It happend again. I was finished on the computer for the night, turned it off, started walking upstairs and realized - I forgot to do my Blog tonight. Day 50 yet! This should be some type of "Golden" celebration. It's bed time so I shouldn't have cake; it's bed time so I shouldn't drink! It's bed time - I should just go to bed.
A little bit accomplished today. Ran down to Country 105 and picked up my winnings from the other morning. I had my first experience using the parking meters where you can call in with your phone. Note to self - need to remember license plate number. It will save alot of walking back and forth.
After that, I popped in to see my mother-in-law. I thought she looked good today. She seemed a little tired, but her and Dad were watching Chinese movies or soap operas. They were a little violent for my liking. Mom got tired and wanted to go back to bed. She seems weak and her legs gave out on her. Dad helped lift her into bed. He is so gentle with her!!!!! Mom dozed off and I headed out. Had a coffee date with a girlfriend whom I used to work with at Royal Trust. That was over 20 years ago. We've kept in touch sporadically. After she left royal trust to have her two girls, we went out for a visit to their property out north of Cochrane. The daughter was probably 5 or 6 or 7 and the son 2 to 4. Fast forward 11 years later. I decided one New Years that I was going to try and get in touch with some friends that I had lost contact with. One of them was this friend, Laurel. We met for supper in Cochrane, just the two of us. Some time later we discover each other again at soccer games. Her two girls played and in fact the youngest was at Banff camp with my son. How amazing that circle of life goes around!!!!!! The kids are older now and they have formed their own friendship - I just think that is so cool.
The rest of the day was just pretty much house stuff, computer stuff and I even snuck in that 60 minute nap.
BODY: The pedometer is over 10,000 steps. Been practising the new line dance.
MIND: Quote ....."Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget." Thanks Laurel for coming back into my life!
Now I'm turning off the computer and going to bed
Night
Stacey
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Day 49 -316 Days to Go
I was very to close to forgetting to write my blog this evening. My mind was pre-occupied for most of the evening.
Well it's happened. The son found out he did not make the Tier I team. Disappointment doesn't seem strong enough of a word, but devastated seems too strong. So somewhere in between seems to be how he is feeling. My first reaction on hearing the news was silimar to his, only I let my tears flow. My gosh he gave it his best shot. I am so very proud of him, but those words are not comforting to him right now. In fact my company, or anybody's at this point in time, is not how he wishes to deal with this. This is when being a mom of a teenager is difficult. I know I can't fix it, (even the DQ blizzard I bought, and the case of rootbeer Dad bought, brought very little joy.) As young as the son is at 16, he has many wise ways about him. He's not vengeful of those who did make the team. In fact, he was the first to say, there were a lot of good players trying out and a lot of good players had great try outs. Much more mature than I was at that age! No spitefullness (if that's a word) what-so-ever! Did I mention how proud I am of him (Dad is too, but this isn't his blog, so.....) Hopefully over the next few days, he will come to realize everything happens for a reason, and maybe he will have an aww haa moment where it will all make sense. My suggestion to him was to go shopping, cause I know that always lifts my spirits. Well not so much as the shopping as actually buying something. Maybe we need a trip to KICKS!
In changing the mood a litte, I had my second night of line dancing lessons. We are on dance number 3 - sorta. I swear there must be about 25 - 30 ladies in this class, and a good number of them did not do their homework (learn the dances) Either that or they really don't have any co-ordination! I wore the correct footwear tonight, my cowboy boots. What a difference that made. My ankles didn't feel like they were breaking when we did some of those fancy turns.
So if you see me with my IPod shuffle and I'm walking/moving with some fancy foot work, that would be me doing my HOMEWORK!!!!!
BODY: Line dancing - I got over 10,000 steps in again, but I think I might have had more. Unfortunately my pedometer was tucked inside my boots and it might not have reacted to all the moves I was making. On the otherhand, it was a slower night with all the watching and listening to Joe having to repeat himself.!!!!!!
MIND: Henry Ward Beecher quote - "One's best success comes after their greatest disappiontments." I will show the son this quote when his wounds have healed a little bit. Below is a website that shows who Henry Ward Beecher was. I found some of the history about the Chinese immigrants quite interesting.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Henry_Ward_Beecher
Good night to all
and special blessing for having a great family and good friends.
Night
Stacey
Well it's happened. The son found out he did not make the Tier I team. Disappointment doesn't seem strong enough of a word, but devastated seems too strong. So somewhere in between seems to be how he is feeling. My first reaction on hearing the news was silimar to his, only I let my tears flow. My gosh he gave it his best shot. I am so very proud of him, but those words are not comforting to him right now. In fact my company, or anybody's at this point in time, is not how he wishes to deal with this. This is when being a mom of a teenager is difficult. I know I can't fix it, (even the DQ blizzard I bought, and the case of rootbeer Dad bought, brought very little joy.) As young as the son is at 16, he has many wise ways about him. He's not vengeful of those who did make the team. In fact, he was the first to say, there were a lot of good players trying out and a lot of good players had great try outs. Much more mature than I was at that age! No spitefullness (if that's a word) what-so-ever! Did I mention how proud I am of him (Dad is too, but this isn't his blog, so.....) Hopefully over the next few days, he will come to realize everything happens for a reason, and maybe he will have an aww haa moment where it will all make sense. My suggestion to him was to go shopping, cause I know that always lifts my spirits. Well not so much as the shopping as actually buying something. Maybe we need a trip to KICKS!
In changing the mood a litte, I had my second night of line dancing lessons. We are on dance number 3 - sorta. I swear there must be about 25 - 30 ladies in this class, and a good number of them did not do their homework (learn the dances) Either that or they really don't have any co-ordination! I wore the correct footwear tonight, my cowboy boots. What a difference that made. My ankles didn't feel like they were breaking when we did some of those fancy turns.
So if you see me with my IPod shuffle and I'm walking/moving with some fancy foot work, that would be me doing my HOMEWORK!!!!!
BODY: Line dancing - I got over 10,000 steps in again, but I think I might have had more. Unfortunately my pedometer was tucked inside my boots and it might not have reacted to all the moves I was making. On the otherhand, it was a slower night with all the watching and listening to Joe having to repeat himself.!!!!!!
MIND: Henry Ward Beecher quote - "One's best success comes after their greatest disappiontments." I will show the son this quote when his wounds have healed a little bit. Below is a website that shows who Henry Ward Beecher was. I found some of the history about the Chinese immigrants quite interesting.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Henry_Ward_Beecher
Good night to all
and special blessing for having a great family and good friends.
Night
Stacey
Monday, September 28, 2009
Day 48 - 317 Days to Go
I love contests. I especially love winning contests. Maybe that will be my new job! Just entering contests to see what I can win. As you've probably guessed, I won something today. That's right. I'm back. Today it was the radio station Country 105. I woke up around 6:30 am, turned on the radio, and heard the rooster crow (if that's what roosters do)The phone was already on the bed, I dialed the number, cause that is one number I have memorized 403-508-9000. (my sister's work number is very similar so sometimes I get the two mixed-up, but not this morning) It started to ring and at first I thought I dialed my sister's work number. But I just stayed on the line, cause I was too lazy to redial. Low and behold Robin from Country 105 (as opposed to Robin, my sister)answered. In my most perky voice (remember it's 6:35ish) said good morning. Well I was still in a little shock that I got through so when the bantering back and forth started, I may have said to much information (the son heard me talking about him on the radio). But it was worth it. What did I win, you're asking? A trip to Italy - NOT. It was tickets to the Cdn Rodeo Tour Championships this weekend which included a concert by Lonestar. So if you're not into country music, you won't really be impressed. I also won ticekts to Jubilations Dinner Theatre. I had a great start to my day, and it just got better.
Had lunch with a good friend today. We went to Milestones in MarketMall. That is the first time I had been there (in Market Mall) It was very good. Our waiter earned his tip and more.
After a quick trip home to clean, I was off to pick up the son and head to soccer training. I think I might have found my new job (ok it's only volunteering, but it looks like a lot of fun) The soccer group runs camps for little kids. They basically are learning to be away from their parents and kick a ball. I had a smile on my face the entire time. Hmmmm will really need to think this one through.
Dropped the son off at the dentist afterwards, ran into Superstore and picked up a few groceries .... and arrived home finally around 8:15ish. No wonder I'm tired tonight.
BODY: Got over 10,000 steps in tonight. Probably from walking around the soccer dome, watching the kids. (that and superstore)Also enjoyed a nice cup of tea at lunch. This was in place of my usual diet coke!!!!!!
MIND:Just watching the little ones today made me realize I still want to work with kids. I've put that out there, lets see what comes back to greet me!!!!
With regards to the radio contest, I had decided this morning, that I needed to start listening to the radio in the morning if I was ever going to get a chance to win something. Put it in the universe and it came back!!!!
Off to bed, with many blessings
Night
Stacey
Had lunch with a good friend today. We went to Milestones in MarketMall. That is the first time I had been there (in Market Mall) It was very good. Our waiter earned his tip and more.
After a quick trip home to clean, I was off to pick up the son and head to soccer training. I think I might have found my new job (ok it's only volunteering, but it looks like a lot of fun) The soccer group runs camps for little kids. They basically are learning to be away from their parents and kick a ball. I had a smile on my face the entire time. Hmmmm will really need to think this one through.
Dropped the son off at the dentist afterwards, ran into Superstore and picked up a few groceries .... and arrived home finally around 8:15ish. No wonder I'm tired tonight.
BODY: Got over 10,000 steps in tonight. Probably from walking around the soccer dome, watching the kids. (that and superstore)Also enjoyed a nice cup of tea at lunch. This was in place of my usual diet coke!!!!!!
MIND:Just watching the little ones today made me realize I still want to work with kids. I've put that out there, lets see what comes back to greet me!!!!
With regards to the radio contest, I had decided this morning, that I needed to start listening to the radio in the morning if I was ever going to get a chance to win something. Put it in the universe and it came back!!!!
Off to bed, with many blessings
Night
Stacey
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Day 47 - 318 Days to Go
The end to a very fast weekend! Did not accomplish alot today. The morning started out the same as Saturday - soccer game in the south at 10:00. Of course we had to leave the house by 8:30 so was up early again. The team had a great showing today. Out of the three games they have played, this was probably the best as a team, and I thought the son played well today as well. But instead of heading home afterwards, the son and his friend Mike, wanted to stay and watch more soccer. Let me rephrase that, they wanted to stay and watch the girls play soccer. I on the other had was in need of a nap, so had a short one in the car while the "Threat" played. I woke up just as the final whistled blew. Quickly I composed myself, got my bearings and was ready to go. Waiting, waiting, waiting....no son, no Mike. They must have gone over to congratulate the girls. Still waiting...no son, no Mike. I decided to go and drag them back to the car. They were already on the other side of the field and it was a good 15/20 mintues before they made their way back to the car!!!!!! I really think the son should go out for Halloween this year. Maybe wear a white sheet, with little baby yellow Easter Chicks attached all over it.. He could go as a chick magnet!!!!!!
Did we head home. No, the boys were hungry and in fairness to them, I was too. We made a pit stop at the Earls and then headed out on the Deerfoot to take Mike home. Both the son and I needed a nap by the time we got home, and that was around 3:30ish. Hopefully I can accomplish a lot more tomorrow!
BODY: My body needed the sleep today, and I obliged by having my nap in the car. I also treated myself (and Bill) to a nice hot cup of tea tonight. For some reason, I just felt the urge for that calmness! I really need to do that more often. Pedometer read over 6000 steps - I plan on doing better tomorrow.
MIND: My mind got the same type of rest that my body did today! Other thank contemplating the options of indoor soccer season, my mind was pretty much in relax mode. I am trying to keep a positive outlook on any soccer outcomes, and hopefully I can pass those on to the son when all has been decided.
The tea has relaxed me and I am ready for more sleep.
Good night
Stacey
Did we head home. No, the boys were hungry and in fairness to them, I was too. We made a pit stop at the Earls and then headed out on the Deerfoot to take Mike home. Both the son and I needed a nap by the time we got home, and that was around 3:30ish. Hopefully I can accomplish a lot more tomorrow!
BODY: My body needed the sleep today, and I obliged by having my nap in the car. I also treated myself (and Bill) to a nice hot cup of tea tonight. For some reason, I just felt the urge for that calmness! I really need to do that more often. Pedometer read over 6000 steps - I plan on doing better tomorrow.
MIND: My mind got the same type of rest that my body did today! Other thank contemplating the options of indoor soccer season, my mind was pretty much in relax mode. I am trying to keep a positive outlook on any soccer outcomes, and hopefully I can pass those on to the son when all has been decided.
The tea has relaxed me and I am ready for more sleep.
Good night
Stacey
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Day 46 - 319 Days to Go
Today wasn't a high energy day for me; in mind or body. I have memorized my two lines dances so well, I can do them in my sleep - and certainly without music. The skill will be to remember the name attached to each!
The day started with an early morning and a soccer game. I'm not sure I can find one exit out of the Hamptons and NW calgary without running into construction. And just when you think you've found the route, low and behold there is construction. This city is going to look amazing when it is finally finished!!!
Back to soccer; the Blizzard team won with a score of 1 to 0. There are still 20-22 players on the team and I believe they are cutting it down to 16. There are going to be some very disappointed boys and probably some angry parents. I will just be glad when the tryouts are over and we can start scheduling our life.
BODY: I could have gotten my 10,000 steps today, but I chose to work on Christmas presents on the computer and with that, my butt muscles were put to the test (or rest) instead. I did manage to get in over 6000 steps though.
MIND: "Focus on being grateful for what you have already - enjoy it, then release into the universe - the universe will manifest it." This is from the secret, and I am grateful that the son is getting a chance to try out for a Tier I soccer team!!!! Just putting it out there in the universe!!!!!
I'm tired and it's late.
Night
Stacey
The day started with an early morning and a soccer game. I'm not sure I can find one exit out of the Hamptons and NW calgary without running into construction. And just when you think you've found the route, low and behold there is construction. This city is going to look amazing when it is finally finished!!!
Back to soccer; the Blizzard team won with a score of 1 to 0. There are still 20-22 players on the team and I believe they are cutting it down to 16. There are going to be some very disappointed boys and probably some angry parents. I will just be glad when the tryouts are over and we can start scheduling our life.
BODY: I could have gotten my 10,000 steps today, but I chose to work on Christmas presents on the computer and with that, my butt muscles were put to the test (or rest) instead. I did manage to get in over 6000 steps though.
MIND: "Focus on being grateful for what you have already - enjoy it, then release into the universe - the universe will manifest it." This is from the secret, and I am grateful that the son is getting a chance to try out for a Tier I soccer team!!!! Just putting it out there in the universe!!!!!
I'm tired and it's late.
Night
Stacey
Friday, September 25, 2009
Day 45 - 320 Days to Go
Todays topic. Paranoia - and believe it or not, it's not mine. I admit, in my more youthful days I was probably one of the biggest paranoids out there. I think that comes with low self esteem, or lack of confidence in one's self image. Mine could have been a little of both. I know I was always wondering what people would be thinking of me if I did do something, or didn't do something. Although I don't think that is necessarily a bad thing, but the actually caring what people think is where the paranoia can be destructive. Why this topic today? Well without going into too much detail (to avoid outing anyone in particular - and no Shaunan, I'm not talking about you this time!!!!!!!)I received some correspondence today that made me realize that recent decisions I have made were definetly (not probably) the right decisions. I guess that is why hind sight always opens your eyes.
Had a nice dinner date a friend and my sister. We tried Ric's Grill. It was pretty good. It was nice to Grace again. We always talk about getting together and it goes by the way side. Finally we set a date, and made it happen. Received some beautiful jewellery from my sister for my birthday. Hopefully Grace and I convinced her that she should be making and selling her works. They are beautiful - the waiter even said he'd pay good money for the earrings and ring!!!!!!
BODY: 8000 steps today. Not a great result considering the wonderful food I had at supper (and cheesecake) But I did do something else for my body today. I gave myself a facial. It felt great and refreshing.
MIND: Susna Sontag quote...."I envy paranoids; they actually feel people are paying attention to them. Below is a website that gives you a little insight as to who Susan Sontag was.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Susan_Sontag
This just seemed appropriate as I spent some time reviewing events of the morning!!!
I'm tired and full so I think it's bed time for me.
Night
Stacey
Had a nice dinner date a friend and my sister. We tried Ric's Grill. It was pretty good. It was nice to Grace again. We always talk about getting together and it goes by the way side. Finally we set a date, and made it happen. Received some beautiful jewellery from my sister for my birthday. Hopefully Grace and I convinced her that she should be making and selling her works. They are beautiful - the waiter even said he'd pay good money for the earrings and ring!!!!!!
BODY: 8000 steps today. Not a great result considering the wonderful food I had at supper (and cheesecake) But I did do something else for my body today. I gave myself a facial. It felt great and refreshing.
MIND: Susna Sontag quote...."I envy paranoids; they actually feel people are paying attention to them. Below is a website that gives you a little insight as to who Susan Sontag was.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Susan_Sontag
This just seemed appropriate as I spent some time reviewing events of the morning!!!
I'm tired and full so I think it's bed time for me.
Night
Stacey
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Day 44 - 321 Days to Go
Not a very exciting day for a Thursday. The furnace room is not quite done. Right now it looks a little bit like a disaster zone. Boxes everywhere. I did get two bags of clothes taken to the charity bins. Spent the evening running a few errands and then socializing at the soccer dome. That's my sport for the winter. The son plays indoor soccer; I socialize. Was hoping to see my friend Shaunan, but with two boys the same age, she has a hard time splitting herself in two. Hopefully we'll catch up soon. The tryouts are a time to see familiar faces; catch up with old friends; and be thankful that the son still has a passion for soccer to fill up some of his free time (and mine)!
BODY: Over the 10,000 steps again tonight. This line dancing is keeping me fit. I think I am going to have to do some exercises for my ankles though. Some of these little moves are using muscles I didn't know I had!!!
MIND: Lousie Hay... "The past is over and done and cannot be changed. This is the only moment we can experience." I hope all the U18 boys (and girls) who were at try-outs tonight could live with this motto.
Many thankful fors... when I go to sleep tonight
Night
Stacey
BODY: Over the 10,000 steps again tonight. This line dancing is keeping me fit. I think I am going to have to do some exercises for my ankles though. Some of these little moves are using muscles I didn't know I had!!!
MIND: Lousie Hay... "The past is over and done and cannot be changed. This is the only moment we can experience." I hope all the U18 boys (and girls) who were at try-outs tonight could live with this motto.
Many thankful fors... when I go to sleep tonight
Night
Stacey
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Day 43 - 322 Days to Go
The day had a hectic start to it. The son has to be at school by 7:00 am (early class on Mon/Wed)and Bill usually gives him a ride these two days. Well Bill got up at 6:30 and there was still no life from the dungeon. Turns out, his alarm went off, a few times and he just kept hitting the snooze button. I wonder if a lesson will be learned about "GOING TO BED EARLIER!" So rather than go back to sleep, (cause I can do that now), I read a little, wrote in my journal a little and got ready for my day. I had planned on visiting my Mom in the morning. She wasn't impressed with me because I didn't come to visit on the Tuesday when she asked!!! So before I left I had to go on-line at 10:00 for KISS tickets!!! That's right - Bill and I like to think we are members of the KISS Army. Actually if we were real members we would pay the $75.00 U.S. and get emails directly about their concerts. I guess you could say we're just on the KISS reserve list. The tickets were for pre-sale today, but unfortunately the only code I had was for ARMY members! Alas we'll have to try again Saturday when they go on sale to the general public! Think postive - we will get good seats!!!!
So after that little bit of disappointment, I headed out to visit my mom. While driving, I had one of those family moments, and the visit turned out a little different. Picked up Mom and went to visit my sister Sharry! I love the new Stony Trail!!!! Had lunch there; nice visit and took Mom back home. I thought that gesture on my part, would be welcoming, but I think Mom was disappointed when I didn't come up afterwards!!!!! Damned if I do, damned if I don't. I could almost make that my quote today!!!! The rest of the day was guilt free and I am doing my blog before 9:00 pm. I'm on a roll!!!
BODY: Over 10,000 steps today - why? - Line Dancing, line dancing, line dancing! I love it. I have the Cowgirl Twist memorized. I can do it to many songs and it's great exercise. I just hope nobody driving by in the golf carts were staring through the screen door, because I added the vocals while listening to my Ipod. Below is a link to the You Tube sight where you can see this particular dance (not me, but just as good as....)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzWGuRya5xk
MIND: Although I was dealing with some negative guilt thoughts today, I have come out of that quickly and realized I am in control of my own thoughts. I can't feel guilty unless I let myself!!! I know I'm repeating myself, but sometimes it needs to be done. Having said that, I thought this quote by Robert Brault was very appropriate....."A mom forgives us of all our faults, not mention one or two we don't even have!" Amen to that.
I'm not even going to say good night yet, cause I'm going to go and practise more line dancing.
Tahh Tah
Stacey
So after that little bit of disappointment, I headed out to visit my mom. While driving, I had one of those family moments, and the visit turned out a little different. Picked up Mom and went to visit my sister Sharry! I love the new Stony Trail!!!! Had lunch there; nice visit and took Mom back home. I thought that gesture on my part, would be welcoming, but I think Mom was disappointed when I didn't come up afterwards!!!!! Damned if I do, damned if I don't. I could almost make that my quote today!!!! The rest of the day was guilt free and I am doing my blog before 9:00 pm. I'm on a roll!!!
BODY: Over 10,000 steps today - why? - Line Dancing, line dancing, line dancing! I love it. I have the Cowgirl Twist memorized. I can do it to many songs and it's great exercise. I just hope nobody driving by in the golf carts were staring through the screen door, because I added the vocals while listening to my Ipod. Below is a link to the You Tube sight where you can see this particular dance (not me, but just as good as....)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzWGuRya5xk
MIND: Although I was dealing with some negative guilt thoughts today, I have come out of that quickly and realized I am in control of my own thoughts. I can't feel guilty unless I let myself!!! I know I'm repeating myself, but sometimes it needs to be done. Having said that, I thought this quote by Robert Brault was very appropriate....."A mom forgives us of all our faults, not mention one or two we don't even have!" Amen to that.
I'm not even going to say good night yet, cause I'm going to go and practise more line dancing.
Tahh Tah
Stacey
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Day 42 - 323 Days to Go
Today was a roller coaster kind of day! The furnace room is not as easy to empty as I thought it would be. The box of kids books was my first task. I found a few that are ready to be given away, but that still leaves all the Franklin books, Little Critters, and Clifford, The Big Red Dog. Not outstanding literature, but very sentimental never the less. My kids loved these books; these are the books I read to them over and over and over. They are not "garage sale" bin books (well they could be if they didn't have the sentimental factor). No these are the books that need to be passed on to a new generation. Look out Miss Caylee, your home library is going to get full, very fast!!!!!
Tomorrow I am moving on to the boxes. Empty boxes; empty boxes filled with empty boxes. It's a Bill thing, don't ask!
That takes us to supper time. This is the second time I have ruined a very good rack of ribs. I got the recipe from my sister in law Anne. I followed the recipe to the best of my ability. It said to leave them in the 375 oven for 1 1/2 hours to 2 hours. No where did it say to check on them to see if they were burning. I need precise instructions. When Anne made them, they were tender, mouth watering, fall off the bone delicious. When I make them they were burnt tasting dry ribs. Not the outcome I was going for....... Kudos to the son and Bill for eating them anyway.
The last part of my day was filled with my ultimate dream and one of the items on my 50 things to do list. Actually I covered two things from that list. The first was I drove by our old house in Westgate - 248 Westwood Drive. It's still blue, it appears to have the same steep backyard. I lived them from the age of 5 1/2 til the end of grade 5. As I drove there, I recalled friends homes, the route to school, and there was such a familararity from many dreams I've had about the neighborhood. It brought back many great memories.
The second item on my list was.......Line Dancing..... I signed up back in June, and our first class was tonight. I was in heaven. Learned two dances and had a great time. This is what I'll be doing every Tuesday for the next 12 weeks. Once I have the You-Tube website for the dances, I'll post them so you can see what I've learned (and I can have help with remembering) It was so much fun, I can't wait to practise in the morning and get my cowboy boots out!!!!!! Yeah haw!!!
BODY: Needless to say I am over my 10,000 steps. Partly from my furnace room cleaning; partly from taking Maya for her courgar walk; but mostly from my line dancing!!!!!
MIND: My face has the biggest smile as I write this and think about my line dancing. I think this quote from the hilarious Lucille Ball says it all "It's a helluva start, being able to recognize what makes you happy." Line dancing makes me happy.
Night to all
Stacey
Tomorrow I am moving on to the boxes. Empty boxes; empty boxes filled with empty boxes. It's a Bill thing, don't ask!
That takes us to supper time. This is the second time I have ruined a very good rack of ribs. I got the recipe from my sister in law Anne. I followed the recipe to the best of my ability. It said to leave them in the 375 oven for 1 1/2 hours to 2 hours. No where did it say to check on them to see if they were burning. I need precise instructions. When Anne made them, they were tender, mouth watering, fall off the bone delicious. When I make them they were burnt tasting dry ribs. Not the outcome I was going for....... Kudos to the son and Bill for eating them anyway.
The last part of my day was filled with my ultimate dream and one of the items on my 50 things to do list. Actually I covered two things from that list. The first was I drove by our old house in Westgate - 248 Westwood Drive. It's still blue, it appears to have the same steep backyard. I lived them from the age of 5 1/2 til the end of grade 5. As I drove there, I recalled friends homes, the route to school, and there was such a familararity from many dreams I've had about the neighborhood. It brought back many great memories.
The second item on my list was.......Line Dancing..... I signed up back in June, and our first class was tonight. I was in heaven. Learned two dances and had a great time. This is what I'll be doing every Tuesday for the next 12 weeks. Once I have the You-Tube website for the dances, I'll post them so you can see what I've learned (and I can have help with remembering) It was so much fun, I can't wait to practise in the morning and get my cowboy boots out!!!!!! Yeah haw!!!
BODY: Needless to say I am over my 10,000 steps. Partly from my furnace room cleaning; partly from taking Maya for her courgar walk; but mostly from my line dancing!!!!!
MIND: My face has the biggest smile as I write this and think about my line dancing. I think this quote from the hilarious Lucille Ball says it all "It's a helluva start, being able to recognize what makes you happy." Line dancing makes me happy.
Night to all
Stacey
Monday, September 21, 2009
Day 41 - 324 Days To Go
If I hadn't been so tired this morning, Maya would have a baby sister right now. For those who know the story behind Maya, you'll know exactly what I am talking about. And if you don't know the story, well, email me and I'll fill you in. Wine is not Bill's drink of choice and I think it will be a very long time before he partakes in wine tasting again (Karen you win!!!)
Despite my tiredness and slow pace today, I did manage to get a few things accomplished. Drove the son to school for his early class. Turns out we both could have slept in an extra hour because the class was moved to NOON! My goal this week is the furnace room and all it's contents. How many duffel/school/workout/laptop/backpack bags does one family need? Top that off with horse stuff; soccer stuff and even a raised toilet seat (saving that for my old age)I'll keep you posted on how the furnace room fares out.
BODY: Couldn't find my pedometer this morning! Actually still haven't found it, but I'm pretty sure I reached over 10,000,000,000,000 steps. Ok maybe it just feels like that, but I did get Maya out for her walk so I'm happy with that.
MIND: Today's quote is a little bit more philosophical than yesterdays (remember the five dollar bills) It comes from Louise Hay. I felt it was useful to me today as I tried to make sure everyone had a positve outcome to their day and forgot at one point to make sure I was having a positve day. My Monday started with me thinking "This is not how I planned to spend my Monday!" ......quote "You are not a helpless victim of your own thoughts, but rather a master of your own mind!"
My Monday turned out just fine, and I got most of the things done I had planned!!!!
Good Night
Stacey
Despite my tiredness and slow pace today, I did manage to get a few things accomplished. Drove the son to school for his early class. Turns out we both could have slept in an extra hour because the class was moved to NOON! My goal this week is the furnace room and all it's contents. How many duffel/school/workout/laptop/backpack bags does one family need? Top that off with horse stuff; soccer stuff and even a raised toilet seat (saving that for my old age)I'll keep you posted on how the furnace room fares out.
BODY: Couldn't find my pedometer this morning! Actually still haven't found it, but I'm pretty sure I reached over 10,000,000,000,000 steps. Ok maybe it just feels like that, but I did get Maya out for her walk so I'm happy with that.
MIND: Today's quote is a little bit more philosophical than yesterdays (remember the five dollar bills) It comes from Louise Hay. I felt it was useful to me today as I tried to make sure everyone had a positve outcome to their day and forgot at one point to make sure I was having a positve day. My Monday started with me thinking "This is not how I planned to spend my Monday!" ......quote "You are not a helpless victim of your own thoughts, but rather a master of your own mind!"
My Monday turned out just fine, and I got most of the things done I had planned!!!!
Good Night
Stacey
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Day 40 - 325 Days to Go
Just had another Steve Urkel moment. I couldn't remember how many days were in a year and I thought I was totally off on my counting for the blog. Thanks to the son and the "adopted" son for setting me straight!
Had a lovely birthday day. Started out at the soccer field at 9:15 am, in the rain, watching the son in his try-out game! A quick stop in to see my mother-in-law and home for my birthday nap. Bill took us out for supper to the club. I think this is going to be my new birthday tradition. Great food and great service. Ben and Karen joined Bill and I and the son and "adopted" son. We had been waiting to take Ben and Karen out for dinner for their birthdays since back in late June, so it was nice they could finally join us. I think Karen and Bill bonded over the wine - Karen went home with a nice white wine haze and Bill walked home in a nice white wine stupor. Seven A.M. will come very soon for both of them tomorrow. The food was great, the dessert even better, and the company, priceless!!
I also love FACEBOOK. So many birthday wishes from near and far!
BODY: I walked home from the club house after supper. Could have gotten a ride from Ben and Karen, but I made a conscious choice to get exercise (and keep Bill company so he wouldn't get lost in the dark.)
MIND: In honor of my birthday, I've decided to include a quote I recently received from my "sister" Janice. I'm not sure of the author (although I would love to take credit) but ponder this over the next day or two.
"Have you ever wondered if the five dollar bills in your wallet were ever in a strippers butt crack? If not, you're wondering now!
Good Night and thanks for the wonderful birthday wishes
Stacey
Had a lovely birthday day. Started out at the soccer field at 9:15 am, in the rain, watching the son in his try-out game! A quick stop in to see my mother-in-law and home for my birthday nap. Bill took us out for supper to the club. I think this is going to be my new birthday tradition. Great food and great service. Ben and Karen joined Bill and I and the son and "adopted" son. We had been waiting to take Ben and Karen out for dinner for their birthdays since back in late June, so it was nice they could finally join us. I think Karen and Bill bonded over the wine - Karen went home with a nice white wine haze and Bill walked home in a nice white wine stupor. Seven A.M. will come very soon for both of them tomorrow. The food was great, the dessert even better, and the company, priceless!!
I also love FACEBOOK. So many birthday wishes from near and far!
BODY: I walked home from the club house after supper. Could have gotten a ride from Ben and Karen, but I made a conscious choice to get exercise (and keep Bill company so he wouldn't get lost in the dark.)
MIND: In honor of my birthday, I've decided to include a quote I recently received from my "sister" Janice. I'm not sure of the author (although I would love to take credit) but ponder this over the next day or two.
"Have you ever wondered if the five dollar bills in your wallet were ever in a strippers butt crack? If not, you're wondering now!
Good Night and thanks for the wonderful birthday wishes
Stacey
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Day 39 - 326 Days to Go
Not a very exciting day for a Saturday. Although I did get to sleep in until 11:15. Actually I was up earlier 7:30ish for breakfast, but still wasn't feeling up to par so went back to bed. That was probably the best sleep I have had in the past few days. Did some cleanup around the house and then went to watch some soccer over at the Inland Fields. The son got his call for the next try-out so he needed a jersey for the tryout/game on Sunday. Had a nice visit with some Hurricane parents. That was probably the excitement of the entire day! I did get some projects finished up - 2 down 3,409,304 left to go (or so it seems)
BODY: Got over 5,000 steps in today. Not bad considering I slept in until 11:15ish and I didn't put my pedometer on until after lunch. I'll take it for today, but will try and do better tomorrow.
MIND: "Know that you are the perfect age. Each year is special and precious, for you shall only live it once. Be comfortable with growing older." I thought that quote from Louise Hay was very appropriate considering my upcoming birthday tomorrow. If my math is correct (and we know I have some issues with that) I should be turning 48 tomorrow. 48, that number seems so large for some reason. I was 5 when I became an Auntie for the first time; That means I was 21 when my dad passed away; I was 23 when I got married; I was 28 (less a week) when Ashley was born; I was 31 when Patrick was born; I've know Bill for 32 years; I was 47 when I became a great-auntie for the 7th time. Hmmmm. What does the future hold for me! There are a lot of things that I would like to change about myself, but getting older is not one of them.
Night and Early happy birthday to me
Stacey
BODY: Got over 5,000 steps in today. Not bad considering I slept in until 11:15ish and I didn't put my pedometer on until after lunch. I'll take it for today, but will try and do better tomorrow.
MIND: "Know that you are the perfect age. Each year is special and precious, for you shall only live it once. Be comfortable with growing older." I thought that quote from Louise Hay was very appropriate considering my upcoming birthday tomorrow. If my math is correct (and we know I have some issues with that) I should be turning 48 tomorrow. 48, that number seems so large for some reason. I was 5 when I became an Auntie for the first time; That means I was 21 when my dad passed away; I was 23 when I got married; I was 28 (less a week) when Ashley was born; I was 31 when Patrick was born; I've know Bill for 32 years; I was 47 when I became a great-auntie for the 7th time. Hmmmm. What does the future hold for me! There are a lot of things that I would like to change about myself, but getting older is not one of them.
Night and Early happy birthday to me
Stacey
Friday, September 18, 2009
Day 38 - 327 Days to Go
If there was any day that was a test of my commitment to this blog, today was one of those days! I have had one of those lingering headaches all day! "Too much computer, not enough water, too much stress, not enough sleep! Not sure if it is one of the above or none of the above. But by the time I got home from work this afternoon, I needed a power nap. Unfortunately when I woke up I felt worse and almost flu like.
I going to use the headache excuse as a reason I pulled a "Steve Urkel" this morning. When I woke up this morning, I was worried how the daughter was doing, so I thought I would give her a call. It was 7:00 am our time, so it would have been 9:00 in Peterborough. So I phone once; went to voice mail. She must have gotten to bed late and was sleeping in. Tried again at 9:30 am her time. Still no answer but goes to voice mail a little faster. I quickly redial thinking maybe she tried to phone me back and I was on the line. Again, voice mail. I figure I'll be patient and wait a little while and let her call me. No call by 10:00 am: Is she ignoring me, I ask myself. No, she probably was in the shower. K, I try again. Still no answer, still the voice mail. I climb out of bed and run downstairs to the computer. I know if I send her an email it will go directly to her blackberry. Sometimes I impress myself. So I turn on the computer, wait for it to load. Think of what I am going to tell her!!!!!! I quickly check to see if I have any emails myself - oh wait, there is one from Ashley. And just like her dad, the actual message fits in the subject line. "STOP PHONING, I'M IN CLASS!" Oops. (I like to treat my kids equally, cause I did that to Patrick once before). So around 11:30 am my time, the daughter phones me and I get the details. While I was trying to phone her, she was in the middle of some river, water up to her hip waders, while netting fish and observing them. Her phone was on the bank, with the ringer on. She had to explain over and over to her classmates to just ignore the million times it rang. To be fair, only 20 of the times were me! Moral of the story, try and remember when your daughter tells you she has a class in the morning and she'll be in cold water for most of it.
BODY: I am drinking lots of liquids, taking tylenol nad resting my eyes. What else could I possibly do for my body today. (Other than have someone else take care of me)
MIND: I think my illness proves one of the theories I've been reading about - negative thoughts can bring on sickness! I think all my worrying about the son and daughter made my forget to think positively. I didn't use any of the techniques I have learned. So from this blog forward (at least for the rest of today) I am going to try and use them.
Night and hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. Sorry let me change that.
Night and I will feel better tomorrow.
Stacey
I going to use the headache excuse as a reason I pulled a "Steve Urkel" this morning. When I woke up this morning, I was worried how the daughter was doing, so I thought I would give her a call. It was 7:00 am our time, so it would have been 9:00 in Peterborough. So I phone once; went to voice mail. She must have gotten to bed late and was sleeping in. Tried again at 9:30 am her time. Still no answer but goes to voice mail a little faster. I quickly redial thinking maybe she tried to phone me back and I was on the line. Again, voice mail. I figure I'll be patient and wait a little while and let her call me. No call by 10:00 am: Is she ignoring me, I ask myself. No, she probably was in the shower. K, I try again. Still no answer, still the voice mail. I climb out of bed and run downstairs to the computer. I know if I send her an email it will go directly to her blackberry. Sometimes I impress myself. So I turn on the computer, wait for it to load. Think of what I am going to tell her!!!!!! I quickly check to see if I have any emails myself - oh wait, there is one from Ashley. And just like her dad, the actual message fits in the subject line. "STOP PHONING, I'M IN CLASS!" Oops. (I like to treat my kids equally, cause I did that to Patrick once before). So around 11:30 am my time, the daughter phones me and I get the details. While I was trying to phone her, she was in the middle of some river, water up to her hip waders, while netting fish and observing them. Her phone was on the bank, with the ringer on. She had to explain over and over to her classmates to just ignore the million times it rang. To be fair, only 20 of the times were me! Moral of the story, try and remember when your daughter tells you she has a class in the morning and she'll be in cold water for most of it.
BODY: I am drinking lots of liquids, taking tylenol nad resting my eyes. What else could I possibly do for my body today. (Other than have someone else take care of me)
MIND: I think my illness proves one of the theories I've been reading about - negative thoughts can bring on sickness! I think all my worrying about the son and daughter made my forget to think positively. I didn't use any of the techniques I have learned. So from this blog forward (at least for the rest of today) I am going to try and use them.
Night and hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. Sorry let me change that.
Night and I will feel better tomorrow.
Stacey
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Day 37 - 328 Days to Go
Today, got nuthing!!!! Wait, that's not very positive. Let's try this again. Today was a quiet relaxing day. I COULD have got in a jog on the treadmill, but I chose to relax a little longer in bed. When I woke up it was time to hop in the shower and get ready for my lunch date with Rose. Rose and I have this tradition, we don't talk all year (a little exageration), then we get together for each's other's birthdays and go for lunch. I always pick Chiantis for my birthday lunch and I always order the linguini kitsalano. My favorite. Thats where we went today, and that's what I had for lunch. Delicious. Thanks Rose, for the great food, the well wishes and our continued friendship. It doesn't take us long to catch up on all our news.
BODY: I COULD have done 10,000 steps today, but it turns out I only got in 5,000. And that's ok today, because I did get some yard work in and that forced me to do a lot of bending. (You'd think weeds would be much easier to pull after a rain)
MIND: I used alot of pathways in my brain today. I was pulling out all my hidden cliches, words of wisdom, phrases of encouragement. I didn't realize I had such a storage system up there. Both kids are dealing with some stress. Each is just as important to themself as the other's but totally different circumstances. The boy is hoping he has a shot at a Tier 1 soccer team. He's worked hard this past year to improve and prove his abilities. The waiting is driving him nuts (and me even nuttier - if that's possible) The girl, she's going through a break-up and not of her doing. She's feeling the pain, and to date has not experienced anything this bad. My only wish is that I could give her a small look into the future to show her she'll get through this; and she'll even give love a chance again. I'm not sure if she'd appreciate me seranading her with the Brad Paisley song "If I could write a letter to me." If you listen to the words of that song it speaks exactly to this moment.
If I could write a letter to me,
I'd send it back in time, to myself at 17.
First I'd prove it's me by saying, look under your bed,
theres a Skoal can and a playboy, no one else will know you hid.
Then I'd say I know it's tough. When you break up after 7 months.
Yeah I know you really like her, and it just don't seem fair.
All I can say is pain like that is fast and it's rare..
And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
She wasn't right for you
And still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back
And you're wondering if you'll survive
You'll make it through this and you'll see
You're still around to write this letter to me
So I sing myself to sleep and send my positive energy
to both kids ways !!!!!
Night
Stacey
BODY: I COULD have done 10,000 steps today, but it turns out I only got in 5,000. And that's ok today, because I did get some yard work in and that forced me to do a lot of bending. (You'd think weeds would be much easier to pull after a rain)
MIND: I used alot of pathways in my brain today. I was pulling out all my hidden cliches, words of wisdom, phrases of encouragement. I didn't realize I had such a storage system up there. Both kids are dealing with some stress. Each is just as important to themself as the other's but totally different circumstances. The boy is hoping he has a shot at a Tier 1 soccer team. He's worked hard this past year to improve and prove his abilities. The waiting is driving him nuts (and me even nuttier - if that's possible) The girl, she's going through a break-up and not of her doing. She's feeling the pain, and to date has not experienced anything this bad. My only wish is that I could give her a small look into the future to show her she'll get through this; and she'll even give love a chance again. I'm not sure if she'd appreciate me seranading her with the Brad Paisley song "If I could write a letter to me." If you listen to the words of that song it speaks exactly to this moment.
If I could write a letter to me,
I'd send it back in time, to myself at 17.
First I'd prove it's me by saying, look under your bed,
theres a Skoal can and a playboy, no one else will know you hid.
Then I'd say I know it's tough. When you break up after 7 months.
Yeah I know you really like her, and it just don't seem fair.
All I can say is pain like that is fast and it's rare..
And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
She wasn't right for you
And still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back
And you're wondering if you'll survive
You'll make it through this and you'll see
You're still around to write this letter to me
So I sing myself to sleep and send my positive energy
to both kids ways !!!!!
Night
Stacey
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Day 36 - 329 Days to Go
How can it be Wednesday already? I think I have to think of a new line! My answer to everything these days seems to be "I can do it, I'm unemployed!" Pretty soon, I won't have time to be unemployed!
Had a nice visit with my mother-in-law this morning. She was up and going for a short walk when I arrived. She doesn't talk much, but she did have short conversations with me today. I wish I knew what she was thinking as she walks around this hospice. We went past one room that was been cleaned and refurnished! Does she understand this - what's happening. Except for these type of encounters, it really is a very calming, pleasant place to be in. I must remember to keep the hospices on my list of charities each year. They do a wonderful job.
The son had another soccer tryout this evening. I hadn't planned on staying to watch, but got caught up in the excitement. Although I spent half the night visiting with friends. The son was a little dejected after the try-out. He didn't feel he had played his best. He felt uncoordinated. My fingers are crossed and my positive energy is flowing his way. He has worked very hard for this. It's hard watching him not be happy with his performance. This is where parenting is put to its test. What to say? What's the right thing to do?
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in again today. Part of this was from taking Maya for her walk. She is getting a little over protective when people are just standing around. If they are just walking by, she's fine, but if they are standing there, she must think they are going to jump us or something.
MIND: Finished tape one of Louise Hay. I am going to have to listen to her in the house with paper and pencil in hand. She has some excellent exercises for figuring out why we put ourselves down. We are to make a list of things we don't like about ourselves and things that we felt were negative in our childhood - either from parents, older siblings, teachers, coaches etc. And then see if any of these things match up. Could this be where we get some of our perceptions from! Hmmm. Will try it over the weekend and see where it comes out!
Off to bed early.
Night
STacey
Had a nice visit with my mother-in-law this morning. She was up and going for a short walk when I arrived. She doesn't talk much, but she did have short conversations with me today. I wish I knew what she was thinking as she walks around this hospice. We went past one room that was been cleaned and refurnished! Does she understand this - what's happening. Except for these type of encounters, it really is a very calming, pleasant place to be in. I must remember to keep the hospices on my list of charities each year. They do a wonderful job.
The son had another soccer tryout this evening. I hadn't planned on staying to watch, but got caught up in the excitement. Although I spent half the night visiting with friends. The son was a little dejected after the try-out. He didn't feel he had played his best. He felt uncoordinated. My fingers are crossed and my positive energy is flowing his way. He has worked very hard for this. It's hard watching him not be happy with his performance. This is where parenting is put to its test. What to say? What's the right thing to do?
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in again today. Part of this was from taking Maya for her walk. She is getting a little over protective when people are just standing around. If they are just walking by, she's fine, but if they are standing there, she must think they are going to jump us or something.
MIND: Finished tape one of Louise Hay. I am going to have to listen to her in the house with paper and pencil in hand. She has some excellent exercises for figuring out why we put ourselves down. We are to make a list of things we don't like about ourselves and things that we felt were negative in our childhood - either from parents, older siblings, teachers, coaches etc. And then see if any of these things match up. Could this be where we get some of our perceptions from! Hmmm. Will try it over the weekend and see where it comes out!
Off to bed early.
Night
STacey
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Day 35 - 330 Days to Go
Well I really got off to a slow start today. That might have had something to do with the fact that I was awake at 4:30 am and went downstairs to the couch to watch some TV. Not a lot of selection when you don't have a great cable selection.
I am not a great cook by any standards, but I do have a couple of dishes that I don't mind bosting about. One of them is my quiche!!!!! Actually let me rephrase that " I have a great recipe for quiche, and as long as I follow the recipe, it is delicious every time." Today proved no different! Unfortunately for me, I should have stopped at one piece, but I had to go for the second! I don't even think there are any left overs. This is the one dish I make that Bill always says "Hey this is really good!" Does that mean he forgets that I've made it before!" Well Chef Ramsey and Rachael Raye won't have to worry about competition from me.
With the son off to the Flames Game, and Bill home late, eating his "Quiche", I went for a short drive to visit a friend. I had to pick up a couple of things from her, but the short pit stop turned into a really nice visit! Thanks B. I don't think I've ever told you how much I'd admire your honesty! Thanks for being a sounding board, and I drove the entire way home with a smile on my face. Positve energy will do that!
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in today. It must have been a combination of taking Maya for her daily walk and all the walking in the kitchen whilst I was cooking!!!!!
MIND: I'm still listening to Louise Hay's CD. Now that I'm not working, I don't listen quite as often to my tapes, so on my drive over to B's, I put in her CD. I had an ahh haa moment. She makes a very good point on the use of certain words. For instance, should and could! One of these words brings a negative tone to a conversation; even if the conversation is with yourself. For example; If you say to yourself "I should get up and exercise!" You are almost laying guilt on yourself. But if you were to say "I could get up and exercise this morning!" You are giving yourself a choice. So I am going to try and eliminate the word should from my vocabulary, when I talk to other people and myself. Being negative with yourself is just has harmful as being negative to others!
A little heavy for a Tuesday, but so easy to understand!
Night Stacey
I am not a great cook by any standards, but I do have a couple of dishes that I don't mind bosting about. One of them is my quiche!!!!! Actually let me rephrase that " I have a great recipe for quiche, and as long as I follow the recipe, it is delicious every time." Today proved no different! Unfortunately for me, I should have stopped at one piece, but I had to go for the second! I don't even think there are any left overs. This is the one dish I make that Bill always says "Hey this is really good!" Does that mean he forgets that I've made it before!" Well Chef Ramsey and Rachael Raye won't have to worry about competition from me.
With the son off to the Flames Game, and Bill home late, eating his "Quiche", I went for a short drive to visit a friend. I had to pick up a couple of things from her, but the short pit stop turned into a really nice visit! Thanks B. I don't think I've ever told you how much I'd admire your honesty! Thanks for being a sounding board, and I drove the entire way home with a smile on my face. Positve energy will do that!
BODY: Got my 10,000 steps in today. It must have been a combination of taking Maya for her daily walk and all the walking in the kitchen whilst I was cooking!!!!!
MIND: I'm still listening to Louise Hay's CD. Now that I'm not working, I don't listen quite as often to my tapes, so on my drive over to B's, I put in her CD. I had an ahh haa moment. She makes a very good point on the use of certain words. For instance, should and could! One of these words brings a negative tone to a conversation; even if the conversation is with yourself. For example; If you say to yourself "I should get up and exercise!" You are almost laying guilt on yourself. But if you were to say "I could get up and exercise this morning!" You are giving yourself a choice. So I am going to try and eliminate the word should from my vocabulary, when I talk to other people and myself. Being negative with yourself is just has harmful as being negative to others!
A little heavy for a Tuesday, but so easy to understand!
Night Stacey
Monday, September 14, 2009
Day 34 - 331 Days to Go
Monday, Monday - So good to me (Mamas and Papas - for those too young to know)
I had a very productive and meaningful day today. After the son and Bill left around 6:45 am, I started my dailly ritual (not the bathroom one)newspaper, breakfast, treadmill, that ritual. I was on fire today - if I were keeping points (which I'm not), I'd have a million. I got the laundry done (and yes that includes put away - no sitting in the dryer hiding stuff), all three bathrooms cleaned (except for the floors), - wait that doesn't seem like alot after all. Then why did it take me all day. Well I'm staying positive and still believing I got alot accomplished - house wise.
BODY: I have over 10,000 on my pedometer before 1:00 pm today. So in between all those housey things, I also did my treadmill. I didn't take Maya for her walk until after 4:00, so those steps didn't even get counted. I figured I got my 10,000 I could take off the pedometer and get comfortable.
MIND: This morning when I woke up, I did my little "what would I change about the day before - and there was only one thing." I really shouldn't have eaten all that dim sum at lunch. I was uncomfortable all day and into this morning. This evening I had a hmmm moment. Some people may be familar with the "Taylor Swift/Kayne West" incident from the MTV music awards on Monday night. What a immature thing for West to do. Basically Taylor was an award for video of ????? and she was up there making her acceptance speech when West gets on stage and grabs the mike from her, and proceeds to tell the audience that Beyonce had an amazing video. Now kudos to Beyonce for allowing Taylor to come back on stage and make her acceptance speech again, (after Beyonce won for something else) I've always like Beyonce and her music, but I am a bigger fan of her heart now. So getting on with the story, tonight on the Jay Leno show, Kayne West, Rhianna and Jay-Z were supposed to perform. Kayne West asked to come out first and talk to Jay Leno. I felt in his own, immature and uncomfortable way, he was truly sorry. It took a big man to a) show up after all the controversy and b) apologize on tv and c) admit that he has problems and needs to take a break. Now my son, who follows Kayne West's career a little more closely than mine, wasn't sure it was from the heart. But I am going to give this man the benefit of the doubt (because I'm gullable and I can)and belive he is truly sorry. Hopefully there are lessons learned here, and his followers (not sure what they're called these days) will take something away from his lesson.
Night for now!
I am tired out from all (or not so all) housework!
Stacey
I had a very productive and meaningful day today. After the son and Bill left around 6:45 am, I started my dailly ritual (not the bathroom one)newspaper, breakfast, treadmill, that ritual. I was on fire today - if I were keeping points (which I'm not), I'd have a million. I got the laundry done (and yes that includes put away - no sitting in the dryer hiding stuff), all three bathrooms cleaned (except for the floors), - wait that doesn't seem like alot after all. Then why did it take me all day. Well I'm staying positive and still believing I got alot accomplished - house wise.
BODY: I have over 10,000 on my pedometer before 1:00 pm today. So in between all those housey things, I also did my treadmill. I didn't take Maya for her walk until after 4:00, so those steps didn't even get counted. I figured I got my 10,000 I could take off the pedometer and get comfortable.
MIND: This morning when I woke up, I did my little "what would I change about the day before - and there was only one thing." I really shouldn't have eaten all that dim sum at lunch. I was uncomfortable all day and into this morning. This evening I had a hmmm moment. Some people may be familar with the "Taylor Swift/Kayne West" incident from the MTV music awards on Monday night. What a immature thing for West to do. Basically Taylor was an award for video of ????? and she was up there making her acceptance speech when West gets on stage and grabs the mike from her, and proceeds to tell the audience that Beyonce had an amazing video. Now kudos to Beyonce for allowing Taylor to come back on stage and make her acceptance speech again, (after Beyonce won for something else) I've always like Beyonce and her music, but I am a bigger fan of her heart now. So getting on with the story, tonight on the Jay Leno show, Kayne West, Rhianna and Jay-Z were supposed to perform. Kayne West asked to come out first and talk to Jay Leno. I felt in his own, immature and uncomfortable way, he was truly sorry. It took a big man to a) show up after all the controversy and b) apologize on tv and c) admit that he has problems and needs to take a break. Now my son, who follows Kayne West's career a little more closely than mine, wasn't sure it was from the heart. But I am going to give this man the benefit of the doubt (because I'm gullable and I can)and belive he is truly sorry. Hopefully there are lessons learned here, and his followers (not sure what they're called these days) will take something away from his lesson.
Night for now!
I am tired out from all (or not so all) housework!
Stacey
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Day 33 - 332 Days to Go
Happy Birthday Daughter!!! Twenty years old. Seems like only yesterday.....I didn't have any pain once I had the second epidural (the first time they tried to give it to me, they missed - that hurt worse than the labour). I remember the doctor handing me my daughter and Bill commenting on her dimples. Those dimples. And she still has them.
Had a nice visit with family over a leisurly lunch at Anne and Brian's. Viewed Karen and Ben's beautiful wedding photos. Brought back some great memories of that day. Ran some errands in the afternoon over at Beacon Hill Shopping Area. Are they ever going to add another exit to that place. It's almost like a fire hazard - only one way out. Otherwise it was just a nice, relaxing Sunday!
BODY: Relaxing was a big part of the day, and some times you need that for a body, but I did manage to get in 6000 steps. Didn't take Maya for her walk today, but will make it up to her tomorrow!
MIND: Relaxing is a big part of the mind too. Part of my relaxing was done between 8:30 pm and 10:00 pm. I sat outside with the son, around the fire pit and we talked. We caught up on all our news. Dealt with some mother - son issues. We actually redefined our relationship. Bantering back and forth means something different now - we discussed the boundries and whether we were crossing any (mostly me) I'm glad to report I am back on the right track as is the son, and we can still communicate openly. I love this Mom job! (especially when it goes right) I even got advise on my career choices. He's pretty sure I shouldn't go work in the bottle depot (even though it's my dream job!)
Life is great, tequila is good, and people are crazy (from a song with some of the words changed - God is great, beer is good and people are crazy)
Night
Stacey
Had a nice visit with family over a leisurly lunch at Anne and Brian's. Viewed Karen and Ben's beautiful wedding photos. Brought back some great memories of that day. Ran some errands in the afternoon over at Beacon Hill Shopping Area. Are they ever going to add another exit to that place. It's almost like a fire hazard - only one way out. Otherwise it was just a nice, relaxing Sunday!
BODY: Relaxing was a big part of the day, and some times you need that for a body, but I did manage to get in 6000 steps. Didn't take Maya for her walk today, but will make it up to her tomorrow!
MIND: Relaxing is a big part of the mind too. Part of my relaxing was done between 8:30 pm and 10:00 pm. I sat outside with the son, around the fire pit and we talked. We caught up on all our news. Dealt with some mother - son issues. We actually redefined our relationship. Bantering back and forth means something different now - we discussed the boundries and whether we were crossing any (mostly me) I'm glad to report I am back on the right track as is the son, and we can still communicate openly. I love this Mom job! (especially when it goes right) I even got advise on my career choices. He's pretty sure I shouldn't go work in the bottle depot (even though it's my dream job!)
Life is great, tequila is good, and people are crazy (from a song with some of the words changed - God is great, beer is good and people are crazy)
Night
Stacey
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Day 32 - 333 Days to Go
Today was a little hectic for being a Saturday. To set the record, the son hasn't been grouchy or grumpy all day, so he did keep his end of the bargain. Dropped him off at soccer tryouts at 8:30 am this morning. Speaking of grouchy, there were a few among the parents there. So I left the son, and ran to pick up the mom. She needed to do a little shopping - I don't our definitions of shopping are the same. She wanted to hit Shopper's Drug Mart because she has accumulated a few extra points there. I knew the son's tryouts were only an hour, so it was a fairly fast shopping trip. I don't think Mom was impressed. I tend to have that affect on her. But anyways, I managed to make it back to the field just as the boys were coming off. I think it was a good try-out (according to all reports I got)
Early supper tonight, so Bill could go golfing and the son could head over to a friend's house. I mixed up a batch of my imfamous fruit margaritas and invited my sister and nephew over for some crib playing and margarita sipping. I didn't know at the time that Trevor was keeping stats on his crib playing. His winning ratio is pretty high. And, he managed to keep his ration high by beating out both Robin and I. What a nice visit. Haven't done that in a long time.
BODY: Didn't break out the treadmill today but I managed over 10,700 steps on the pedometer.
MIND: I got some CD's from the library. They are by Louise L Hay. Her theory is very similar to the "Secret" but she cuts out some of the "fluff" and gets right to the meat and potatoes. I have only started listening, but already I've heard some much that makes sense. One of the best quotes "The past has no power over us. The point of power is in the present moment and we can begin to be free right here and right now."
How true - in otherwards you can't change the past so move on and go forward.
Where was all this higher knowledge back when I was in my twenties........
Well good night
I am thankful for.......
Stacey
Early supper tonight, so Bill could go golfing and the son could head over to a friend's house. I mixed up a batch of my imfamous fruit margaritas and invited my sister and nephew over for some crib playing and margarita sipping. I didn't know at the time that Trevor was keeping stats on his crib playing. His winning ratio is pretty high. And, he managed to keep his ration high by beating out both Robin and I. What a nice visit. Haven't done that in a long time.
BODY: Didn't break out the treadmill today but I managed over 10,700 steps on the pedometer.
MIND: I got some CD's from the library. They are by Louise L Hay. Her theory is very similar to the "Secret" but she cuts out some of the "fluff" and gets right to the meat and potatoes. I have only started listening, but already I've heard some much that makes sense. One of the best quotes "The past has no power over us. The point of power is in the present moment and we can begin to be free right here and right now."
How true - in otherwards you can't change the past so move on and go forward.
Where was all this higher knowledge back when I was in my twenties........
Well good night
I am thankful for.......
Stacey
Friday, September 11, 2009
Day 31 - 334 Days to Go
I'm tired and I just want to go to bed! Maybe a tad grouchy! Just got off the phone with the son. It's starting already - negotiating "be home" time. We had a deal. Did we shake hands? No. Did we sign a document? No. But we had a deal. My reason for sticking to the plan, was I want to go to bed by 11:30. He solved that problem - he'll get a ride home. So I made another deal. He is not allowed to wake up grumpy or be grouchy all day tomorrow. Did we shake hands? No. Did we sign a document? No. I'm screwed!!!! Well at least it's not me who has be at soccer tryouts by 8:30 in the morning. Oh wait, I do have to be there to drive! What is wrong with this picture?
Moving on - A a nice day today, and this evening I took my nieces to a volleyball tournament at the volley-dome. Susan was the one playing in the tournament, and Jane was there to listen to me rant. I enjoyed watching and cheering, although I am still having issues with how much the rules have changed since I played in school. Come on, how can you get a point if the ball hits the net on a serve!!!! Susan is a setter. I was a setter. Susan is a really good setter. I had really nice runners. Thank goodness for the good time held in the volley-dome, because once it was time to leave. Things got ugly. The parking was unbelievable. Everybody needed help getting out of their parking stalls; at least everyone parking legally. I had to help two people out, and Jane had to give me help to get out! Maybe that's my new job calling. It was difficult keeping a smile on my face, but the sarcastic comments I made helped to relieve the tension. That and the DQ stop on the way home!!!!!
BODY: Got my treadmill and ab workout in first thing this morning. Felt good. To top that off, the pedometer is just over 10,000 steps. Yeah!!!
MIND: I swear this happened. After I dropped the girls off and finished our DQ, I headed home. As I turned into the Hamptons I realized I wasn't smiling and my thoughts although not negative, weren't on a positive setting. So I tried a different trick I learned from the "Secret." When you are trying get on track with positive thoughts find something that is your cue to change your thoughts. Awhile ago I decided looking at street signs or licence plates when I'm driving. So as I turned left onto our street, I look at the car in front of me and low and behold his license plate also starts with LEE. Coincidence (for non believers, maybe) For Me, a sign. A smile came on my face and like my turn onto my street, my thoughts turned in the right direction also.
So I am off to bed (cause I don't have to pick anyone up.)
Night
Stacey
Moving on - A a nice day today, and this evening I took my nieces to a volleyball tournament at the volley-dome. Susan was the one playing in the tournament, and Jane was there to listen to me rant. I enjoyed watching and cheering, although I am still having issues with how much the rules have changed since I played in school. Come on, how can you get a point if the ball hits the net on a serve!!!! Susan is a setter. I was a setter. Susan is a really good setter. I had really nice runners. Thank goodness for the good time held in the volley-dome, because once it was time to leave. Things got ugly. The parking was unbelievable. Everybody needed help getting out of their parking stalls; at least everyone parking legally. I had to help two people out, and Jane had to give me help to get out! Maybe that's my new job calling. It was difficult keeping a smile on my face, but the sarcastic comments I made helped to relieve the tension. That and the DQ stop on the way home!!!!!
BODY: Got my treadmill and ab workout in first thing this morning. Felt good. To top that off, the pedometer is just over 10,000 steps. Yeah!!!
MIND: I swear this happened. After I dropped the girls off and finished our DQ, I headed home. As I turned into the Hamptons I realized I wasn't smiling and my thoughts although not negative, weren't on a positive setting. So I tried a different trick I learned from the "Secret." When you are trying get on track with positive thoughts find something that is your cue to change your thoughts. Awhile ago I decided looking at street signs or licence plates when I'm driving. So as I turned left onto our street, I look at the car in front of me and low and behold his license plate also starts with LEE. Coincidence (for non believers, maybe) For Me, a sign. A smile came on my face and like my turn onto my street, my thoughts turned in the right direction also.
So I am off to bed (cause I don't have to pick anyone up.)
Night
Stacey
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Day 30 - 335 Days to Go
What a great day to be alive!!!!!!! Regrets from the day before - none! Sometimes you just know when the stars are aligned. I woke up this morning with that positive feeling and it stayed with me the entire day. I think that's why I was able to accomplish so much. Did the treadmill (will cover late in MIND); showered; then I went to visit my mom-in-law. She looked great today. She was sitting in her walker chair watching TV with Dad. She smiled when I walked in, and we exchanged many glances and words during our visit. After I left Mom I stopped at Superstore for milk. $200 later (should have just bought the cow) I was loading bags into my car. And yes, I remembered my bags so I didn't have buy, or load item by item in my car. Had some lunch, quick snuggle with Maya, then time to put those groceries away. Not even sure if there is a fairy for that - and if they is what do we call her "The grocery put away fairy" Not a cool name.
Tonight I spent the evening at my sister's house. We were un-celebrating Trevor and Nathan's birthday. Apparently 25 is not a birthday either one wanted to celebrate, but for the ladies there (4 vs 2) we wanted cake. Ok actually that would have been 3 vs 2. Callee is a little young for cake, but we ate some on her behalf. It was nice seeing the boys again. I know they're not boys anymore, they're men, but I'll always see them as my young nephews!!!!!! Alisa let me cuddle Callee to sleep and that made the perfect end to my day. And I didn't even get baby barfed on this time!!!!!
BODY: I was awesome today - treadmill 30 minutes, body twists 100 - walk with Maya - priceless.... and to top it off I have over 14,000 steps on the pedometer.
MIND: Songs always make me think and today I heard a song that was so poinant I had to type part of it.
"I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow.
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if your faced with the choice and you have to choose.
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed.
I hope you keep on walking til you find the window.
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes more than you want it to
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold!!!!"''
That is "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts. That song seems to fit into almost any scenario your dealing with at any given time. And right now, it just seems to fit with my life.
Early night tonight, and I'll be sings Rascal Flatts songs.
Stacey
Tonight I spent the evening at my sister's house. We were un-celebrating Trevor and Nathan's birthday. Apparently 25 is not a birthday either one wanted to celebrate, but for the ladies there (4 vs 2) we wanted cake. Ok actually that would have been 3 vs 2. Callee is a little young for cake, but we ate some on her behalf. It was nice seeing the boys again. I know they're not boys anymore, they're men, but I'll always see them as my young nephews!!!!!! Alisa let me cuddle Callee to sleep and that made the perfect end to my day. And I didn't even get baby barfed on this time!!!!!
BODY: I was awesome today - treadmill 30 minutes, body twists 100 - walk with Maya - priceless.... and to top it off I have over 14,000 steps on the pedometer.
MIND: Songs always make me think and today I heard a song that was so poinant I had to type part of it.
"I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow.
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if your faced with the choice and you have to choose.
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed.
I hope you keep on walking til you find the window.
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything
My wish for you
Is that this life becomes more than you want it to
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold!!!!"''
That is "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts. That song seems to fit into almost any scenario your dealing with at any given time. And right now, it just seems to fit with my life.
Early night tonight, and I'll be sings Rascal Flatts songs.
Stacey
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Day 29 - 336 Days to Go
Well today was my first full day as a full time mom and housewife again. What a change. I mean, I just had two months off during the summer to do exactly the same thing, but somehow having it official just seems different. It's amazing how our minds work that way. It started off usual, although I didn't get out of bed at 6:30 with everyone else. I lingered about and listened to the news on the radio; cuddled Maya. Thought, I'll go back to sleep - old habits die hard. So I got up, grabbed the paper, grabbed my breakfast (note to self - need milk for tomorrow - wonder if I'll have time.) Based on our family meeting the night before, I'll have lots of time. Had a nice outing with a friend and her daughter this morning. Normally, I might have referred to her as a parent and student. But I'm now proud to say Friend(s). More words of encouragement and good wishes continue to fill my email. I truly am a very blessed person. On may way home, I stopped in to see another friend. I noticed her beaming face in a local newspaper today and wanted to show her. Way to go Rose - I am very proud of you! We made a date for on annual september lunch next week, and I can't wait to get caught up on our busy lives (mine not so busy any more)
BODY: My pedometer only hit 7000 steps today. Part of that was thanks to my daily walk with Maya. However it was enough steps to get me to the hatch of the International Space Station. And who was there to greet me, but the Canadian Astronaut Bob Thrisk. If you want to see a really neat video of the ISS, go to the website I provided earlier in my blogs, put in however many steps or activities you need to get to the station and you'll have access to this tour. Bob also says you can visit www.asc-csa.gc.ca to see more information. This past weekend there was an interesting article about Bob and his journey. He has three more months left in space. I was glad I got to meet him, if only virtually. Technology is amazing. I will have to try and find a new journey to make.
MIND: Speaking of technology. I used the online dictionary today. I have had a couple of words swirling in my head for the past couple of days and I just wanted to give myself some clarification. The last time I had to look up a word was a few years ago; it was beligerant; and I found out it had been used incorrectly by another party. You always hear these words but what do they really mean. The first word I wanted to investigate was BULLY - now we hear this word used all the time regarding the school systems, but did you know the actual definition is :browbeat; discourage or frighten with threats or a domineering manner; intimidate. Totally makes sense to me - it can be used in an out of school context. The other definition I was looking for was "VERBAL ABUSE" it read as follows: It is a form of profanity that can ocur with or without the use of expletives. Again another eye opener for me. So that's what I did with my mind today. And now, I can move on, put my head on my pillow tonight and sleep with a clear mind.
Good night and sleep peacefully!
Stacey
BODY: My pedometer only hit 7000 steps today. Part of that was thanks to my daily walk with Maya. However it was enough steps to get me to the hatch of the International Space Station. And who was there to greet me, but the Canadian Astronaut Bob Thrisk. If you want to see a really neat video of the ISS, go to the website I provided earlier in my blogs, put in however many steps or activities you need to get to the station and you'll have access to this tour. Bob also says you can visit www.asc-csa.gc.ca to see more information. This past weekend there was an interesting article about Bob and his journey. He has three more months left in space. I was glad I got to meet him, if only virtually. Technology is amazing. I will have to try and find a new journey to make.
MIND: Speaking of technology. I used the online dictionary today. I have had a couple of words swirling in my head for the past couple of days and I just wanted to give myself some clarification. The last time I had to look up a word was a few years ago; it was beligerant; and I found out it had been used incorrectly by another party. You always hear these words but what do they really mean. The first word I wanted to investigate was BULLY - now we hear this word used all the time regarding the school systems, but did you know the actual definition is :browbeat; discourage or frighten with threats or a domineering manner; intimidate. Totally makes sense to me - it can be used in an out of school context. The other definition I was looking for was "VERBAL ABUSE" it read as follows: It is a form of profanity that can ocur with or without the use of expletives. Again another eye opener for me. So that's what I did with my mind today. And now, I can move on, put my head on my pillow tonight and sleep with a clear mind.
Good night and sleep peacefully!
Stacey
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Day 28 - 337 Days to Go
Where to Start!!!!! Well I'm still pondering but for a totally different reason. I did something today, that I have never had to do in my entire life. I had to leave a job that I loved. Then why leave you say! Why indeed! For 5 years I would wake up in the morning and look forward to going to work. For 5 years I wrote in my Christmas cards - I love my job. For 5 years I learned children and people skills from co-workers that most people have to go to school to learn. For 5 years I had an amazing supervisor that pats me on the back and tells me I'm doing a great job everyday. For 5 years I would spend hours at home preparing and working on stuff for the kids. Obviously a great job you're thinking, and what could I have been thinking. Well in my opinion (I sound like a lawyer) I was tired off the politics. I'd like to go on; I'd like to give details, but really who would that benifit. Certainly not me. I'm comfortable putting my head on my pillow tonight. Of course if I were one the outside looking in, I'd want to know - curiosity! Does it change what's happened. No! Does it make me a better person? No. I am in control of my own thoughts. I can't control what other people think. So whether the truth gets out there or varied versions, I have no control. Am I sad? A little. I fell in love with a lot of kids and a lot of parents. My energy is now going towards the future. I know our paths will cross again some day! (hopefully in this lifetime but I'll be on the look-out in other lifetimes as well.)
BODY:Got my 10,000 steps in tonight, and took Maya for a nice visit to see the "Cougar."
MIND: I realized I am capable of every possible emotion today. That means my entire brain in working. Focusing on positive thoughts, and using any tools at my disposal to help me get there.
When I wake tomorrow, I will go through my list of regrets and possible changes for the day. But right there are not alot coming to my mind.
Extra blessings to everyone whose contacted me and shown support. You've helped to end my day in a positive light!!!
Night Stacey
BODY:Got my 10,000 steps in tonight, and took Maya for a nice visit to see the "Cougar."
MIND: I realized I am capable of every possible emotion today. That means my entire brain in working. Focusing on positive thoughts, and using any tools at my disposal to help me get there.
When I wake tomorrow, I will go through my list of regrets and possible changes for the day. But right there are not alot coming to my mind.
Extra blessings to everyone whose contacted me and shown support. You've helped to end my day in a positive light!!!
Night Stacey
Monday, September 7, 2009
Day 27 - 338 Days to Go
Wow - what a day of emotion! No pity parties today (thanks for offering to attend Alisa), but the aftermath (or hangover as I like to call them) is still being felt. It definetly proves my theory (or the Secret's theory) that you put negative energy out there, that's what comes back to you!!! The son arrived home this evening. I haven't really heard from him for the past week (except when I text once and called once). I was sure he was delibertly avoiding me, after all he's a 16 year old boy, and he wasn't on this trip to have fun!!!!!!!!! I made a vow to myself that I was going to pick him up, take him home and not ask one question. Let him talk first!!! Well first of all I waited in the "cell phone" parking at the airport for his long awaited text "we've landed." Still keeping my dignity in tack, I asked him to call when he had his bags and I would drive by and pick him up. That little voice behind my ear was trying to coax me to go park and run in and greet him with open arms!!! Stop it!!
3 mintues, 4 mintues 8 mintues 11 mintues (how many suitcases does he have)Finally the call. "K got my bags." If I had driven any faster to get out of that parking lot, I would have gotten a ticket. So I'm in the line of cars, mostly taxis, creeping along. Finally I get into the left lane to get ahead. Wrong move. There's the son on the other side of a parked taxi and a moving taxi. Quick I say, run to this side of the car. He crosses in the crosswalk, throws his 2 ton suitcase in the back seat, followed by himself. "Thanks" he says. "Your welcome!" Those were last last three words spoken all the way home. It wasn't until we pulled into the driveway when he annouces "Don't you want to hear about my trip!" And despite the well rehearsed plan I had, I had to play the guilt card. "If you had wanted me to know about it, wouldn't you have text me!!!" Ok, guilty, guilty, guilty. Poor kid, he certainly didn't see that coming, nor the flow of tears afterwards. In fact he was so shocked, he started laughing. He couldn't believe I was actually upset - well you know what came next................more tears!!! When he finally realised his little oops, was a "world is coming to an end" for me, hugs and sorry's were exchanged and life returned to normal. "So how was your trip, how did you play, did you have fun, did you have enough money, etc, etc, etc. Note to self: Just say what I want to say at the start, cause if there are going to be tears anyways...
BODY: Got that ab workout in again today. Hopefully I'll start noticing a difference (sooner than later)Didn't keep track of the steps on the pedometer though as I changed into a dress part way through the day to pick up the son! (I'm such a sap)
MIND: Worn out----In addition to the motherly trauma I encountered, I found myself pondering what and where does my future lie! I am still pondering, but feel that a weight is slowing being lifted off my shoulders. When I come to my conclusion I will post the details, but in the meantime know that change is not a bad thing, it's just different. And if I have learned anything in these 40 odd years, it's the saying my sister Robin taught me. "What's the worst thing that can happen?"
So I have disposed of any negative thoughts and am now thinking of Maui, puppies, babies and of course my margaritas!!!
thanks for all the neat emails. I'm having a blast with this blog and am learning so much about myself!! (Sarcasm is my middle name - ya think!)
Night
Stacey
3 mintues, 4 mintues 8 mintues 11 mintues (how many suitcases does he have)Finally the call. "K got my bags." If I had driven any faster to get out of that parking lot, I would have gotten a ticket. So I'm in the line of cars, mostly taxis, creeping along. Finally I get into the left lane to get ahead. Wrong move. There's the son on the other side of a parked taxi and a moving taxi. Quick I say, run to this side of the car. He crosses in the crosswalk, throws his 2 ton suitcase in the back seat, followed by himself. "Thanks" he says. "Your welcome!" Those were last last three words spoken all the way home. It wasn't until we pulled into the driveway when he annouces "Don't you want to hear about my trip!" And despite the well rehearsed plan I had, I had to play the guilt card. "If you had wanted me to know about it, wouldn't you have text me!!!" Ok, guilty, guilty, guilty. Poor kid, he certainly didn't see that coming, nor the flow of tears afterwards. In fact he was so shocked, he started laughing. He couldn't believe I was actually upset - well you know what came next................more tears!!! When he finally realised his little oops, was a "world is coming to an end" for me, hugs and sorry's were exchanged and life returned to normal. "So how was your trip, how did you play, did you have fun, did you have enough money, etc, etc, etc. Note to self: Just say what I want to say at the start, cause if there are going to be tears anyways...
BODY: Got that ab workout in again today. Hopefully I'll start noticing a difference (sooner than later)Didn't keep track of the steps on the pedometer though as I changed into a dress part way through the day to pick up the son! (I'm such a sap)
MIND: Worn out----In addition to the motherly trauma I encountered, I found myself pondering what and where does my future lie! I am still pondering, but feel that a weight is slowing being lifted off my shoulders. When I come to my conclusion I will post the details, but in the meantime know that change is not a bad thing, it's just different. And if I have learned anything in these 40 odd years, it's the saying my sister Robin taught me. "What's the worst thing that can happen?"
So I have disposed of any negative thoughts and am now thinking of Maui, puppies, babies and of course my margaritas!!!
thanks for all the neat emails. I'm having a blast with this blog and am learning so much about myself!! (Sarcasm is my middle name - ya think!)
Night
Stacey
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Day 26 - 339 Days to Go
You're invited to a party. It's the SDW Pity Party. Where: Just follow the black cloud over me: When: apparently today, between 10:00 am and 6:00 pm. Why: Because..........sometimes I can't always be the perky one! - oh wait you missed it. I'll be sure to invite you all again to the next one. They don't happen very often, but when they do, they are a real downer. Hormonal you might say - maybe -. I just like to think we all need one of those days (ok Karen, weekends) to say "poor me." I call it a pity party because basically I'm feeling like nobody (whom I can't control anyways) cares about poor ol'e me! Really!!! The daughter was on FB and I tried talking to her - before I knew it she was signed off. The rational part of my brain knows she is working and trying to entertain a group of First Year Students out camping! Then there's the son. Off on some soccer training and tournament in Langley BC. I've heard through the grape vine they won their last two games. Thought maybe he'd be sharing the news with his Mom. Oh wait, I'm his mom - ---Petty - yes, but petty is allowed at a pitty party - then it becomes a petty pitty party. The party ended when I arrived at my sister-in-laws house and the entire extended family (minus daughter, son, and brother-in-law) enjoyed a dinner and some homemade pie (made in someone else's home) And to think I was going to beg off sick and stay home to party!!!
Mind: Having a petty pitty party isn't a good thing for the mind. So I did the next best thing. I went to the cemetery. I decided to visit my father's ...... "ashes!" Cause really what else is there. I haven't been there in a long long time, and for some reason this seemed like the day to make the trek. I actually tried a couple of weeks ago, but without a map. Never try and find a gravesite without a map (unless you're my father-in-law who just has to find one tree and can locate 40 graves from that) I took my gardening tools with me, and cleaned up the surrounding area; then enjoyed my lunch in the peace and quiet! (not counting the little black squirrel that was making noise - I think he eyed my banana)
Body: I didn't want to get out of bed this morning - for the third time. But I did - I even did my ab work out. I really need to get on that more faithfully. Could use some encouragement on that end! Despite visiting the cemetery, only 6000 steps registered today on the pedometer. Maybe I should have visited other sites!!!!!! NOT. Looking forward to a relaxing day tomorrow - all this partying is really tiring!
Night!
Stacey
Mind: Having a petty pitty party isn't a good thing for the mind. So I did the next best thing. I went to the cemetery. I decided to visit my father's ...... "ashes!" Cause really what else is there. I haven't been there in a long long time, and for some reason this seemed like the day to make the trek. I actually tried a couple of weeks ago, but without a map. Never try and find a gravesite without a map (unless you're my father-in-law who just has to find one tree and can locate 40 graves from that) I took my gardening tools with me, and cleaned up the surrounding area; then enjoyed my lunch in the peace and quiet! (not counting the little black squirrel that was making noise - I think he eyed my banana)
Body: I didn't want to get out of bed this morning - for the third time. But I did - I even did my ab work out. I really need to get on that more faithfully. Could use some encouragement on that end! Despite visiting the cemetery, only 6000 steps registered today on the pedometer. Maybe I should have visited other sites!!!!!! NOT. Looking forward to a relaxing day tomorrow - all this partying is really tiring!
Night!
Stacey
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Day 25 - 340 Days to Go
I must be getting old. Our day was all planned out today, and them something got changed and I was "ticked off". It wasn't even anything major, but it was a change. So I pulled out my "Shift Changers" and then I went wait - I want to feel this feeling for a minute (not sure why I enjoyed it) I thought through why I was annoyed (down graded from ticked). I had every right to feel like this - NOT - this change didn't just involve me so really I must have just been bothered (down graded from annoyed) because I didn't have control. I wanted it done my way and I had no alternative plan. Result - I just stayed in bed longer and redid my day!!! So instead of going from "ticked" to just fine, I went the detour route through annoyed and bothered - took a little more energy but I think the journey was worth it.
K, another reason I must be getting old - I watched some golf on TV. Not that I found it entertaining or riveting, but it was the LPGA and I thought it was so cool that I could recognize the course and some of the holes they were playing. Does that make me a golf nerd? Hope not! The difference in watching it on tv and being there, I could giggle and talk! (It was to myself, but dammit, it's the principal)
BODY: It's 9:00 pm and I've only gotten in 7000 steps so I'm hoping to walk around picking up this and that and gathering a few more steps. I did get a lot accomplished today; cleaning kids rooms; changing burnt out lightbulbs; emptying dishwashers and garbage cans, so I like to think I got a bit of bending and muscle workout.
MIND: I decluttered my office desk today - thus decluttered my mind. While doing so, I managed to have some nice conversations with friends.(via Facebook) First there was Linda who brought me up to date on the details of the soccer tournament in Langley. I thought my son might have kept me posted, but I'm pretty sure he's busy catching up on homework!!!!! Then I had a nice long chat with Grace. And surprise, surprise, we actually set a date to get together. We always say we will but we both took the bull by the horns and did it. It's a couple of weeks away, but I am so looking forward to it. I realize I've know Grace for more that 25 years. Thank goodness for internet - or who knows where and when we'd meet up with friends. So thank you ladies for some enjoyable chats, whilst I was straightening up my office. You'll both be included on my list tonight.
Night
Stacey
K, another reason I must be getting old - I watched some golf on TV. Not that I found it entertaining or riveting, but it was the LPGA and I thought it was so cool that I could recognize the course and some of the holes they were playing. Does that make me a golf nerd? Hope not! The difference in watching it on tv and being there, I could giggle and talk! (It was to myself, but dammit, it's the principal)
BODY: It's 9:00 pm and I've only gotten in 7000 steps so I'm hoping to walk around picking up this and that and gathering a few more steps. I did get a lot accomplished today; cleaning kids rooms; changing burnt out lightbulbs; emptying dishwashers and garbage cans, so I like to think I got a bit of bending and muscle workout.
MIND: I decluttered my office desk today - thus decluttered my mind. While doing so, I managed to have some nice conversations with friends.(via Facebook) First there was Linda who brought me up to date on the details of the soccer tournament in Langley. I thought my son might have kept me posted, but I'm pretty sure he's busy catching up on homework!!!!! Then I had a nice long chat with Grace. And surprise, surprise, we actually set a date to get together. We always say we will but we both took the bull by the horns and did it. It's a couple of weeks away, but I am so looking forward to it. I realize I've know Grace for more that 25 years. Thank goodness for internet - or who knows where and when we'd meet up with friends. So thank you ladies for some enjoyable chats, whilst I was straightening up my office. You'll both be included on my list tonight.
Night
Stacey
Friday, September 4, 2009
Day 24 - 341 Days to Go
FRIDAY! - thank goodness. I am so in need of some extra sleep. Haven't been sleeping well during the evening - no time for short cat naps! Thank goodness for my MonaVie Energy Drink.
Bill and I headed out to Priddis Greens to watch the lady golfers. LPGA tournament. We parked the car at the Spruce Meadows parking lot and caught the bus to the golf tournament. New experience for me. I thought it was going to be boring, just list watching golf on TV. But it was actually enjoyable. Sort of like a Flames game, where you get to people watch. Listening to some of the talk, these people know their golfers; their scores over the past couple of days; what they are wearing; and probably their shoe size. I was a little nervous standing off to the side as they took they initial swing on Hole 10. I've watched Bill and the kids golf before, that would not have been a good place to stand. But then I was even more nervous when Bill suggested we get a head and sit and wait for the golfers at the green. He was pretty sure that we wouldn't get hit with a ball. I was able to control my anxiety by making sure I was sitting behind a really old tall guy. The ball would have to hit him first. But these ladies were amazing. Well I can say I've been to an important golf tournament. (hardest part was trying to be quiet when the marshalls indicated to do so.) I just had the urge to giggle or sneeze!!!!!
BODY: Well all that walking around the golf course got my pedometer over 10,000 steps. That doesn't even include the walking and moving stuff at work this morning. That was a nice work out!
MIND: I caught myself being annoyed at a few people today. Mostly other drivers, construction, and loud people on the bus. But I used my "Secret Shifters" and thought of cute puppies, Maui and Reggaefest! As soon as the smile came on my face, those negative thoughts were gone! It really does work!
Very tired tonight - so will do a quick blessings low down and off to sleep.
Night
Stacey
PS Hi to Cheryl - got your email. Glad you're enjoying the news.! Talk soon
Bill and I headed out to Priddis Greens to watch the lady golfers. LPGA tournament. We parked the car at the Spruce Meadows parking lot and caught the bus to the golf tournament. New experience for me. I thought it was going to be boring, just list watching golf on TV. But it was actually enjoyable. Sort of like a Flames game, where you get to people watch. Listening to some of the talk, these people know their golfers; their scores over the past couple of days; what they are wearing; and probably their shoe size. I was a little nervous standing off to the side as they took they initial swing on Hole 10. I've watched Bill and the kids golf before, that would not have been a good place to stand. But then I was even more nervous when Bill suggested we get a head and sit and wait for the golfers at the green. He was pretty sure that we wouldn't get hit with a ball. I was able to control my anxiety by making sure I was sitting behind a really old tall guy. The ball would have to hit him first. But these ladies were amazing. Well I can say I've been to an important golf tournament. (hardest part was trying to be quiet when the marshalls indicated to do so.) I just had the urge to giggle or sneeze!!!!!
BODY: Well all that walking around the golf course got my pedometer over 10,000 steps. That doesn't even include the walking and moving stuff at work this morning. That was a nice work out!
MIND: I caught myself being annoyed at a few people today. Mostly other drivers, construction, and loud people on the bus. But I used my "Secret Shifters" and thought of cute puppies, Maui and Reggaefest! As soon as the smile came on my face, those negative thoughts were gone! It really does work!
Very tired tonight - so will do a quick blessings low down and off to sleep.
Night
Stacey
PS Hi to Cheryl - got your email. Glad you're enjoying the news.! Talk soon
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Day 23 - 342 Days to Go
"Are we there yet?" Just joking. I'm not sure this counting down was a good idea. Twenty three days sounds like a lot, but then you look at 342 days to do and that seems like a life time away!!!
BODY: Only got my steps in today, and even then only 5500ish. Not one of my better days. But I came home from a full day of work (especially for me) with this nagging just about headache. It was one of those slight sore heads, but not a full fledged headache, but if you don't close your eyes for a bit, could be head aches. Try explaining that to the doctor next time. So I added on my 5500 steps to my http://getfit.asc-csa.gc.ca/eng/missions/expedition20-21/getfit.asp website and I am only 40 km from the space station, at which time they are going to open up the hatch to welcome me in....... I wonder if I am going to have to walk all the way back again!!!! (maybe I can just catch a ride with the next shuttle)
MIND: I'm listening to the "Secret" again on the way to work. It's sort of like watching a movie in that, if you watch (or listen)to it a second time, you pick up things you missed the first time. I am putting out positive thoughts and I know (you have to believe not hope) that positive things will be coming my way!!!!!
Had a good day at work! Got to meet up with some co-workers from last year and some new co-workers for this year. I'm excited to see how ECS will progress!!!
Many blessings tonight
Stacey
BODY: Only got my steps in today, and even then only 5500ish. Not one of my better days. But I came home from a full day of work (especially for me) with this nagging just about headache. It was one of those slight sore heads, but not a full fledged headache, but if you don't close your eyes for a bit, could be head aches. Try explaining that to the doctor next time. So I added on my 5500 steps to my http://getfit.asc-csa.gc.ca/eng/missions/expedition20-21/getfit.asp website and I am only 40 km from the space station, at which time they are going to open up the hatch to welcome me in....... I wonder if I am going to have to walk all the way back again!!!! (maybe I can just catch a ride with the next shuttle)
MIND: I'm listening to the "Secret" again on the way to work. It's sort of like watching a movie in that, if you watch (or listen)to it a second time, you pick up things you missed the first time. I am putting out positive thoughts and I know (you have to believe not hope) that positive things will be coming my way!!!!!
Had a good day at work! Got to meet up with some co-workers from last year and some new co-workers for this year. I'm excited to see how ECS will progress!!!
Many blessings tonight
Stacey
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Day 22 - 343 Days to Go
""""You find out who your friends are. Somebodys gonna drop everything; run out and crank up their car; hit the gas, get there fast; never stop to think "what's in it for me; or its way to far; they just show on up; with their big ol' heart""""...Tracey Lawrence and Friends
I just love this song. Every time I hear it I think of how lucky I am to have such a great circle of friends. A friend is someone you can call up, even though you haven't spoken to them all summer, and just keep the conversation going. I love those friendships. And thank goodness for the internet. I've been able to keep in touch with many friends that have moved away; reconnected with high school friends; even keep in contact with busy best friends. Sometimes we only have time to say hi, and it's easier and quicker via the internet highway!!!
BODY: Took Miss Maya for her daily walk again today. She has made friends with the local cougar statue on our street! It is a life size cougar. (Don't tell Maya it's not real) We pass the cougar at the end of our walk, and Maya tugs and pulls (I'm working on that) as soon as she see's Cougar. She used to bark at it and keep her distance. Now she runs up the steps, gives it a sniff, runs down the steps, circles around the grass and sometimes she repeats the entire ritual again. Once she's finished, she's back on the sidewalk, and calmly walking home. (no tugging no pulling) nothing. The cougars owners have been out numerous times and welcome Maya in their garden with open arms!
MIND: Speaking of Maya - there is a quote from the "Secret". Family pets are wonderful, because they put you in a great emotional state. When you feel love for your pet, that's a great state of love and it's going to bring goodness into your life.
Boy does Maya do that for Me.
Early night again tonight - many blessings!
Stacey
I just love this song. Every time I hear it I think of how lucky I am to have such a great circle of friends. A friend is someone you can call up, even though you haven't spoken to them all summer, and just keep the conversation going. I love those friendships. And thank goodness for the internet. I've been able to keep in touch with many friends that have moved away; reconnected with high school friends; even keep in contact with busy best friends. Sometimes we only have time to say hi, and it's easier and quicker via the internet highway!!!
BODY: Took Miss Maya for her daily walk again today. She has made friends with the local cougar statue on our street! It is a life size cougar. (Don't tell Maya it's not real) We pass the cougar at the end of our walk, and Maya tugs and pulls (I'm working on that) as soon as she see's Cougar. She used to bark at it and keep her distance. Now she runs up the steps, gives it a sniff, runs down the steps, circles around the grass and sometimes she repeats the entire ritual again. Once she's finished, she's back on the sidewalk, and calmly walking home. (no tugging no pulling) nothing. The cougars owners have been out numerous times and welcome Maya in their garden with open arms!
MIND: Speaking of Maya - there is a quote from the "Secret". Family pets are wonderful, because they put you in a great emotional state. When you feel love for your pet, that's a great state of love and it's going to bring goodness into your life.
Boy does Maya do that for Me.
Early night again tonight - many blessings!
Stacey
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Day 21 - 344 Days to Go
September 1, 2009 - It's finally arrived. There must be 20 birthdays this month that I want to acknowledge. There must be alot of people that really celebrate at New Years!!!!!!!
Started back to work today. It was with mixed emotion. I have been at the same organization for I think 8 years now. This is the first time I have walked into work and actually felt like I didn't belong. Not sure why; haven't really pursued this feeling yet, but it is still with me as of tonight. There were alot of changes over the summer and maybe I'm just reacting to the new decor! I am in control of my own thoughts, so I'll will try and think about this a little bit more tonight.
Talked to a good friend who had some distressing news. I hope I was able to comfort her a little. Words just never seem to be enough! She knows I am thinking of her and her daughter right now!
BODY: Didn't get in my treadmill before, but I did take Maya for a walk after supper. I also make a concious decision to park in the fartherest parking spot at the Safeway this afternoon. I like to think I did it for the exercise, with the hidden bonus that I was at the North Hill Shopping Center and there are many many seniors who shop there.
MIND: I'm smiling and it does make me feel better. Miss the son and the daughter. (but don't tell anybody - I wouldn't want it to get out) Will go to bed soon and remember everything I am thankful for.
Tomorrow will be a better day - I am in control of my own thoughts!
Stacey
Started back to work today. It was with mixed emotion. I have been at the same organization for I think 8 years now. This is the first time I have walked into work and actually felt like I didn't belong. Not sure why; haven't really pursued this feeling yet, but it is still with me as of tonight. There were alot of changes over the summer and maybe I'm just reacting to the new decor! I am in control of my own thoughts, so I'll will try and think about this a little bit more tonight.
Talked to a good friend who had some distressing news. I hope I was able to comfort her a little. Words just never seem to be enough! She knows I am thinking of her and her daughter right now!
BODY: Didn't get in my treadmill before, but I did take Maya for a walk after supper. I also make a concious decision to park in the fartherest parking spot at the Safeway this afternoon. I like to think I did it for the exercise, with the hidden bonus that I was at the North Hill Shopping Center and there are many many seniors who shop there.
MIND: I'm smiling and it does make me feel better. Miss the son and the daughter. (but don't tell anybody - I wouldn't want it to get out) Will go to bed soon and remember everything I am thankful for.
Tomorrow will be a better day - I am in control of my own thoughts!
Stacey
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