I was going to start of by saying today was the day from Hell. But then if this mythical hell really is supposed to be what it is, my day wasn't so bad!!!!!
I am not just a good confrontational person! Whoever said being a parent was an easy job, was the same moron who said marriage was easy!!!!!!
How can you have a calm intelligectual conversation with a 19 year old, who thinks that everything they do is a matter of life and death - right or wrong. My only thought is, "Wow, where did I screw up!" You want to be truthful, but truth to them is the final word! I know I' babbling but I have know other way to think this through. Maybe I don't take this mothering thing too serious! It was much easier when they were little and just one's tone could convince them you meant business. Ugghhhg Do I follow through with the truth (even when they're not ready for it) of calming let it go!!!! (not teaching anything at all) I could probably make a million if I could produce a book with these rules and facts) - Dr. Phil probably already has one out.
Anyway if one can't tell, my mind is confused and not sure which way to turn. So I need to do something for it.. (the tequila sure didnt' help, cause now I can't even typeoidsl__) ahahahahhahh And damn, I have to pee!!!!!!! I will have to sleep on this one and maybe revisit the problem in the morning when my head is much clearer (and not moving so much)
BODY- My day was planned for me today, and through many many changes, it didn't progress like I had planned. I did make it to Ikea today - yeah - a little disappointing. I expected more, of what I'm not sure. Bought a few little tidbits and will retrieve them out of my car in the morning. The walking at Ikea and Chinook Mall did manage to help me get my steps over 10,000. Better check in the morning and see if I am close enough to the International Space station to jump!!!!!
Anyway, off to count my blessings and reinforce this motherhood thing!!!!!!
Good Night
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