September 1, 2009 - It's finally arrived. There must be 20 birthdays this month that I want to acknowledge. There must be alot of people that really celebrate at New Years!!!!!!!
Started back to work today. It was with mixed emotion. I have been at the same organization for I think 8 years now. This is the first time I have walked into work and actually felt like I didn't belong. Not sure why; haven't really pursued this feeling yet, but it is still with me as of tonight. There were alot of changes over the summer and maybe I'm just reacting to the new decor! I am in control of my own thoughts, so I'll will try and think about this a little bit more tonight.
Talked to a good friend who had some distressing news. I hope I was able to comfort her a little. Words just never seem to be enough! She knows I am thinking of her and her daughter right now!
BODY: Didn't get in my treadmill before, but I did take Maya for a walk after supper. I also make a concious decision to park in the fartherest parking spot at the Safeway this afternoon. I like to think I did it for the exercise, with the hidden bonus that I was at the North Hill Shopping Center and there are many many seniors who shop there.
MIND: I'm smiling and it does make me feel better. Miss the son and the daughter. (but don't tell anybody - I wouldn't want it to get out) Will go to bed soon and remember everything I am thankful for.
Tomorrow will be a better day - I am in control of my own thoughts!
Stacey
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