Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Day 119 - 246 Days to Go

Third day of work today. I'm starting to feel comfortable again. Had another new student. Has only been in Canada for 1 month. Doesn't know any English and he's a big boy for 3 years old. I think he is going to be my challenge for the next few months. I'm looking forward to it.

Woke up with a bad headache this morning. Took some tylenol and it helped a little, but by lunch time it was back. Had a quick bite to eat and took more tylenol and had a quick nap. Got supper ready and headed out to pick up the son. Dropped him off at soccer and instead of getting groceries and going to my last dance class, I came home, closed the bedroom blinds, put on my night mask(for my eyes - not a face thingy) a couple more tylenol and grabbed another 2 hours of sleep. I think that helped, because by the time Bill got home around 6:10ish the headache was almost gone.

BODY: I think the napping was a great way to take care of my body today. Not sure if the headache is from lack of sleep, caffine withdrawal (had too many cokes over the past 4 days) or just exhausted.

MIND: I heard this song today. Haven't heard it for the longest time. I know I have it down for songs I'd like played at a memorial to me!!! I thought it was very fitting for Mom Wee. It's by Alan Jackson and he wrote it when his mother passed away.

Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout meLoved ones she left behind

Just trying to survive
And understand the whyFeeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitingAnd I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me

It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me

Good night
Stacey

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