I'm in a bad mood and I don't know why!!!!!
Not PMS'ing. I think I'm just tired. Tired of doing it all. I don't know how these ladies that work in and out of the home do it. What do you do when you just want to do nothing? There's always something to be done. Then everyone expects something from you--including your time. Urrrrrrr.
K, I think I'm done. I'm still in a bad mood, but the complaining about it is done.
Had the morning off - what did I do - sleep - why - cause I was tired. Went to work with Sam this afternoon. Was half way to the bus stop and realized I forgot the papers I needed. Sam went on to the bus stop while I ran back to the car. I'd forget my head if it wasn't attached. School went well, then we hopped on the C-Train to come home. Why in the world would someone keep their package sitting on a seat next to them when they see so many people standing. I'm not going to even mention that they were young people (hording the seats) And I wasn't the one needing the seat. Should I have given up my seat - could have - and would have, if the person needing it seemed to need it. But the point is, there were extra spaces being taken up by packages, sports bags, and legs..... (it's a guy thing) I should have been the standing and I would have asked for the space. Did I mention I'm in a bad mood.
Then I ran a few errands before picking the son up from working out. Home Depot didn't have the pump I needed so they suggested Sunnyside. Great advice. Not only did they have my pump, but all their Christmas stuff was on 50% off and all their wind chimes were on for .49 cents. Yes .49 cents. All wind chimes; the cute little cheapy ones and the big wooden bulky ones. So I bought one. As soon as the weather is warm, I'll replace my broken one outside. Janice got the old one for me when we first moved into the house. It only has two chimes left on it.
So then I remembered Bill said he was going out for supper so I stopped and bought the son and I sub sandwiches. Waited for the son to finish his work out. While I was in the car, decided to phone home and check my messages. There were three, just junk calls, nothing urgent. Then thought I better phone Bill to confirm what time he'll be home. He answered his cell and said he was alrady home. When I asked him about supper he said he just needed something simple. So I let him know I got him a sub. As soon as the son got into the car, we ran back over to Mr. Sub and picked up another sandwich. So by the time we got home after 6:00 I was tired, hungry and grouchy. Now it's only 2 out of 3.
So I'm on my way downstairs and the phone rings. I hate when I get in the middle of the stairs and the phone rings. Why? Cause I then have to make a decision, run upstairs to get it or downstairs, cause usually no one esle will answer it. Turns out the son answered it and it was the daughter wanting to talk to me. The downstairs phone is in my office and the son was also in my office. The daughter needed me to resend her the flight information for her trip home. I said ok, and asked the son if I could use the computer. "he simply asked why." my answer - "BECAUSE IT'S MINE!" I know true, but grouchy!!!!!!!!
BODY: Right now the best thing I can do for my body is to go and take my medication, brush my teeth and go to bed.
MIND: Right now the best thing I can do for my mind is to go and take my medication, plus some ativan, brush my teeth and go to bed.
If I had to make up my own affirmation today it would be something like "Grouchy is not an attractive attribute; lose it quickly and avoid spreading the grouchiness."
NIGHT
Stacey (aka Aunt to Oscar)
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