Todays topic. Paranoia - and believe it or not, it's not mine. I admit, in my more youthful days I was probably one of the biggest paranoids out there. I think that comes with low self esteem, or lack of confidence in one's self image. Mine could have been a little of both. I know I was always wondering what people would be thinking of me if I did do something, or didn't do something. Although I don't think that is necessarily a bad thing, but the actually caring what people think is where the paranoia can be destructive. Why this topic today? Well without going into too much detail (to avoid outing anyone in particular - and no Shaunan, I'm not talking about you this time!!!!!!!)I received some correspondence today that made me realize that recent decisions I have made were definetly (not probably) the right decisions. I guess that is why hind sight always opens your eyes.
Had a nice dinner date a friend and my sister. We tried Ric's Grill. It was pretty good. It was nice to Grace again. We always talk about getting together and it goes by the way side. Finally we set a date, and made it happen. Received some beautiful jewellery from my sister for my birthday. Hopefully Grace and I convinced her that she should be making and selling her works. They are beautiful - the waiter even said he'd pay good money for the earrings and ring!!!!!!
BODY: 8000 steps today. Not a great result considering the wonderful food I had at supper (and cheesecake) But I did do something else for my body today. I gave myself a facial. It felt great and refreshing.
MIND: Susna Sontag quote...."I envy paranoids; they actually feel people are paying attention to them. Below is a website that gives you a little insight as to who Susan Sontag was.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Susan_Sontag
This just seemed appropriate as I spent some time reviewing events of the morning!!!
I'm tired and full so I think it's bed time for me.
Night
Stacey
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