Body: Just over 10,000 steps today. Had to do a bit of running around in the kitchen to get over the 10,000 mark. Some days it just seems like I do all this running around and my pedometer is only at 5000 steps. Other days, it seems like I haven't done anything at all, and low and behold I'm near my daily goal! I guess it's true what they say "A watched pot never boils!' Or in this case, "A watched pedometer never goes higher!" I was hoping to get in some of those ab exercises today, but I just ran out of time. (do them now, do them now) (I'm too full, I'm too full!) It's those little voices again.
MIND: Just came back from a nice gathering at Earls. Those margaritas went down way too fast! But the relaxing result was much needed after a hectic and stressful day. The good news, my mother-in-law got a bed in the hospice. The bad news, my mother-in-law got a bed in the hospice. It's hard to seem relieved when you realize what the end result is going to be. What to feel is getting very confusing. I'm in limbo as to where my emotions should be...... I don't like asking the hard questions, and I'm not sure if I can stay strong. And really who am I staying strong for......Mom is not asking that of me......time for some quiet thinking and revisiting this whole mortality thing!!!!! Now would be a good time to think about ones future and wants in this life. "Have a plan and be prepared......." - Stacey Wee; august, 2009 - and you can quote me on that.
Night
Stacey
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