel Christmas shopping. I'm not into crowds and I don't do well just browsing, especially with some one. But I made myself go (although I was hoping Robin would call and cancel) and the evening turned out to be a nice one. I guess that would be what they call mind over matter. Just do it.
Till Thursday night
Stacey
Quick update........
Groceries in the morning (major food run)
Nap in the afternoon (major tired still)
Christmas shopping in the evening with my sister (shopping is not my favorite thing)
Had some fruit when I got home and went right to bed!!!
BODY: Before I left for shopping, I had over 8000 steps on the pedometer. So I'm pretty sure I had over 10,00 by bed time.
MIND: I wanted to cancel Christmas shopping. I'm not into crowds and I don't do well just browsing, especially with some one. But I made myself go (although I was hoping Robin would call and cancel) and the evening turned out to be a nice one. I guess that would be what they call mind over matter. Just do it.
Till Thursday night
Stacey
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Day 119 - 246 Days to Go
Third day of work today. I'm starting to feel comfortable again. Had another new student. Has only been in Canada for 1 month. Doesn't know any English and he's a big boy for 3 years old. I think he is going to be my challenge for the next few months. I'm looking forward to it.
Woke up with a bad headache this morning. Took some tylenol and it helped a little, but by lunch time it was back. Had a quick bite to eat and took more tylenol and had a quick nap. Got supper ready and headed out to pick up the son. Dropped him off at soccer and instead of getting groceries and going to my last dance class, I came home, closed the bedroom blinds, put on my night mask(for my eyes - not a face thingy) a couple more tylenol and grabbed another 2 hours of sleep. I think that helped, because by the time Bill got home around 6:10ish the headache was almost gone.
BODY: I think the napping was a great way to take care of my body today. Not sure if the headache is from lack of sleep, caffine withdrawal (had too many cokes over the past 4 days) or just exhausted.
MIND: I heard this song today. Haven't heard it for the longest time. I know I have it down for songs I'd like played at a memorial to me!!! I thought it was very fitting for Mom Wee. It's by Alan Jackson and he wrote it when his mother passed away.
Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout meLoved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the whyFeeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitingAnd I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me
Good night
Stacey
Woke up with a bad headache this morning. Took some tylenol and it helped a little, but by lunch time it was back. Had a quick bite to eat and took more tylenol and had a quick nap. Got supper ready and headed out to pick up the son. Dropped him off at soccer and instead of getting groceries and going to my last dance class, I came home, closed the bedroom blinds, put on my night mask(for my eyes - not a face thingy) a couple more tylenol and grabbed another 2 hours of sleep. I think that helped, because by the time Bill got home around 6:10ish the headache was almost gone.
BODY: I think the napping was a great way to take care of my body today. Not sure if the headache is from lack of sleep, caffine withdrawal (had too many cokes over the past 4 days) or just exhausted.
MIND: I heard this song today. Haven't heard it for the longest time. I know I have it down for songs I'd like played at a memorial to me!!! I thought it was very fitting for Mom Wee. It's by Alan Jackson and he wrote it when his mother passed away.
Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout meLoved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the whyFeeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitingAnd I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me
Good night
Stacey
Monday, December 7, 2009
Day 118 - 247 Days to Go
Short note today. Went to bed late last night. Was really tired this morning. Must try and get back on a regular schedule.
Got lots accomplished around the house though.
Had to teach the son a lesson today. Last night I asked him to make sure he had his soccer stuff already for this morning. He gets a ride to school on Monday mornings with Bill. When he left, this morning, the son came in and asked if i could look for his Apex ball. Then around 1:45 in the afternoon, the phone rings for the second time. I get up and it's the son. I'm thinking somethings wrong because he's calling me during school hours. So I pick up and say "Hello" - nothing on the other end. Well there's something, but no voice. All I hear is background noise. So now I think maybe he accidentally dialed home. After about 30 seconds I barely hear "check your messages" . So now I'm thinking maybe he's not going to soccer and wants to make sure I don't waste my time coming to get him. So I run and get my phone. I mean I try and find my phone, but I haven't had it for 4 days so I have no idea where it is. I think it's in my purse, but I haven't used my purse for 4 days. Did I mention I was sleeping when he phoned because I was tired from not going to bed early. So now I'm getting a little annoyed. So I finally find my purse in the furnace room, behind the chair used for the computer. Yup there it is. But wait, it hasn't been used for 4 days and it's turned on. Low batteries. So I run it upstairs and plug it in. Then I proceed to the text messages, and it reads............. "Could you bring my black headband with you. It's in my red soccer pack in my room." yup wanted to strangle him. But being the good mother that I am (or as he likes to say "whipped") I open his bedroom door, scan the room for a red bag, don't see one, shut the door, take a deep breath, and get on with the laundry. By the way, I didn't find the Apex ball either. Turns out, he left it at Apex last week, and the coach had it all along. --- a head band. He wanted a head band --- get a hair cut-------
BODY: Got over 11,000 steps today. I think most of that was from going up and down stairs doing laundry and cleaning. But then I was working at soccer with the little ones again.
MIND: Quote from Stacey Wee - "They aren't teenagers forever, and their braincells to come back; so I've been told." I think someone learned a lesson today. Too bad it wasn't the son. hahahahahahh
Early night, or so I thought
Stacey
Got lots accomplished around the house though.
Had to teach the son a lesson today. Last night I asked him to make sure he had his soccer stuff already for this morning. He gets a ride to school on Monday mornings with Bill. When he left, this morning, the son came in and asked if i could look for his Apex ball. Then around 1:45 in the afternoon, the phone rings for the second time. I get up and it's the son. I'm thinking somethings wrong because he's calling me during school hours. So I pick up and say "Hello" - nothing on the other end. Well there's something, but no voice. All I hear is background noise. So now I think maybe he accidentally dialed home. After about 30 seconds I barely hear "check your messages" . So now I'm thinking maybe he's not going to soccer and wants to make sure I don't waste my time coming to get him. So I run and get my phone. I mean I try and find my phone, but I haven't had it for 4 days so I have no idea where it is. I think it's in my purse, but I haven't used my purse for 4 days. Did I mention I was sleeping when he phoned because I was tired from not going to bed early. So now I'm getting a little annoyed. So I finally find my purse in the furnace room, behind the chair used for the computer. Yup there it is. But wait, it hasn't been used for 4 days and it's turned on. Low batteries. So I run it upstairs and plug it in. Then I proceed to the text messages, and it reads............. "Could you bring my black headband with you. It's in my red soccer pack in my room." yup wanted to strangle him. But being the good mother that I am (or as he likes to say "whipped") I open his bedroom door, scan the room for a red bag, don't see one, shut the door, take a deep breath, and get on with the laundry. By the way, I didn't find the Apex ball either. Turns out, he left it at Apex last week, and the coach had it all along. --- a head band. He wanted a head band --- get a hair cut-------
BODY: Got over 11,000 steps today. I think most of that was from going up and down stairs doing laundry and cleaning. But then I was working at soccer with the little ones again.
MIND: Quote from Stacey Wee - "They aren't teenagers forever, and their braincells to come back; so I've been told." I think someone learned a lesson today. Too bad it wasn't the son. hahahahahahh
Early night, or so I thought
Stacey
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Day 117 - 248 Days to Go
Sunday December 6, 2009; we said goodbye to a wonderful lady today. It is the start of a new life; for mom and all of us. My life as I know it will not be the same from this day forward. I might not notice her gone every minute, but there will be times when I can't believe she gone. I want to be sad, but I smile every time I think of Mom. I can just close my eyes and see her face, hear her voice, feel her soft hands as I rubbed them so often of late. She had tiny hands, petite, soft and as fragile as they seemed, she held my hand with a strength that made me feel safe. My smile changes to tears as I type and realize I won't hold those hands again. I won't hear her voice outside my head, but I will hear her. "Stacey, you're a good girl. Take care of daddy and Bill."
It was very comforting to see all the friends and relatives at the service. Ken and Ping who have always been there for Bill, and Ken's mom who is one of the elders who I've known for a long time. John and Ray; friends who we should really see more often, but funerals seem to be our meeting place. Jeanette, Zena, Linda,...family by chance, friends by choice. It was a calming relief to have Robin and Janice there and know that everything for after the service was being taken care of. And Miss Alisa, who gave her important family time to be there. (She was brave to come without Miss Caylee.) Harris and Lynn and the girls. We've been through alot together. Ok, I'm going to stop there with the names, because I could on and on and on. That's what great memories do.
I remember a conversation I had with Mom back in July. It was when one of her doctors looked at me and said, "She's dying! And now I'm going to her tell her that in Chinese." I watched her face, her expression didn't change, but the tears slowly fell down her cheeks. The doctor left the room for a moment, and mom said "I'm not scared of dying. I just want to see Ben's wedding, then I'll go; I'll close my eyes." We cried together. And after awhile, in my usual comedic fashion, I told Mom I would be going to see a pyshic, and I'd be wanting to talk to her!" In a wide eyed expression she replied "You believe in that?" "I'll be calling on you, keeping you up to date on stuff."
I hope someone was there to greet her sole. Maybe Grandma Wong, maybe my Dad. Maybe the two little souls I lost before Ashley and Patrick.
I gave the euology today. I thought it would be easier. I did fine, until I came to the part about Mom and Dad; about their love for each other; how Mom was always taking care of Dad, but he came through when it was needed the most. He spent every night with her at the hospice since August. Every meal with her, to make sure she got enough food. I had come across some words that I read at the end. I am going to do my best to live by them for mom.
She is Gone
You can shed tears that she is gone or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her and only that she's gone or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
BODY: I let the tears flow today. No holding back.
MIND: I let the tears flow today. No holding back!!!!!
This must be where the mind and body come together!!!
Good night Mom!
Stacey
It was very comforting to see all the friends and relatives at the service. Ken and Ping who have always been there for Bill, and Ken's mom who is one of the elders who I've known for a long time. John and Ray; friends who we should really see more often, but funerals seem to be our meeting place. Jeanette, Zena, Linda,...family by chance, friends by choice. It was a calming relief to have Robin and Janice there and know that everything for after the service was being taken care of. And Miss Alisa, who gave her important family time to be there. (She was brave to come without Miss Caylee.) Harris and Lynn and the girls. We've been through alot together. Ok, I'm going to stop there with the names, because I could on and on and on. That's what great memories do.
I remember a conversation I had with Mom back in July. It was when one of her doctors looked at me and said, "She's dying! And now I'm going to her tell her that in Chinese." I watched her face, her expression didn't change, but the tears slowly fell down her cheeks. The doctor left the room for a moment, and mom said "I'm not scared of dying. I just want to see Ben's wedding, then I'll go; I'll close my eyes." We cried together. And after awhile, in my usual comedic fashion, I told Mom I would be going to see a pyshic, and I'd be wanting to talk to her!" In a wide eyed expression she replied "You believe in that?" "I'll be calling on you, keeping you up to date on stuff."
I hope someone was there to greet her sole. Maybe Grandma Wong, maybe my Dad. Maybe the two little souls I lost before Ashley and Patrick.
I gave the euology today. I thought it would be easier. I did fine, until I came to the part about Mom and Dad; about their love for each other; how Mom was always taking care of Dad, but he came through when it was needed the most. He spent every night with her at the hospice since August. Every meal with her, to make sure she got enough food. I had come across some words that I read at the end. I am going to do my best to live by them for mom.
She is Gone
You can shed tears that she is gone or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her and only that she's gone or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
BODY: I let the tears flow today. No holding back.
MIND: I let the tears flow today. No holding back!!!!!
This must be where the mind and body come together!!!
Good night Mom!
Stacey
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Day 116 - 249 Days to Go
I'm not quite sure how to describe today. The atmosphere had a saddness to it, but being with friends and family helped to remove some of the sadness. We had mom's viewing at the funeral home. I'm sure the "employees" try and do their best, but I don't think they can capture a person's personality from a picture. Nothing about Mom, looked like mom. The gentleman did warn us that they had to use extra make-up as Mom was quite jaundice and swollen when she was brought it. The person laying in the casket could have been someone off the street. Thats how unrecognizable she was. I realize having an open casket is a tradition and it allows us to say good bye. I'm glad I was able to go to a peaceful place with Mom before she passed away. There were lovely bouqets of flowers surrounding her. They will be placed with Mom tomorrow when she is buried. It was nice to visit with some of the mourners and do some reminicing. Tomorrow will be a sad day, but I know Mom has already started her new journey and she'll be watching down on us, so proud!!!!!
I hope my euology tomorrow does justice to her spirit.
BODY: Not one of my better body moments, but the rye and coke brought me some calmness and memories of my childhood. (not that I was a drinker at a young age, but I can remember loving to smell Mom or Dad's glass when they had a rye and coke at a family gathering.)
MIND: Louise Hay "The gateways to wisdom and learning are always open, and I?m choosing to walk through them."
Late night again, but hopefully I can sleep tonight
Night
Stacey
I hope my euology tomorrow does justice to her spirit.
BODY: Not one of my better body moments, but the rye and coke brought me some calmness and memories of my childhood. (not that I was a drinker at a young age, but I can remember loving to smell Mom or Dad's glass when they had a rye and coke at a family gathering.)
MIND: Louise Hay "The gateways to wisdom and learning are always open, and I?m choosing to walk through them."
Late night again, but hopefully I can sleep tonight
Night
Stacey
Friday, December 4, 2009
Day 115 - 250 Days to Go
I'm not sure how this is possibe, but today seemed to go by so fast, and yet it was such a long day!!!
I didn't venture out of the house today (oops, ok once) The son needed a ride home from the C-Train station as he had waited 20 mintues and no bus had shown up.
I pitter pattered most of the day. Putting a few things here and putting a few things there.
I've finished the Eulogy for Mom. I think this is draft number 5.
Received some warm emails and a few calls from family. Support at times like this is so appreciated. Bill's office sent a beautiful floral arrangement. Only that company would send out a poor delivery person in one of the city's worst storms this year. But it was greatly appreciated as well.
Short entry today.
BODY: Doesn't really feel attached right now. And that's ok, it's preparing itself for a couple of busy and emotional days.
MIND: It's 12:14 am and I'l still awake; no nap today, but sleep just doesn't seem to want to come. This little "song" is from one of my favorite movies of all time. "White Christmas" with Bing Crosby and he sings this song. "If you're worried, and you can't sleep. Just count your blessings instead of sheep. And you'll fall asleep, counting your blessings."
Good Night
Stacey
I didn't venture out of the house today (oops, ok once) The son needed a ride home from the C-Train station as he had waited 20 mintues and no bus had shown up.
I pitter pattered most of the day. Putting a few things here and putting a few things there.
I've finished the Eulogy for Mom. I think this is draft number 5.
Received some warm emails and a few calls from family. Support at times like this is so appreciated. Bill's office sent a beautiful floral arrangement. Only that company would send out a poor delivery person in one of the city's worst storms this year. But it was greatly appreciated as well.
Short entry today.
BODY: Doesn't really feel attached right now. And that's ok, it's preparing itself for a couple of busy and emotional days.
MIND: It's 12:14 am and I'l still awake; no nap today, but sleep just doesn't seem to want to come. This little "song" is from one of my favorite movies of all time. "White Christmas" with Bing Crosby and he sings this song. "If you're worried, and you can't sleep. Just count your blessings instead of sheep. And you'll fall asleep, counting your blessings."
Good Night
Stacey
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Day 114 - 251 Days to Go
Today is a very sad day. I thought I would be ready for this. I thought I had prepared myself. No amount of preparation can hold back the grief and sadness that you feel. Mom Wee passes away this morning.
I missed a 7;00 phone call from Anne, as I must have been in the shower. So I carried on my way to work at the pre-school. After school, I had planned to go and visit Mom at the hospice. Bill had taken the day off work to get stuff done around the house and relax. So I called him at home to remind him I was going to visit Mom. He wasn't there so I called his cell. I asked where he was and he said the cemetery. Now my first reaction was "Why is he visiting graves today." They he told me mom passed away in the morning. I wanted to climb through my phone and hug him tight. But he was taking care of details and I'm sure not ready for emotional stuff.
There was a message from the daughter when I got home. I wasn't sure if she knew or not and didn't want to ignore her call if she was upset. So I called her and I could tell by her voice and demeanor that she wasn't aware of the circumstances. Do I tell, or do I wait. Hard call for a Mom. I asked if she was by herself or had friends around her. She was with some friends. So I told her. She took it fairly well, and we discussed some details and memories. After I hung up, I contact one of her close friends Graeme. He promised he'd find the daugher and make sure she had lots of hugs and support. About 5 mintues later, the daughter called back and wanted to know what time Grandma passes away. Her curiosity was due to the fact that she had worken up between 5 and 5:30 am for no apparent reason, and couldn't figure out why. She didn't have to be up for another three hours. Not a common thing for her to do. I waited until Bill got home and found out the time of Mom's death. it was 5:00ish am. Grandma would leave without saying good by to Ashley.
Bill and I had a good cuddle and cry on the bed. This is one fo the few times, he let me cuddle him. He's hurting. His mom meant everything to him. They had a special bond - not better than any of the other kids, but different.
We decided to let the son finish out his day at school, as there was a lock down, and it wasn't appropriate to give him that information when he couldn't remove himself from a situation. So we waited until he got home. He was sad, but too handled it well. I think we all knew it was coming, it just doesn't feel any less sad when it does.
I dropped the son off at soccer tonight. Best he have something to occupy his mind and met Bill and the rest of the family over at Anne's. We talked about more details, did what we could and then came home.
Each day will get easier to move on, but not easier to forget.
BODY: Took a couple of ativan's this afternoon and had a short nap to be sure I was alert and in some sort of shape to help if needed.
MIND: I have asked to present a tribute to Mom. I worked on some of it tonight. Hopefully I will bring a worthy tribute to a wonderful lady.
Good night and be sure to count your blessings.
Stacey
I missed a 7;00 phone call from Anne, as I must have been in the shower. So I carried on my way to work at the pre-school. After school, I had planned to go and visit Mom at the hospice. Bill had taken the day off work to get stuff done around the house and relax. So I called him at home to remind him I was going to visit Mom. He wasn't there so I called his cell. I asked where he was and he said the cemetery. Now my first reaction was "Why is he visiting graves today." They he told me mom passed away in the morning. I wanted to climb through my phone and hug him tight. But he was taking care of details and I'm sure not ready for emotional stuff.
There was a message from the daughter when I got home. I wasn't sure if she knew or not and didn't want to ignore her call if she was upset. So I called her and I could tell by her voice and demeanor that she wasn't aware of the circumstances. Do I tell, or do I wait. Hard call for a Mom. I asked if she was by herself or had friends around her. She was with some friends. So I told her. She took it fairly well, and we discussed some details and memories. After I hung up, I contact one of her close friends Graeme. He promised he'd find the daugher and make sure she had lots of hugs and support. About 5 mintues later, the daughter called back and wanted to know what time Grandma passes away. Her curiosity was due to the fact that she had worken up between 5 and 5:30 am for no apparent reason, and couldn't figure out why. She didn't have to be up for another three hours. Not a common thing for her to do. I waited until Bill got home and found out the time of Mom's death. it was 5:00ish am. Grandma would leave without saying good by to Ashley.
Bill and I had a good cuddle and cry on the bed. This is one fo the few times, he let me cuddle him. He's hurting. His mom meant everything to him. They had a special bond - not better than any of the other kids, but different.
We decided to let the son finish out his day at school, as there was a lock down, and it wasn't appropriate to give him that information when he couldn't remove himself from a situation. So we waited until he got home. He was sad, but too handled it well. I think we all knew it was coming, it just doesn't feel any less sad when it does.
I dropped the son off at soccer tonight. Best he have something to occupy his mind and met Bill and the rest of the family over at Anne's. We talked about more details, did what we could and then came home.
Each day will get easier to move on, but not easier to forget.
BODY: Took a couple of ativan's this afternoon and had a short nap to be sure I was alert and in some sort of shape to help if needed.
MIND: I have asked to present a tribute to Mom. I worked on some of it tonight. Hopefully I will bring a worthy tribute to a wonderful lady.
Good night and be sure to count your blessings.
Stacey
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Day 113 - 252 Days to Go
Finally a day to sleep in. If 8:30 counts as sleeping in, then that's what I did. Lots to get done today, and a lot was gotten done.
Worked on the kitchen mostly. Dusting here and there and the liquor cabinet. Also got the frame of the bed put together. And tonight we finally got the entire bed moved back into our room. Nice to finally have the zen room back to it's peaceful zen!!! (it's still a little clogged with dust, but that will be dealt with soon.
Overall not a very eventful day. The son went to the gym, so picked him up, and came home for soup and grilled cheese sandwiches. Just one of those needing something warm, small, but filling. Went lookin for the son after supper. Turns out he fell asleep on his bed. Tried to wake him up, but even in his sleep he argues. When I asked him when he was getting up, he informed me when Jane got over. That was a little confusing, so I prodded him with a few more questions (keep in mind his eyes were open, so I thought he was awake) I asked him when he talked to Jane and his answer was "Mass acceleration." Now I was really confused. So I asked if Jane was helping him study. He just kept saying "never mind, never mind." Boy, talk about a grouchy sleep talker.
BODY: Over 13,000 steps today. Must have been all that running up and down stairs.
MIND: Louise Hay "If we want more life, then we have only to give. Love is, and I am!
Work in the morning, so I won't be long out of bed (back in a real bed)
NIGHT
STacey
Worked on the kitchen mostly. Dusting here and there and the liquor cabinet. Also got the frame of the bed put together. And tonight we finally got the entire bed moved back into our room. Nice to finally have the zen room back to it's peaceful zen!!! (it's still a little clogged with dust, but that will be dealt with soon.
Overall not a very eventful day. The son went to the gym, so picked him up, and came home for soup and grilled cheese sandwiches. Just one of those needing something warm, small, but filling. Went lookin for the son after supper. Turns out he fell asleep on his bed. Tried to wake him up, but even in his sleep he argues. When I asked him when he was getting up, he informed me when Jane got over. That was a little confusing, so I prodded him with a few more questions (keep in mind his eyes were open, so I thought he was awake) I asked him when he talked to Jane and his answer was "Mass acceleration." Now I was really confused. So I asked if Jane was helping him study. He just kept saying "never mind, never mind." Boy, talk about a grouchy sleep talker.
BODY: Over 13,000 steps today. Must have been all that running up and down stairs.
MIND: Louise Hay "If we want more life, then we have only to give. Love is, and I am!
Work in the morning, so I won't be long out of bed (back in a real bed)
NIGHT
STacey
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Day 112 - 253 Days to Go
Where to start, where to start. Firstly, if you have to pee, you may want to do that before you read this blog.
Well today was my first day of the new job at the preschool. I was a little excited; not really nervous, but ready to start. Because I don't have to be to work until 8:30, I'm able to drive the son to school on my way. So I dropped him off and figured I'd make it to work with extra time to spare. Not the case in winter, but I wasn't late. The sidewalk to the school was a little snowy, so to make a good impression, I shovelled the snow in front of the door first (don't tell Bill, cause there is still snow sitting in front of one of the garage doors at home). So, I walked into the school only to be met by the teacher and the church pastor. As I am making introductions, I remove my coat and books and slip into my indoor shoes. We converse a couple of mintues more and then the teacher and I head to the classroom. Well I'm not sure if I ever told people about the son's first day of school for grade 10. Anyway, he had new clothes and new hair do and I was hoping to drive him to school, but he got dressed and ready downstairs, put on his coat and went the waiting car of a friend's Dad. When he came home from school, I happen to notice that his sweather vest was on inside out. Not one person told him during the day; in fact he had his school picture taken that day, and you can see the tag from his sweater on the outside. Well lets just say I pulled a "son thing." Yup, my sweater vest was on inside out. Nobody at school noticed or at least didn't let me in on the secret. Thank goodnes I noticed it before the kids showed up. So that was the beginning of an interesting morning. The next incident didn't happen until after snack time. I had been rinsing a few things in the kitchen, and when I returned to the classroom, a disturbing (also know as a turding) odor greeted my nose. Now at my old job, if you smelled anything, it was yours for the discover. Well at this job, it's basically my job. The teacher found the source of the aroma, and I led the young three year old, who is potty trained into the bathroom. The only thing worse than chaning a poopy diaper, is changing poopy underwear. She needed to be washed down from her toes to her back. Now this little girl has never had an accident before (says the teacher) so everyone was surprised. She is also one of the little girls that is just learning english. Well I taught her a new word and sign "Pee, yu" and plugging our nose. On a scale of one to ten, ten being the worst - it was a gagger.....beyond ten.
So that's pretty much how my first day of work went. Despite the humourous (only now are they humourous) incidents, I loved the day and look forward to Thursday.
BODY: As of 20 mintues ago (it's now 8:54) I had over 12,000 steps on my pedometer. I would have more, but I needed to remove my sock (which has the pedometer attached) as I step in a little Maya mess. Don't be hard on Maya, though, we keep moving her bathroom box as we are cleaning and organizing. She's getting a little confused. She only peed where her box had been.
MIND: I feel pretty good about being able to laugh at the myself, and the day. There was a time in my life, where this would have put me in a fowl mood. My thanks to Louise Hay, The Secret and great friends who take me for me...
Early Night (might have the bed back in place by tomorrow)
Oh yeah, and happy birthday to my hubby! Next year is the big 5 - 0
Night
Stacey
Well today was my first day of the new job at the preschool. I was a little excited; not really nervous, but ready to start. Because I don't have to be to work until 8:30, I'm able to drive the son to school on my way. So I dropped him off and figured I'd make it to work with extra time to spare. Not the case in winter, but I wasn't late. The sidewalk to the school was a little snowy, so to make a good impression, I shovelled the snow in front of the door first (don't tell Bill, cause there is still snow sitting in front of one of the garage doors at home). So, I walked into the school only to be met by the teacher and the church pastor. As I am making introductions, I remove my coat and books and slip into my indoor shoes. We converse a couple of mintues more and then the teacher and I head to the classroom. Well I'm not sure if I ever told people about the son's first day of school for grade 10. Anyway, he had new clothes and new hair do and I was hoping to drive him to school, but he got dressed and ready downstairs, put on his coat and went the waiting car of a friend's Dad. When he came home from school, I happen to notice that his sweather vest was on inside out. Not one person told him during the day; in fact he had his school picture taken that day, and you can see the tag from his sweater on the outside. Well lets just say I pulled a "son thing." Yup, my sweater vest was on inside out. Nobody at school noticed or at least didn't let me in on the secret. Thank goodnes I noticed it before the kids showed up. So that was the beginning of an interesting morning. The next incident didn't happen until after snack time. I had been rinsing a few things in the kitchen, and when I returned to the classroom, a disturbing (also know as a turding) odor greeted my nose. Now at my old job, if you smelled anything, it was yours for the discover. Well at this job, it's basically my job. The teacher found the source of the aroma, and I led the young three year old, who is potty trained into the bathroom. The only thing worse than chaning a poopy diaper, is changing poopy underwear. She needed to be washed down from her toes to her back. Now this little girl has never had an accident before (says the teacher) so everyone was surprised. She is also one of the little girls that is just learning english. Well I taught her a new word and sign "Pee, yu" and plugging our nose. On a scale of one to ten, ten being the worst - it was a gagger.....beyond ten.
So that's pretty much how my first day of work went. Despite the humourous (only now are they humourous) incidents, I loved the day and look forward to Thursday.
BODY: As of 20 mintues ago (it's now 8:54) I had over 12,000 steps on my pedometer. I would have more, but I needed to remove my sock (which has the pedometer attached) as I step in a little Maya mess. Don't be hard on Maya, though, we keep moving her bathroom box as we are cleaning and organizing. She's getting a little confused. She only peed where her box had been.
MIND: I feel pretty good about being able to laugh at the myself, and the day. There was a time in my life, where this would have put me in a fowl mood. My thanks to Louise Hay, The Secret and great friends who take me for me...
Early Night (might have the bed back in place by tomorrow)
Oh yeah, and happy birthday to my hubby! Next year is the big 5 - 0
Night
Stacey
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