It's Monday, it's raining, and I got fired! You know the old saying "be careful what you wish for."
Where to start. Well the Monday and raining is starting to seem like a normal thing. The firing, came as a bit of a surprise, but long over due. Unfortunately I think I was fired for the wrong thing, but really, in the end does it really matter. Saturday, I drove to my employee's home (mistake #1 - I should have emailed it) and handed in my resignation notice with a one month time frame. I didn't want to leave the family in a lurch (mistake # 2, I should have made it immediate, it would have saved me a lot of work I did on the Sunday) I also didn't realize when I am off duty (which I not exactly sure is when) I am not allowed to enter the house without prior approval or announcement (which I have done in the past) So that was Saturday. I spent the rest of the weekend taking care of Patrick and his cluster headaches (he's had three more) and myself, who felt like I might be coming down with something - turned out just to be that damn missing period (that's an entire blog topic for another time)
So I got up Monday morning, made my lunch and headed to work. I decided to leave a little early so i could teach the kids a new safety game before music. thankfully I was able to get the game taught, and squeeze in a couple of hugs and kisses from the kids and nannies. I was upset at first, but now I am over it. I want to be angry, but really, I can only control my issues and if I can let go of the control, so other people can have it (cause they need it), then I can feel good about myself. And move on, I have.........says Master Yoda.
Now what to do. I'm not quite ready to put out the job feelers. I've had a few requests over the past couple of months. I think I'll just ponder my options. I will be checking into a few courses, especially my Reiki course and maybe some gardening stuff.
The laundry is calling my name......maybe if I hide it won't find me.
I do want to send out apologizes to my friend Rose..........there is a Patsy Cline song out there that we need to karaoke together.........Crazy,,,,,,
Luv you girlfriend.
Stacey
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